~ cHoiCes In LiFe ~

MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT ~~

2010-12-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

Christmas is nearing...

Its just another five more days to it..

Heehee.. Although Christmas is not here yet, but we have already do the gift exchange ytd!!!

What he gave me was really a surprise to me..

Something that I did not expect he is going to give..

which is A DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!

I've been wanting to get myself one...

Cos I SIMPLY LOVE TAKING PHOTOS!!!

I love to capture every single little thing that interest me or which i want to keep it as a memory~~~

Every time we have our own little celebration, I would have to borrow camera from my sister...

Use my PIXON phone to take photos...

Of cos it does not kill me to use a camera phone to take photos

BUT THE PROBLEM IS

This stupid phone is dying off~~~

NEITHER unusable NOR nonfunctional

BUT is the stupid touch screen that is not working and causing loads of issues..

on and off it would become NON-TOUCHSCREEN

its so irritating lar..

just like now, i wanted to Bluetooth those images I've taken and the screen is not working...

So i've decided to type out what I wanted to say first before dealing with it.. Hahahahah!!!

ANYWAY~~~

im charging my precious SAMSUNG ES70 right now!!!

going to get it fully charge for EIGHT HOURS!!!

In the eyes of some people,

this digital camera might not be the most expensive or best camera in the world that is worth showing off,

to be so precious of or what so ever

BUT TO ME

its something given to me by...

someone who may not be very well-off

someone who could not afford very branded stuff or expensive stuff

BUT yet is someone who is always trying his very best to give me the best he can give

AND always trying to fulfill my wishes without caring much about whether is it draining off his savings

As long as its within his means, he would try to get it for me and surprise me..

and this person is someone who love me a lot, and i love..

LOO WEIWEN =)

I really thank you for loving me so much..

always trying to surprise me..(although you failed to loads of time due to me knowing you so much and manage to get clues from you which spoils your surprise, just like how you spoils mine =(( hahaha but for this time round you succeeded, i'm really very surprise by it)

despite not having enough time to get me a present, you'd still find ways and means to squeeze out time to get it for me..

You keep asking me if I like this camera a not..

Keep saying that it is not very good lar etc..

you are so worried that i'd lie to you when i say i love it??

beibei ah.. i really mean what i say...

as long as its something you give, i'd love it..

i don't desire to get something that is very very expensive or branded...

I simply just love what you gave me..

its something that you had put in effort into getting it for me i'd love it..

If you are someone who had the thinking of using money to buy me expensive stuff and that's it..

I would then be very disappointed with you..

Cos it would not be any of thoughts...

for every single effort you put it, i'm going to appreciate it not complaining behind your back, alright =)

Just like how you feel when I'd given you something that is not worth any price, yet you're always treasuring it.

heehee..

im happy to receive presents, but it really pains me to know that you're draining off your pay and savings just to get it for me.. Contradicting uh..

Alright anyway.. we are going to strive hard for our future eh?? LET'S DO IT..

im going to keep the memories here...

12th Dec 2010 - ES70 was bought

19th Dec 2010 - ES70 was given to the owner as Christmas present by beibei

25th Dec 2010 - ES70 is going to take down the celebration memories of both owners =D

The way he wrap very cute.. Looks perfect on this side..

See that little imperfection??? heehee

I don't know why i just cant rotate it here. haix.. But this is it the box =D

Nice eh?? I love blue but only got black and red and he picked red. hahaha

This pic i also cant rotate ='( but it got a nice casing eh?? hahaha

My 2 years 1 month anniversary!!!

2010-11-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

For the past 2 years, on this particular date - 10th October, I've always been spending it with my dearest.

But today, our 2 years 1 month, it's the first time I'm spending it alone.

Feel kinda weird, but well its okay.

Well, how do I spend this particular special day??

I did a delivery on the noon sharp at CompassPoint.

After that went to school to meet my friends for project.

There was nothing much to discuss, as now our main concern is to complete our personal literature review, and get it ready for submission on the 19th November 2010, 5pm.

For group wise, there is currently nothing much.

But still we completed one of the weekly group work - status report 3!!!

YEAH YEAH!!!

After that went on to slack. Watch video etc.

Then one of the member went off early happily to look for her friend to have fun.

Anyway, still the remaining peeps stay on to do some other group work discussion.. =)

Project meeting ended at around 4plus and then HOME SWEET HOME!!!

Reach home and text beibei to keep him update of my "movements". HAHAHA

Created a new name: Emily Clairemma Ong

Anyway shall end here..

Who know of any good dining restaurant in Singapore? Have been visiting restaurants we used to dine at. Hope to find new ones!!!!!!

signing off

emily.c.o

今天逛街的战利品！！！

2010-10-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

This morning went out with dajie to CP...

We went there with many purposes..

HERs:

1) Get her hair cut

2) Buy hair dye

3) Help mother buy slippers

4) Change her passbook

5) Buy AA battery for the air freshener

MINE:

1) Deposit money

2) Check out pricing of my ideal BB Cream

3) Eat my favourite Kaya toast set (her treat hiak hiak hiak)

4) Look around for accessories (basically just shopping)

Actually did not intend to spend any money on today's shopping trip...

BUT as usual just can't stop the temptation of buying things that I saw and like...

Hahahahaha...

can call me a spendthrift or profligate, whatever... i admit i'm one..

Haix...

The first thing I bought was a hair band!!!

With a small little cute ribbon on it..

Wanted to take a photo of it and post it, but den aiya lazy lar.. hahaha

This is the second things I bought today..

Bio-essence Bio multi-effect BB Cream

Actually I did not want to buy it de...

BUT den cos it got promotion ma...

After some thinking and struggling.. I decided to buy it..

Hahaha!!!

Of cos I would NOT give up going out to search for the BB Cream I wanted...

USUAL PRICE: SGD 28.00

PROMOTION PRICE: SGD 21.00

Cum'on it consider quite cheap lar...

although this is not the latest product, but den I see no different in the effect..

So ya.. i guess its worth it ba..

Haven tried in yet.. gonna try it tomorrow... hahahaha

Hopefully the effect would be good...

signing off

emily.o

Bubble Hair Colour

2010-10-20T15:22:00.000+08:00

"Bubble Hair Colour" is rather famous now and guess most peeps have been using it...

But still for those who have not tried it before, i guess they would like to see what does it actually contains, and take it as part of the consideration on whether to purchase it or not...

Hahahaha!!!

But in actual fact, I just wanna take smth down and post it on my blog lar... LOL

After posting this I'm going for the hair dye liao... Heehee...

The colour I have chosen is CHESTNUT BROWN!!!!

The packing consist of:

1) Solution 1 (the reddish purple colour bottle)

2) Solution 2 (the white transparent bottle)

3) 1 foamer cap

4) A pair of gloves

5) 1 packet of Nourishing Hair Lotion (it is leave-on, do not rinse it off)

6) A enclosed instructions booklet

Hmmm... this is a few sample of the outcome base on your original hair colour...

Wonder if the colour will be obvious or not???

As for me, my hair colour is rather dark... And colour do not easily goes up...

Haix.. just gonna give it a try ba...

WISH ME LUCK MAN!!!!!

P.S.: I prefer the middle colour wor... but don think I can get it.. most probably is the first colour i'll get.. which has no different...

signing off

emily.o

A cute little poster!!!

2010-10-19T16:31:00.003+08:00

CUTE isn't it???

HAHAHAHA!!!!

While i was clearing my inbox mail, i saw this cute little email...

These 7 little pictures was taken out from it and I went to EDIT THEM!!!

I find it rather interesting and true so decided to take them out and combine them together...

Its the expression reflecting the daily mood...

MONDAY: Can't wake up, still feeling rather sleepy (wish there is a longer time for sleep)

TUESDAY: WHAT A DAY!!!

WEDNESDAY: OMG!!! I'm so stressed up with the tonnes of unfinished work!!!!

THURSDAY: Hmmm.. Saturday is just 2 days away...

FRIDAY: HEEheeHEEhee... Few more hours to FREEDOM

SATURDAY: YEAH YEAH!!! IT'S SATURDAY!!!! =D

SUNDAY: Tomorrow is Monday? Good time flies.... =(

signing off

emily.o

WANTED!!!!!

2010-10-19T13:42:00.000+08:00

PIRANHA!!!!!

This movie I've been waiting for months...

Wanted to watch it...

BUT

I can't watch it!!!!!!

Arrgghhhh

cos it's a R21 show...

WHY ?!?!?!

Why must it be rated 21 ???

DAMN IT...

Anyway nvm..

Since I can't watch it in the Cinema

I shall dl it..

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Anyway how I wish i'm 21 now & I can watch it !!!!

BUT again... I don wan so fast go old... =(

contradicting uh??? LOL

P.S.: Beibei ah u can go and watch it eh?? no need to worry about being checked.. heehee.. =X

signing off

emily.o

MY PROUD PHOTO EDITS!!!! with e new software =D

2010-10-18T18:09:00.006+08:00

This was the very first photo i used to edit with the new downloaded software!!!!

THE BEAUTIFUL RESULTS

NEXT i tried on my own individual photo....

(this had already been edited with the software already of cos...)

MORE EFFECTS TO IT!!!!! =D

P.S.: just to keep my blog slightly alive..

have nth much to talk about, just use photos on behalf of words...

It wasn't easy to come out with these effects.. took me for a few hours, as im still a noob to it.. LOL

signing off

emily.o

COMEX 2010!!!!

2010-09-04T19:54:00.002+08:00

Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!

Today is the 10th day of his 2 weeks confinement!!!

Which means he can booked out in 5 more days!!!

Cant wait to see him wor..

Have been wondering how he looks like now...

How tan is he going to get??

How much weight have him lost??

How does he look like being "botak"??.....

Really quite miss him..

BUT there is smth that im bit disappointed about..

Is that I initially thought that I can send and see him booked in on Sunday

BUT then yet his bunk mates and him had arrange to have dinner tgt on that day

and straight after that booked in tgt....

I understand his reasons...

I agreed too...

That its important that they established strong friendship bond!!!

As well that having groups booked in tgt will be better as they can keep a lookout for each other..

Therefore, Im not going to put him in tight up between his bunk mates and me..

I also wish that he can really found good buddies or brothers in there!!! =)

ANYWAY!!! WHAT HAVE I DONE TODAY????

See the picture on the top???

I went there today!!!

With Kahyee && Shiaufeng!!!

Hahahaha!!!

Guess what I've bought for myself??

Its a external hard disk && a optical mouse!!!

Hmmm..

Consider this as a belated present for myself ba.. =D

Reached home at around 5 plus..

Soooo tired lor..

Been walking the whole day!!! hahaha

Heehee.. have been continuously sms-ing with beibei almost the whole day..

so happy!!

especially during the night time..

beibei told me lots of stuff abt his camp and bunk mates stuff..

my beibei seems very determine about doing hard core training and become fit fit wor..

for my sake eh.. **shy shy**

going to sleep early so ending here le...

tomorrow still need to end our blog spree!!!

My first post after he "left" me!!!

2010-09-02T23:22:00.006+08:00

8 DAYS!!!

This is the number of days he left me!!! =(

I can still remb very clearly, 1 year 5 months back, I went for Hainan trip, and this is the number of days he waited for me, alone, in Singapore...

NOW

it's my turn...

to wait for him to return!!!!!!!

7 more days to go!!! HURRAYYYYY

Time flies... Probably due to my busy working schedule... HAHAHA

AND AND AND AND I can get to meet him!!!!! =D

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FIRST DAY (24 AUG 2010):

This is the 1st day he report for NS!!!!

We wake up around 9 plus and set off to Tekong around 11 plus...

Going round and checking out their living environment,

and realize that it's not what I expected!!!

Its was FAR TOO GOOD!!!!

Im so glad to see that... heehee..

At least I know that he is staying in a comfortable environment,

which can put my heart at ease... =)

P.S: Today, after departing with you, I did not drop a single drop of tear...

Not b'cos I don't care about you,

Not b'cos am glad leaving you,

Not b'cos do not love you...

BUT b'cos I know that... I must learn to be strong, so as to not make you worry!!!!

AND also I believe that we can pull through this 2 years time challenge!!!

ADD AND ADD AND ADD!!!!!!

2010-01-21T18:04:00.003+08:00

SOME PPL JUST WON KNOW HOW TO KEEP PROMISE!!!!!

PROMISE NOT TO ADD BUT WHY IS THERE AN INCREASE IN THE NUMBER???

WOOH ~~~~ IM SURPRISE!!!!!

WHAT A GOOD "FRIEND" YOU ARE... NOT ENOUGH OF ADDING IN FACEBOOK??

u lock that folder real reason is to??? i wanna ask but don hav the heart to ask anymore.. im giving up... guess this is wad u hope right??? ur wish is granted =)

ATTENTION !!!!!!

2010-01-13T20:44:00.003+08:00

WANNA BUY FASHIONABLE CLOTHINGS ?? DON WANNA SPENT TOO MUCH ?? HERE'S UR CHANCE!!!!!!! DO VISIT

http://spark-ling-stars.blogspot.com/

just take a look, doesn't kills, who knows you might love it !!!! =D

cheap and nice contact lens are on sales too !!!!

cheers, emily

23Dec2009 the christmas gift from bei!!

2009-12-27T19:12:00.004+08:00

hmmm.. this year's christmas beibei gt me a new blue heart!! heehee.. it was from me+allurgy jewellery.. heehee it was really very pretty.. so i took photos of the process in opening up the gift!!!

everything was so nicely pack

the packing was really very nice & special!!!

the rose packing looks very unique =)

here is e necklace!!!

a close up look on the necklace!!! the blue colour was really very nice.. too bad the photo cant show it!! =( anyway some things are always better when u see it personally =)

in addition to blue heart he even gt me a wallet.. very nice!! i said i wan it n u really gt it for me.. really thanks alot.. im nt too bad either.. knowing he wanted a bermudas, i've gt him one too =) from the same shop as my wallet!!!
signing off emily

20Dec2009 celebrating dad's bday!!!

2009-12-27T15:13:00.004+08:00

There's too much things to be updated on this day.. haha!!! so i shall pose some photos instead.. it was a fun day!!!

this is e puff bei and i bought.. it looks very nice so we decided to take a shot of it before eating it!! heh!!

now reach my home lo.. and this is my dad!!! =)

going to cut it soon..

the pose for cutting cake.. XD

two smiley balloons.. beibei love this alot and brought it back home tgt with him XD

this is me!! =D

me again..

& this is beibei.. with a fake smile on his face!! hahas!!!

this is my beibei again!! heh.. was being forced by me to put tt on his face.. =X

i love e purple color ray above me!!

& this is felicia and me =D

LASTLY these are my "toys"

that's all!!! signing off emily... =)

new photos!!!

2009-12-21T17:48:00.002+08:00

found out a new website tt i find it quite interesting, and i create some photos!!!

all u remb is ur enjoyment!!!

2009-12-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

Say going out wit frens.. end up wanna go out wit forum de ppl..

forget abt this all r frens..

but do u remb wad u promise me ????

at least msg me to let me noe u met them...

but i waited from 10 plus till now...

there's nt even a single msg or call..

guess u mus b enjoying urself very much out there...

i wanted to msg u... but...

i don wan myself to stick to u so much...

since u cant even remb wad u promised me...

i can jolly well know how much i weigh in ur heart...

wadever u say tt i'm in e first place...

now i can alrdy tell how "impt" im to u....

wad to do???

guys r juz guys...

smiles... why shld i care so much now???

I really hope......

2009-12-04T19:38:00.002+08:00

ytd his parents were involved as well.. i really hope tt he can change... change to what he promise to me...
i really dono how long i can take it...
i guess this is e last time im going to believe him...
bei... im losing patience...
wad u've been doing to me is really reaching my limit...
thou i don think u'll see this post, bt this is going to be a reminder for myself..
i'm not going to tolerate anymore...
since ytd i left i've decided tt this shld be e way i shld be..
im serious this time.. not going to be lyk e past juz words from mouth..
but action is going to take place...

still learning

2009-07-19T20:03:00.002+08:00

im actually feeling very bored now.. n aso i feel very odd..

actually now im at his house.. supposely he shld b here wit me..

bt den cos he's selling off his bike, so he had to go fetch e buyer to view his bike..

of cos i don really mind it.. he can go out de.. juz tt i dono y.. i'd this weird feeling of feeling odd..

y do i say im still learning??

e reason being is probably im learning to let go ba..

always meeting him till this extent tt im more lyk part of his family members..

there are actually good n bad..

good is im juz lyk part of his family n his family treat me as one..

bad is because im too much lyk part of his family, therefore now he started to nt really care abt me.. or rather to e extent tt he's treating me juz now a normal person..
probably to e extend of neglecting, neglecting one of e family member ba..

i really need more care from him..

sometimes, i wish tt he's next to me when i needed him e most..

however things juz don turn out tt way..

its nt he's nt wit me when i needed him..

bt is when i serious needed him, he won b here..

probably reason is because e times i needed him are too huge le ba..

thou i'd been spending or rather we'd been spending too much time tgt, too much to e extend tt probably this causes him nt to really spend time wit me..

sometimes even if he's by my side, i cant really feel tt his heart is wit me..

haix.. if i were to tell him, he would definitely say tt im thinking or asking too much liao.. anyway, this isn't something really big deal to e extend tt i shld tell him ba.. if were to tell him, troubles definitely would appear..

i only can try to pull myself away from him ba.. probably only lyk tt i won become dependent on him.. i aso don lyk myself being lyk tt..

i don wish to become someone who keep complaining..

off to work liao..

reason ???

2009-07-19T18:40:00.003+08:00

i think its time for me to change my blog link liao.. hmmm.. reason being is because.. i think there's a need to change.. to avoid some unwanted readers or wad.. aso because I FEEL LYK CHANGING!!! hahas.. nth more or less i guess!!!! juz hav this urge to change.. LOLX

WADEVA!!!

2009-07-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

wad stupid CMSK presentation slides.. i seriously dono how to do e commercial viability wad.. ask u onli keep saying i alrdy tell u so many times liao wad.. keep don understand..

k lar.. ya lar ya lar.. u very clever lar k.. i stupid lor.. still sae u very busy wit this very busy wit tt.. still dare sae u don even hav time to go for toilet.. wad i can tell is u're not busy at all!!!!!!

DONWAN HELP JUZ SAY SO LAR, FAKE SO MANY THINGS FOR WAD.. AT MOST DON ASK FOR UR HELP ANYMORE LAR.. U THINK U WAD.. W/O U OR UR HELP I'LL DIE AH??? FORGET IT LAR.. IM NOT GOING TO RELY ON U SINCE U DON EVEN ALLOW..

GO AHEAD N BUSY WIT UR SHOW LAR!!! WATCH SO MANY TIMES STILL KEEP WATCHING.. DON WAN HELP JUZ SAE SO LAR.. GIV SO MANY EXCUSES FOR WAD???

I NOE ITS NOT UR RESPONSIBILITY TO HELP!!!!!!!! BUT JUZ SAE STRAIGHT LAR.. WAD STUPID EXCUSES R U GIVIN ME ?????

FORGET IT!!!!! I WON NEED UR HELP!!!!!!

The BRAVE HAMSTER >>> YUAN YUAN

2009-07-12T12:44:00.002+08:00

ytd was a really big day for us.. our poor yuan yuan had a big lump under his throat.. tt was wad we tot of.. bt e fact wasn't this.. it was a very big lump.. it stretch all e way underneath his mouth to his body.. it lasted for abt a week.. it started from juz a small one, and it grew bigger.. it was so serious tt it really affects his ability to eat.. bt still he was very strong.. he still tries his best to eat.. i fed him wit some cucumber.. at least this was his favourite food.. n he ate alot.. hahas..

ytd we tried calling many vet clinic to look for ways to cure him.. finally one of e clinic which bei called sae tt we can bring him down for consultation.. n it was juz at tampines.. hahas.. we went there for registration at 7.15 den waited till ard 8 den manage to consult e "doctor".. on our way there, yuanyuan appear as if he was very strong, seems lyk he trying to tell us nt to worry abt him n he don hav e need c "doctor".. he was really very understanding.. despite feeling so uncomfortable, yet he still wanna cheer us up, still care abt how we feel.. anyway.. e cutest part is when we abt to reach, dono wad he was thinking, he kept his head hidding inside his food container.. donwan to let other ppl c his face..

during the consultation, when e doctor bring him out, tt was e first time we really get to clearly c his lump.. it was bigger den we expect or think it is.. n he really seems to b in much pain.. cos when he was taken out, he did squek a little.. when e doctor touches his lumps and his body he squek alot.. bt was very soft.. guess he was trying to bear e pain ba.. after consultation, e doctor analyst tt probably its was juz pus inside him.. so he gave him an injection, anti-biotic.. we can tell tt he was actaully in great pain cos when he was having e injection, he bite on e ear cotton bud stick which is used to hold his head.. after tt e doctor gave us a packet (4 injections), some cotton bud wit alcohol and aso a container wit powered food.. tt food was supposely to feed him so tt if he had problems eating normal solid food, we can feed tt to him..

after tt home sweet home..!!!! =)

NOTE: yuanyuan u're so brave.. u're nt afraid of injection at all!!!!!!!! we'll always love u!!!! u'll always live in our heart!!!! muacks!!! take care of man man eh.. =)

the 9th month!!!

2009-07-10T15:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANIVERSARY!!!!!!!!

time flies eh.. so fast its our 9th month liao.. though for this month we did not celebrate..

bt its okay.. cos he was busy wit his MP liao.. so muz b more understanding..

somemore we aso shld nt every month celebrate de.. hahs..

bt despite him being so busy, im really very glad tt he actually still remb..

its alrdy more den enough le ba..

hmmm.. going to start doing on my apel liao.. dateline is coming up soon.. hahas..

so i shall end here.. going to start looking for idea n start playing wit my game or wad le..... hahas..

Wasnt a good one..

2009-07-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

it had been quite a long time since i last blogged.. can shows tt its a good sign n it could be a bad sign too... coming to blog is cos i wan to remind myself.. n reflect ba..

u finally said wad u had been wanting to say..
i knew it.. saying wad "u're e onli one i don mind fetching or wad.."
guess u're alrdy sick n tired of it.. u can say u don mean it or don really mind, jus onli sometimes.. bt i feel tt since u actually say it, tt means u alrdy cant take it..
since this is how u feel, i shall nt force u to send me.. its juz lyk forcing someone who doesn love or like me anymore to continue give me care..
its way too much for u isn it??
don worry i noe wad to do..
from tt time i walk out of ur car n u don even bother to giv chase n don even bother to reply my msg.. i alrdy knew there's nth more shld carry on between us..
thanks for all e trouble.. n thx for calling me..

Surprise

2009-06-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

LOL.. ytd was his first day of work at another place de.. hahas.. he went to work very early oh.. he actually suppose to end work at 11pm de.. bt den in e end end early wor.. hahas.. bt den i donno lor.. when he msg me i still dono sia.. at there stupid stupid lyk tt reply as if he was working.. den somehow here and there de conversation gave him a chance to lead to playing a dare thingy with him.. hahas!!! he told me to open e door to c if i would b able to see him outside.. hahas.. i tot he was kidding lor.. cos ard tt timing my dajie juz went out n did open e door bt den i didn saw anyone, she aso nv tell me there is he.. so i tot he really lying de.. bt in e end when i open e door he suddenly appeared, gave me a scared n really surprised me sia.. hahs.. it had been a long time since he last gave me such a surprise sia.. heh!!! so happy ah!! den after tt went out with him liao..

ended>> ^-^

Last 2nd day of term break

2009-06-20T13:57:00.002+08:00

sianx ah!!! happy times pass very fast lor.. now left 2 more days to enjoy nia.. hahas.. now at home nth to do lor.. had been playing mafia war n restaurant city since morning sia.. heh.. anyway nvm lor.. hahas.. at least im doing my own stuff.. hahas..

Nice nice effect photos..

2009-06-15T11:36:00.006+08:00

LOL.. its been a long time ever since i last blog ba.. had been wanting to blog for e past few days de.. bt den cos keep on having some things happen tt leaves me wit no choice bt to nt blog lor.. hahas.. had been a busy but enjoyable week for me sia.. now left one more week for me to enjoy nia.. cos sch going to start soon.. loads of rushing for deadline projs r hunting us done soon.. SIANX AH!!!!!!!! haix... bt nvm lar.. anyway back to today.. probably going to swimming again eh.. hahas.. yeah!!! hopefully won rain eh.. cos now e sky looks bit dark de.. hahas..

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its our 8th month ani.. a special one today!!! cos its e first time we're nt celebrating just wit e two of us.. morning went to buy lunch eat den in e noon time went to swimming.. tgt wit bei and his sister.. hahas.. first time went swimming wit them sia.. two swimmers den i e onli one who do not know how to swim lor.. saded.. bt den really thanks tt they don mind teaching me den accompany me go to e indoor de swimming pool swim sia.. heehee.. guess weiling enjoyed ba.. cos saw her playing very happily wit e slides lor, while bei n me stay at another pool c her play.. hahas.. den after tt e 3 of us went for e massage pool.. looks lyk im e onli one enjoying tt pool lor.. cos bei find it bit painful cos of e force, den ling find it very itchy.. guess she nt use to it ba.. hahs.. anyway after tt went back swimming awhile nt long after tt jiu going to head back home le.. before tt cos all of us too hungry liao jiu went to 7-11 to buy something to eat lor.. heh.. went to buy drinks aso.. hahs.. gt a new flavour de green tea sia.. is mint wit greentea, donno is it new flavour or wad its lyk rarely can find this flavour de drink sia.. anyway after tt finally went back home tgt..

110609:

collected our last mac coca-cola cup today!!! its charcoal color de.. heehee.. den after tt today went to watch movie lor.. pelham @ 3.20pm de.. a very rush movie lor.. hahas.. cos we go down abit too late ah.. after buying jiu went in watch liao, don even had time to buy food eat lor.. hahas.. after movie.. went to tm to shop shop.. actually want go t1 n cs aso de.. bt den cos of e sky turning dark den we no choice bt to leave.. e reason is becos we need to go a place, muz reach before sunset fully.. its our new secret place.. hahs.. first time i went there sia.. e motive is cos we wan to help bei take photos of his bike.. heehee.. cos im going to help him edit it n make it nice nice, tgt wit e nice scenerio!!! i muz really admit tt place is very nice n romantic lor.. e scenerio is very nice n very relaxing.. so other den taking photos of his bike, photos of e scenerio r taken as well.. hahs.. we even saw gt ppl taking wedding photos there sia.. its a good place indeed.. after all these we went back home liao lo.. hahas..

Baobei.. looking so blur.. heehee..

backview of e bike...

*** im going to show those effect photos at e end ***

120609:

actually today nth much de lor.. went to visit my bro at suntec IT fair... bt found out tt quite a few of my frens r working there as well.. hahas.. after tt we went shop shop den eat e waraku.. i think is lyk tt spell ba.. aso nt very sure eh.. hahas.. very nice eh!!! aso quite cheap de.. worth going there eat lor.. feel lyk going there eat again sia!!!! bt den donno when can go again liao.. cos it looks lyk going to b real busy soon...

130609:

bei went to work today lor.. bt wasnt a good day ba.. nt going to sae much here.. heh!!! after he end work, shock tt he actually request to come out meet sia.. hahas.. we went out eat prata n after tt go rounding lor.. had a good time sia.. heehee.. enjoyed today!!! hope all e bad moods r gone!!! =)

140609:

today firstly tgt wit bei is went back to my house to take something, after tt head to bbdc to settle some stuff.. heehee.. den tgt wit his family we head to JP to shop.. there really gt lots of things sia.. den bei again at there saying how good tamp is den kp saying SK lousy.. of cos i would side SK lar!!! he big bully lor.. haha!!!! shop for quite some time den finally his bro decided on going to eat chicken rice!! so we left n head to eat chicken rice lor.. hahas!!! its his bro early celebration for his bday so he's e main star today.. hahas.. after tt went back home again liao lo.. nt going to say further..

Here are some of e photos which i made effect on!!! it was taken on 110609:

its bei n me in e mirror... XD

THE honda NSR 150 SP

cool??? i love this pic e most.. haha!!

is it far or is it near???

heehee.. its e two of us!!!

nice ????

its all tall tall!!!!

nice scene??? its just really fits e sentence "a picture tells a thousand words"

What do i wan???

2009-06-07T21:06:00.005+08:00

can u tell how im feeling right now? or what i wanted?

这几天我有个想法或者说是冲动吧，其实也不是这几天才开始的，只不过这个不好的感觉，似乎越来越强烈。这感觉就像是在告诉我“既然他这样对你，不如也做些他经常做的事情，让他感受一下我的感受，唯独这样才能做到站在彼此立场看事情的角度”。这么说的话是没问题对吧？是啊，这样其实是好的，站在彼此的立场，体会彼此的感受虽是好，但因为那些都不是什么好的感觉，可说是没人愿意体会到的，那么他会愿意尝试吗？

我有时会想，他常常要求我不要这样不要那样的，说这样会影响我们的感情。你要求我信任你，但有没有想过我为何如此难信任你呢？不如打个比喻吧？

我和你的脚色调换，你所做的事我都做，撒谎等等的。你认为你能过做到对我仍然拥有百分百的信任和信心吗？或则说，轻易的再次给予我信任吗？

这些是我想对他说的话，但我想若我提起，肯定会因此再次吵架的。

我真的很想完完全全的再次信任他，不想戴着面具对待他的，而且我也答应过他要信任他，我希望我能办到。可是如果要立即办到，也许只有不要太在乎才能马上办到吧。

我为何会如此在乎他呢？因为他对我来说是个我不想失去的人，我需要他，不知从何开始我已经陷得很深了。越是越爱就会伤的越痛吧，越爱就越轻易因为一点小事就心痛吧。是时候学着松手了，不论多爱他我还是不能让他像我要求的那样的。最终只会搞得两败俱伤，所以呢不要太在乎就不怕失去，就不会管的太紧了，也不会让对方讨厌自己了。负面影响是什么呢？也许就是减少对他的爱了吧。他因该会很高兴吧？能够再次不被别人控制，希望这样你能再次感到快乐 =)

BACK !!!!!!! shopping relaxing day!!!!

2009-06-06T11:32:00.002+08:00

05/06/09

hahas.. after so many bad things i had been posting, now im finally posting something happy liao.. LOL.. today finished my last paper liao.. finally ah!!! hahas.. now gt break le.. going to go for a date on next monday!!! wahahaha!!! gonna go k-box.. heehee.. thanks for keep on asking me go eh.. in case u read my blog again, muacks qing!!! heehee..

hmmm.. today after exam went to meet bei.. slack for quite sometime de after tt went to buy mac n gt my purple coca-cola cup!!! my 5th collection cup.. fins eating slack again den went to watch movie: BLOOD the last vampire... its a nice movie eh.. hahas.. bei thanks for treating me watch n aso buy food for me eh.. thou u're aso saving up now, bt knowing tt im saving up aso yet still wanna treat me to e movie, really thanks alot.. hahas.. after watch movie something happen.. sry eh!! hahas.. did i gav scared him by walking so fast?? he shld noe wad im referring to ba?? hahs.. SRY eh.. heehee.. after tt went to CS walk a while wanting to find swim suit de bt cant find so go to TM lo.. finally saw 2 shops which sell.. in e end i chose arena de.. finally brought one, a nice one ba?? hahs.. in e mean time we did went in to a few shops jus look around cos gt so many ppl at there donno doing wad de.. COS gt SALES lor.. hahas.. anyway after getting my swim suit, went to expo to buy arena de goggles.. hahas.. had a hard time choosing a good condition de lor.. gt a BLACK one.. bei help me chose n find de.. hahs.. den went back home lor.. heehee.. show weiling my swim suit n goggles.. happy sia.. bei finally we all can go swim tgt le hor?? ling aso can come tgt liao..

e 7pm show crazy de, normally showed for one hr de ma, donno y become two hrs lor.. after watching tt show went to kallang house to get my $$$.. in between something "interesting" happen.. hahas.. gt to bei house liao.. den after tt entertain ourselves wit poker, den went out again.. you ce he time!!!!!!!! buy food eat lar.. chat while eating ah.. drive while eating ah.. keep talking n talking n talking.. nt tired de lor.. hahas.. finally went home to rest.. heehee.. END OF THE DAY!!!!!

ps: thanks for today!!! it was a great day.. i seems lyk getting to noe more abt u le.. gt to talk abt e past so much in such a relax n happy manner eh!!! hope every single day would b lyk today!!!! hahas...

understand

2009-05-17T18:15:00.002+08:00

actually i was thinking of editing e previous post de.. bt i think i shall leave it as it is.. this afternoon we finally had everything thrash it out.. he mentioned alot of stuff he is unhappy wit me, n i aso did e same thing..
虽然我们现在和好了，可我有此想法：如果我们再次争吵，我们会在和好吗？
答案也许不会容易解决了吧。。。因为也许大家都已厌倦了彼此的一些作风。。。
我真的很讨厌他吵架时大声的吼，尤其是在街上。。。这件事情我老早就告诉过他了，虽他曾经答应过我他不会的，可为什么现在常常会如此呢？
我今天就应为他这些行为令我感到非常的讨厌，因此不停的改变行走方向，就好像在火上加油似的，因此令他留我一人在外而他则回家去。。。
我在附近兜了一会儿，便接到了他的电话，他依然没改变。。。
争吵了过后结果虽是和好了，但我不知道我们是真的好了还是选择认为我们和好了？
既然他要我坦白，我希望选择坦白是正确的选择。。。

希望你答应我的事情能做到。。。如果你又看到我写的这些话，我希望你能紧记对我的承诺，若你没能遵守承诺，或没心遵守，请别随意答应

onli now den i start to realize?

2009-05-17T11:27:00.002+08:00

nowadays, i seems to b e onli one who is caring, thinking for another person? actually i guess this hav been going on for quite some time le ba.. i shld hav realize it long ago tt everything is diff now... in a bad way.. or rather i shld sae i've alrdy found out abt it long ago, bt juz onli ytd, i was finally convinced n noe tt i muz admit this fact tt exist long ago..

now i really muz admit that things does change, nothing remains the same..

i've a qs: would anyone forget smth (it could be anything, e.g. a date, msg, replying msg etc.) that gt to do wit someone tt is impt to u?

lets take replyin msg as e e.g.from my point of view, mayb yes i'll sometimes forget.. bt tt happens onli when im really busy n nt able to reply.. bt even when i forget, i would find it weird tt how come someone who will reply my msg fast, didn reply me after such a long period of time, n of cos i'll den check my phone.. so, is it possible to forget??

actually wad i wanted to sae is someone told me tt he forget to reply my msg.. bt i onli took 5 mins to reply u eh.. how could u possibily forget to reply ?? somemore u said tt u had fins work le.. juz take it tt u really forget.. den y do u after work ends, at 2am u didn check whether had i reply u or find our y i didn reply u?? guess u didn do tt for sure.. i aso was wondering, i msg u at 2.17am, 2.25am u could actually reply me, n tell me tt u're on exp way riding bike.. i can seriously sae tt u're lying to me.. on exp way n u can actually reply me?? 2.32am u called me telling me u reach home le, after unpacking u'd call me back.. bt u didn.. waited till 3.05am.. i called u n u sae u were abt to call me, was saving number down.. it was den i think i noe e reason y u actually claim u forget to reply me ba.. all e while at e time waiting for work to end n go home, u muz getting to know other ppl number down ba.. n mayb bcos of someone whom u're interested to noe in is ard so u donwan to reply me so tt u won get interrupted ba.. probably tt's e reason y tt makes u forget to reply me..

anyway.. im going to clarify all these doubts.. if wad i think is true, i don think i would allow myself to b such a big fool..

im in e "wrong"

2009-05-12T19:35:00.002+08:00

there he is happily buying his pair of slippers alrdy.. joking wit me tt he nt going to buy, after tt show me tt he had brought it..

what is e promise of buying it tgt? who had e idea of buying it tgt..

in e end it turn out to b tt i was e one wanting to argue, being unreasonable..

i wanna sae " hey hello.. i've been following u all way to go look for slippers, tt means tt i've no wish to buy it ? agreeing to buy tgt in e end u ownself buy is aso my fault? cos u claimed tt donno whether i wan buy anot, n aso cos tt pair of slippers is exp tt mean i won buy.. ITS ALL UR OWN THINKING.. WHEN DID I SAE I DONWAN BUY.. EVEN IF TT'S E CASE, COULD U JUZ TELL ME EARLIER??? STILL HAVE E CHEEK TO ASK ME WAD AM I ANGRY ABT.. N ANGRY WIT ME.."

ALRIGHT ITS ALL MY FAULT FOR WANTING N GIVING E IDEA OF BUYING SLIPPERS TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!
SRY FOR MAKING U THINK TT I DONWAN TO BUY TT SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!
SORRY FOR LETTING U FEEL I ANGRY FOR NO REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS ALL MY FAULT ALRIGHT???!!!!!!!!!

HERE IS THE APOLOGIES:
SORRY

long time no BLOG

2009-05-07T15:10:00.002+08:00

seems lyk i long time no blog liao.. LOL.. been quite busy.. busy wit facebook e restaurant city lor.. searching, waiting n collecting of phone lor..

FINALLY!!!! i changed PHONE!!! yeah.. so happy de lar..
my phone sot n i've been waiting to sign for a new phone for lyk abt 3 or 4 mth.. or less den tt.. cant remb liao.. bt anyway juz so happy tt i've gt my SAMSUNG M8800 PIXON !!! its still quite ok, nt too bad lor..

still other den tt, still busy wit proj lor.. talking abt proj, i think i muz go start on it liao.. hahas.. mayb blog other time when im really free le ba.. hahas..
btw, went into facebook to help someone play game, den saw another person.. finally i gt to c tt person's face.. now i finally noe how tt person looks lyk.. LOL.. comparing her image tt aso appears in my mind, she look very average eh.. n bit fat de eh.. doesnt seems lyk i last year first saw de.. last time lyk quite skinny n pretty de eh.. or last year i saw e wrong person ??? anyway.. if e pic is nt wrong, she looks really quite F-- de.. wonder in wad way is she attractive to....?? don understand.. bt anyway.. tt's none of my business.. donno y i care so much.. hahaha

histories

2009-04-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

starting from Wednesday ba.. 22/04/09

that was a bad day.. actually was going to blog abt tt day straight de, bt den for some reasons, i didn do it.. LOL.. bt anyway, all i can sae tt tt day was e worst day i ever had in my whole life so far.. sianx.. all abt a website.. anyway, promised to put it behind, so i shall put it behind n nt talk abt it.. im writing it down now is for my own memory, so tt i'll make sure wadever promise tt is being promised on this date is being remb, n tt event would not happen again..

Thursday, 23/04/09

thinking tt everything would b fine n alright, little did i expect wad i did actually lead to this day being another worst day in my life.. yes, its connected to e previous day, bt its worst.. there's a person involved now.. anyway, i seriously hope tt, it would nv ever happen again.. if there's action, it'll b worse.. e promise made today is the MOST IMPORTANT promise to me, bt nt forgetting there's another MORE important promise tt's made long ago!! anyway, i aso promised to let this day go, so i shall nt keep talking n thinking abt it.. its smth which shld nt b mentioned here aso.. juz hope tt u'll really remb this f*cking day n don ever do it again.. its e last chance le alright?? i swear there won b another chance.. im sry, bt this is wad im going to promise to myself, there's no room for negotiation anymore..

Friday, 24/04/09

today had my presentation.. yeah!! its e final day of my GC CDS.. today aso had my first jap tut.. it was considered quite fun.. e topic i gt for myself was TAIKO.. when i first gt it i was lyk "cham ah.. how do sia.. no idea wad isit at all".. bt after asking my fren abt it n done some research, i den noe tt it's actually a kind of drum, guess its a traditional kind ba.. heh.. anyway.. today seem lyk it was a really better day.. probably really a successful new fresh start? i've no idea either..

Saturday, 25/04/09

early in e morning went to SMU.. went there to b helper there.. bt in e end at there do "sai gang".. LOL.. waste my time reach there so early.. we actually slack till 9 plus den start doing things.. bt however nth much to do either.. first is count votes den next is stand next to e stupid door n scan card for e ppl to leave for lift.. waste of time sia.. haix!!! anyway, left tt place when e second session ppl came.. time check: 12.40pm..
BTW.. SAW A VERY WEIRD GUY AT CENTURY SQUARE TODAY!!! A STUPID GAY GUY (role as a female i guess) WEARING HOT PANTS SIA.. den donno wad e hell he's doing keep holding on to his shorts.. he's really very fair n skinny.. LOL
e main point here is.. I PROBABLY WANNA AIM SAMSUNG PIXON.. BT I ASO LYK F480!!!

anyway.. wad i really wish for now is there'll b no disappointment made.. n aso pls don challenge me anymore alright? for wadever reasons.. juz pls tell me straight.. stop all e lies.. i aso hate being betrayed.. these r e 2 things which i hope u'll really mean it when u'd made e promise to me.. i would really appreciate it if u really could had a good hold of ur words.. thanks =)

3 mins left!!!!

2009-03-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

LEFT THREE MORE MINS & ITS 30TH MARCH LIAO

LOL...

ACTUALLY WAS TOO BORED~~~~

PPL WORKING, I SLACKING~~~

MAYB SHOULD REST EARLY, RECENTLY DON HAV ENERGY LYK TT..

going to b sick soon.. this few days throat don feel okay, keep cough n feels dry, seems to b catching a flu aso.. should drink more water ba.. stomach aso don feel quite ok.. donno wad happen to my body recently, lyk so weak!! hope i'll b fine when im in hainan lor.. there de condition i aso donno is how.. somemore nt familiar wit tt place.. anyway hope i'll b strong n don fall sick ba.. =)

hiak!!! its so active..

2009-03-29T22:42:00.003+08:00

wahaha!!! these few days my blog is so active.. i've neglected my blog for quite some time man.. den gt ppl keep complaining to me saying y i nv come blog.. so i hav to b more active lor.. so tt no ppl will sae me liao.. wahahaha!!! hmmm.. actually is suddenly feel lyk blogging again nia.. hahas..

hmm.. today was quite happy de.. cos long time no c baobei liao le.. he had been working since 26march till today.. onli today manage to get to c him lor.. was really VERY VERY happy.. bt however when i look at him, i feel lyk its been very long nv meet lor.. gt bit mo sheng.. nt e way we treat each other, nt how i feel towards him, bt his looks to me.. i aso donno y.. juz feel tt way.. heh.. baobei look very happy aso wor.. after we meet, he drove me n we went to watsons to buy his contact lense solution, complete, same as mine de eh!! hahas!! den after tt knowing tt man man is pregnant, n might giv birth soon, so we went to buy another new cage lor.. if nt yuan yuan jiu no house to stay liao le lo.. bt den was quite happy de.. cos man man going to giv birth le den they both going to b parents liao.. juz wish tt she can giv birth smoothly lor.. anyway after buying we help them bath, change cage n feed them lor.. hahas.. finally can take a break le.. chatted wit him, help him massage etc.. den watch some tv wit his family n drink bubble tea.. LOL.. hahas.. thou meet bt didn had much time tgt de.. soon he hav to go for work le, bt sianx ah.. cos going to rain liao, so he use his father's car n drive me, of cos tgt wit uncle as well.. cos baobei forgot to bring his locker key den hav to rush back home again den i ownself go up lor.. hahs.. wanted to take a nap de, bt den cant sleep.. wake up at 7plus den eat dinner etc..

hmm.. really hope tt i can meet him very very early tml lor.. bt den donno he gt e energy anot.. asked him le bt den no reply lei.. mayb he donwan? or he didn take note of my qs? zhou yi bu shuan yi bu ba.. tml still need go back sch sia.. 3pm!!! wtf!!!! keep taking up my hols man!!!! F*** lor.. tue need go sch, wed need, thurs aso need!!!!!! no diff from normal sch days lar!!!!! cant even enjoy!!!!!! keep meeting for wad sia.. waste of time!!!!! sianx ah.. had i noe early don take this OCP or rather CDS ah.. stupid lar.. alrdy need go off liao, don even giv us some days to b wit our family.... left me onli fri!!!!!! better don take up my fri ah!!!! ASSHOLE!!!!!!

was reading his blog again today.. bt i didn read abt his past wit other ppl.. bt our past.. hahas.. notice tt he aso did e same things.. hahas.. so quite ok lo.. bt den hor.. was wondering y, after tgt le he seems to don blog le.. nt talking abt anymore...... nt as ----- anymore..

anyway.. alright gtg le!!! wahaha!!! shall blog again.. soon im going overseas liao le eh.. mayb won hav time to blog liao... wait till im back ba... hahas.. bt back le still need busy wit this proj lei..

hmmm.. wondering wads tt gift ??? when can i c it ??? very surprising ??? heehee.. today juz saw e packing wor !!! THANKS ALOT BEI..

all i wanted is to b able to spend more time wit u while we still can.. cos i noe in e future, we won b able to meet as freely n often as now.. e chances r slimmer.. lesser as time goes.. did u notice?? guess u didn ba.. whenever i tell u abt it, u sae "don worry, still can meet de", bt i noe e ans is NO, we won hav things going our way de, things won b so simple, won b lyk wad u're thinking de.. im worried actually.. seriously worried.. im afraid we would b affected.. u may nt notice it now, bt u might, soon... i don wish for this, bt it might happen if we don take note of it..
do u still remb e promise we made? i hope tt could happen.. =)

the power of picasa & picnik!!!!

2009-03-27T23:42:00.003+08:00

heh... im currently trying out e editing of photos n adding effect using picasa's function n den picnik's function.. wonder if i'd b able to create a nice one??

actually currently chan U is showing horror movie.. im quite scared de.. so was finding things to distract myself.. hahas.. here it goes:

these are taken during e CNY:

this is taken during 22 march:

will edit again

initially was... soon im nt.....

2009-03-27T16:26:00.003+08:00

was affected by e post juz now..
sometimes i juz wondered how true is these sentence..

还没得到手的东西是特别被珍惜的，
一旦/容易得到手后的是不会被珍惜/轻易被遗忘/当成理说当然的。。。

还有。。。

还没成为情侣的男女（并非所有）都会非常的
1）在乎彼此的一举一动，
2）在乎及注意对方所说的每一字，每一句
3）有兴趣去了解对方
4）容易应为对方做的小小的动作就感到非常的高兴（例如关心，简讯）
5）因为能有时间和对方单独相处就很高兴，就好像得到了全世界（即使时间很短暂）
6）无时无刻就想着对方（在做什么，想什么）
7）无时无刻想得知对方的消息或行踪
8）不会对对方感到厌烦

（也许还有，但这些是我暂时所能想到的。。。）

一旦在一起后，这一切就会随着时间消失了。。。
当然并非每段感情是如此的，还是有些仍然保持不变，
但这已是少之又少了。。。

他对我很好，也许甚至比以前对她们好，我知道。。。但是我看到以前他在他的blog 一直提起她，让我好羡慕，好希望他也能如此的对我。。。但是他真的很忙，没时间，必须花时间做工，没做工就花时间陪我，偶尔若有时间当然他也希望能 spend time surf website or play games tt he wanted，花时间 blog abt us guess is quite waste time 的吧 cos 我们常常一起出去，也没什么特别的，没什么值得写的，但是在一些特别的日子（lyk special occasion）或比较特别的事情你能写下来记念好吗？

blame or worries ??

2009-03-27T02:19:00.002+08:00

can anyone tell me wads blaming n wads worries???
i simply cant differentiate..
a person can sae tt im nt blaming u.. im worrying abt u.. bt e tone is blaming..
another person can b using a tone which sounds lyk blaming bt in fact is worrying abt u..

for eg. where hav u gone ?! do u noe its very dangerous for nt telling anyone ur whereabout??? u really lyk making everyone worrying abt u ???

so is this blaming or worrying???
i've no idea at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9 more days left....

2009-03-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

ARRRHHHHH!!!!!

its such a long n boring day today... baobei is going to work for a continuous 4 days.. LOL.. probably means i won b able to meet him for these few days.. nvm ba.. guess i juz use these few days to pack my stuff for overseas ba.. prepare my stuff aso lor.. sianx ah.. bit no mood lei.. going to b out there for 7 days.. wonder if i'd b missed by anyone.. haix!! wonder when im nt ard, do i make a difference to anyone?? hope there is ba.. haix!! after tt still gt proj n presentation need to do lor.. sianx sia.. haix!! no choice since i made this choice of going.. juz hav to take it ba..

suddenly no mood sia.. thou i keep telling myself all is e past liao don take it to heart, n thou i did tell him "i noe its e past liao, i won think abt it, im fine, im alright, don worry im nt thinking too much", bt den still im sry i still will think, i aso donwan to let my mood get affected by it (bt i cant).. bt no worries, im nt going to show it to u.. cos i donwan to worry or irritate u over this kind of matter anymore.. this feeling will goes off soon.. after i wake up everything will b fine.. putting myself in ur shoes, i now noe tt u knowing how i'd feel after knowing, guess tt's y u always don lyk me reading n asking abt ur past ba..

really eh.. e more i read, e more i feel tt he treats them very good lor.. haix!! in a few of his post he keep mentioning tt he MUZ pass his bike for her sake.. SO UR REASON FOR WANTING TO GET A BIKE LICENSE IS FOR HER?? U IS DOING FOR HER SAKE?? E FIRST ONE U WAN PILLION IS HER HUH.. PROMISED HER LIAO Y DIDN CARRIED IT OUT?? y had tt bet wit me, when u'd promised to let her b ur first pillion or mayb tt's ur own promise to urself, letting her b ur first pillion?? tt word 'muz' tgt wit tt sentence, when ever i read it i had some weird weird de feeling inside my heart, lyk will shrink lyk tt.. donno how sae lar.. haix! thou mayb he really change after he met me, bt before tt all e way when he was learning bike, e main reason is for her, he wans to ride her n wans to spend lots of time wit her, tt's e reason y he DIE DIE MUZ PASS his bike.. guess if she were to noe abt this, she surely would b touched n b wit him de ba, n there's no room for me at all.. no chance at all ba.. donno if he did think of passing his car license for me? guess nt ba, he juz wan to pass for e sake of passing.. or probably abit for my sake? its really a fortune of nt knowing.. bt since i alrdy noe le, guess there's no way of nt knowing.. most of his past blog post is abt her.. "waiting for her this n tt, waiting for her to online, wonder wad she's doing".. dou bu jian de he think of me tt often, nt even before when he was wooing me.. haix! dou guo qu le, man yuan ye mei yong ah.. after we're tgt, for few mths there's no, nt even one post is post for my sake.. sianx ah.. all i could sae is nvm, he's busy ma, cant blame, shld nt complain.. bt pls, juz let me vent it out here alright? anyway NO ONE is going to read it.. he won noe either.. as long as i don sae it out.. nt infront of him.. he don even giv it a damn abt reading my blog anyway.. haha!!! after so long, no tags had been replied.. juz let it b ba.. haix!!

bt at least whenever we meet he is concern abt me lo.. think i shld b happy enough le.. afterall, all those is e past le.. wan compare is can lar.. bt den don let him noe lor.. don look unhappy or wad infront of him ba.. hope i really can do it.. there's no point arguing wit him over these past.. nt worth it.. juz keep it to myself ba.. saying it out won help at all..

how i wish he could actually did something juz specially for me.. i really hope tt there's AT LEAST a thing i can noe tt he's doing for my sake or juz for me or can let me feel tt im actually very impt to him in his heart.. bt guess im asking too much ba.. i really hate to complain tt he did nt bother to at least spend some time to at least blog smth short abt me.. mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. at here sae sae jiu hao.. last time i shall sae it.. "y? last time u can kp thinking abt her.. blog abt her.. wit me, u busy i understand, bt e reason u tell me is..... there's nth for u to blog.. wit me really nth to blog?? u feel tt blogging abt me, will let others noe, nt good isit?? i do love u, thou i noe u did, bt i can feel tt its nt strong.."

there's one thing u said is for my sake n im e onli one who had taste ur cooking skills before... i would nv forget.. =)

BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-26T19:45:00.003+08:00

IM BACK!!!!
LOL.. its been a long time since i last blog le ba.. hahas.. had been quite busy de.. now can consider free ba.. cos at home ma.. den can go blog abit..
hmmm.. let this first post b a warm up ba.. bt it might b a rather boring post oh.. hahas.. im now reading someone's blog.. hahas.. sianx.. reading abt e past makes me feel bit jealous de.. n cant help bt keep making comparison sia.. i noe tt for this kind of stuff i cant make comparison de.. cos will only cause "troubles".. somemore all those is e past liao le.. wad happen had happen, i shld nt think abt it or wad de.. shall nt let it affect e present.. haix.. bt den hor i somehow juz feel uneasy.. first i saw e glass bowl lor.. i remb tt person told n showed me before.. this glass bowl is his precious, n tt he loved it alot n he's nt going to let anyone used it, nt even me.. bt den after i read those post, i den find out, tt bowl was he n tt gal buy de.. he had one n she had one.. thou its nt a couple design, bt den it can b considered as couple bowl ba.. cos they agreed to buy tgt.. sweet isnt it.. actually i was quite envious de.. they actually do had lots of sweet memories tgt.. bt guess he forgot abt it le ba.. or mayb he doesnt wan me to think abt it too much tt's y he didnt tell me.. although were minor little things, bt den mayb its these small things which makes me envious even more ba.. hahs.. how i wish tt we could actually hav something tt can let us remb or symbolise "us" being tgt de.. juz lyk wad u had wit her.. a bowl tt no other ppl can use except u, n as for her she aso had a identical one which onli she can use.. its rather unique in ur own way.. i really hope to hav one, something lyk tt as well.. bt den im nt going to request for it ba.. who m i to keep requesting.. trying to replace their memories?? nahs.. im nt going to do it.. let him b e one to initiate it ba.. if he really wans n tot of getting one for me.. hahas.. i alrdy did request to hav my own personal cup, a same cup as him, to b used at his house le ah.. i shall nt ask for more.. as one muz nt b so greedy, one should noe ur own limits.. hahas.. actually this is nt e first thing i found out.. there were a pencil case n a small black handphone pouch they both brought tgt.. quite sweet de ba.. hahas.. how i wish i aso were able to experience this wit my love.. bt how can i keep on requesting n demanding?? this suppose to b 双方面的，单方面是不行的!!! aiya.. xian mu jiu hao le.. don dwell on it too much.. hahas.. another sweetest things is tt in e past, when he doesnt really hav a transport, i mean personal transport.. he still make effort to go fetch her, from her house to his house or go out, n after tt bring her home as well, without fail.. thou he saes tt sometimes his dad gt fetch her back home aso.. bt still most of e time is he bring her home de ba.. hen hao ba?? thou when he told me this, all i did is complaining, making fun of him, bt den i actually was very envious of her.. cos bringing her back n come from her place to another is very tiring as he had no direct bus n had to wait very long.. one muz hav loved tt person alot or had lots of patience for tt person, only wit tt, one could den bear wit all these tough n tiring thing.. i aso come across wit one of e blog post, stating tt after e tiring night cycling wit his frens, he even make an effort for nt resting, bt went home take juz a short break n den rush off to her house juz to fetch her to work.. thou he onli describe abit of e process, bt i can feel tt he's really enjoying e time n process he spent wit her.. they rarely get to met ba, of cos all e more he would miss n loved her.. hahs.. actually he's treating me very good aso ah.. always send me back home n fetch me from my house to another destination.. recently even if i were to go out till very late, no matter wad time he would even make effort to come n fetch me home.. most importantly, he made me his first pillion n first passenger oh.. hahas.. thou im nt e first person he tot of wanting to pillion de.. bt den nvm lar.. when he's near to getting a bike license, after his previous gf, he is fancy another girl first ma, so sure will tot of wanting to pillion her de ma.. so no need to think abt it or take it to heart ba.. as long as he did wad he promised me de thing jiu hao le.. bt i really still envious his previous gf is tt despite having to go thru n spend so much time juz to send n fetch her, he still do it.. thou he aso did e same thing for me, bt den it still cant b compared wit e past, as now he had bike n can drive, it's more convenient, probably tt's y he does nt really mind so much ba.. hahas.. jkjk
i muz really sae tt im very fortunate to hav him as my bf.. he's really someone who'd really giv everything to someone he likes.. he really did alot for me, spend time wit me, he's always there wit me whenever i needed him.. he aso tolerate me for my temper n alot of other stuff.. hahs.. bt den gt one thing is tt he lied to me before for his ex n some other stuff.. hahas.. bt den we did talk abt it before n knew e reasons.. n aso had made promised tt this would nt happen again, so i shall believe n trust him.. heehee.. really pardon me for all those stuff i did eh.. hahs..

wah.. such a long post alrdy eh.. hahs..
its time to sign off le eh..

when nth better to do = time to learn new stuff!!!!

2009-03-02T19:38:00.002+08:00

was feeling very boring today... bt thank goodness went out in e morning wit a fren... hahas.. accompany my fren go do some stuff, den we go bugis eat long john den after tt went to shop bugis.. brought a shorts.. hahas.. after tt my fren need to go sentosa liao, so bid goodbye.. hahas..
thanks for borrowing me ur mp3 player eh.. it helps me kill boredom when im on my way back home.. hahas..
it was ard 3plus when i reach sk, since i hav lots of time available, so i went to buy my monthly contact lense.. after tt went back home.. omg it is so sunny lor.. bt lucky its nt raining.. cos one of my fren who is staying at sk in e msg told me tt sk was raining earlier, bt think had stopped.. hahas.. "my weather forecast sia..." hahas.. hmmm.. anyway after tt went back home lor... hahas.. online all e way... hahs.. bit no life sia.. bt nvm lar.. is lyk tt de ma.. when having too much time at home
den after tt suddenly tot abt venessa hudgens... cos i had a notepad listing down all e songs tt i wan download, tts y make me wan put her song in my blog.. hahas.. since i don hav her songs in my com, so i might as well put it in my blog.. hahs.. at least can listen n c.. hahas.. PLUS PLUS PLUS... e song in my blog alrdy gt some problem liao.. so tt mean its telling me to change it.. so im juz helping it to fulfill its wish nia.. heeeheee..
bt anyway.. thanks to tt, i learnt how to change songs n upload songs to my blog... aso upload video eh.. hahs.. happy sia!!!! today did nt waste my day off.. at least i learn some stuff.. now my blog looks bit "cool"... cos it's ME N MYSELF who's UPDATING my blog, using MY OWN SKILLS.. wahahaha!!!!!!!!
oh ya... n nt forgetting tt i've been accompanied by my online buddy, my blueyy..... hahaha!!!!!! im working damn hard to giv it good life de lor.. now looks quite good liao.. going to earn more...
muz really thanks u all who help me filled up my day today!!! cos today wasnt really a good n happy day for me!!! bt im alright now!!!

exam exam exam

2009-02-20T10:57:00.002+08:00

now my life is all gonna b revolving ard exams...
yes.. its exam period now!!!!
damn tired de..
having headache today... don feel quite well...
hopefully i can pass my OOPG paper today!!!!
goodluck to myself....
wanna score an A for this sub man!!!

po bi i can pass ah!!!! didn had much preparation for this paper sia.. OMG!!!! XD

THE BIGGEST SURPRISE!!!!! A big day for him!!!

2009-02-19T11:40:00.003+08:00

180209:

this week is revision week.. bt ytd need to go back sch for oopg revision.. hahas.. sianx lor.. bt den no choice ah.. hahas.. ytd aso gt back our assignment result.. was quite good de.. heh.. bit happy wit it.. bt wad i worry most is my exam lor.. scare cmi.. hahas..

ytd agreed wit baobei tt we shall meet.. hahas.. so thinking tt i'd end liao so i call baobei to inform him.. den he told me tt he wan come fetch me.. den still aso tell me tt no matter how late he is or wad de.. i was to wait for him to reach n fetch me.. can tell tt he wan to fetch me for sure de.. hahas.. den ok lor.. hahas.. tt time find him weird nia.. bt in e end cos we wan to ask for some clarification so we stayed on.. he reach le n hav to wait for me nearly an hour lor.. very sorry eh.. i didn noe would end so late de.. thank goodness he's nt angry.. hahas..

as soon as e lesson ended i went off lor.. hahas.. cant wait to meet him.. hahas.. bt when i reach e carpark, i didn saw him, e usual place where he would park his bike n wait for me.. there i saw a black car.. den i was thinking smth abt tt car bt didn care much.. cos i tot tt car cover him bt didn.. lolx.. den i went to bike parking lot.. aso cant c his bike den i tot he left le or he park his bike at e other lot den i turn back n abt to head there.. den a car drove by me.. n he call out for me.. at tt moment i was shocked!!! i tot i saw wrongly sia.. hahas.. den e next moment wad comes to my mind is "omg his father juz went overseas n he drove his car illegally? ".. cos he look bit anxious n keep asking me faster get up e car.. hahas.. bt den e door was locked de lor.. funny sia him.. den he faster open e door for me n i went up.. hahas.. after tt den noe he gt license liao le.. n this is e surprise he wan giv me.. hahas.. thanks!! he still remb wad he last time promised.. wanting me to b his first passenger, juz lyk being his first pillion for e first time he was able to ride a bike.. hahas.. baobei really thanks alot!!! i really appreciate wad u did.. heehee.. n i muz sae.. ur driving skill is really very good oh.. heehee.. so r ur bike skills.. heh.. bt first time u drove me to ur home, i feel bit weird.. cos u always is ride me de.. hahas.. bt i do lyk u drive me de.. hahas.. both ride n drive i aso lyk.. juz tt im more use to ride nia.. hahas.. muacks.. thanks alot!!! im really very surprised!!! love u lots!! =)

bt baobei ah.. how can u sae tt day is e happiest day u ever had.. even more happy den we get tgt tt date!!!! eeeyerr... u lyk tt de lor.. car license pass is happier den we first get to b tgt sia.. u lyk tt de.. sad lei... hahas.. jkjk.. im happy for u as well =D

our valentine day!!

2009-02-16T11:52:00.005+08:00

14/02/09 plus bit of 13/02/09:

this valentine was actually full of up n down.. before we get to celebrate this one year once occasion, we had some small arguments, abt present stuff de.. at tt period i was aso lyk sometimes feel very excited abt this occasion, sometimes don.. feel lyk if i pin too high hope, something bad is going to happen n we cant enjoyed fully.. cos this happen for e previous occasions, where there's argument, nt really a totally happy day, bt thank goodness in e end it was an "happy ending".. lolx.. anyway im nt going to go into detail here.. hahas.. cos im suppose to remb e happy stuff, nt e bad ones..

wad happen on e valentine day??

wake up early in e morning.. studying.. had a chat wit him den he keep telling me tt he only brought ring.. lolx.. den sae no box etc.. den keep asking me how??? lolx.. actually it was alright de, cos e ring itself is alrdy very exp le, so i aso don intend to receive any other thing ah.. anyway gt e ring alrdy very gd le.. i alrdy xin man yi zu le.. bt when talk abt e box thou i sae nvm, bt actually i wanted to hav one de ma.. where gt ppl lyk tt giv de.. weird ma.. hahas.. den he still reply me smth make me feel so sad.. i was thinking "r u for real?? even a box aso donwan buy ah.. lyk bu zhong shi this occasion n e gift lyk tt.. it was our first time, aso my first time celebrating a real valentine day eh.. den u lyk tt oh" hahas.. den i ji tao no mood to go meet him lor.. ard 12 lyk tt he called me ask me hav i prepare cos we suppose to meet at 1pm de, at tt time i was still studying cos alrdy sae i no mood ma.. where will so urgently go prepare de.. hahas.. bt after tt cos i was going for lunch liao so i change first den eat.. at ard e time he still haven called me.. so i msg him lor.. den he called saying he outside le.. at tt time my sis they all was talking rubbish wit me abt me n him de.. donno if he did heard us.. hahas.. cos he was outside, a dist away.. he nv ask n so i didn tell aso.. hahas.. when i went out of house tt time, knew he was hidding there le.. hahas.. gt bit happy cos it had been a long time since he last did tt.. always i ownself go down meet him de, instead of him coming up hidding at one corner trying to scare me.. at tt moment time since to went back to e past.. hahas.. bt i try to ignore him cos was still bit bu gao xing.. hahs..

FIRST SURPRISE:
den suddenly donno where e "I LOVE YOU" sound came out.. i was shocked lor.. hahas.. den i turn my head n there he was holding on to e pair of tortoise (below).. den i noe its from this 2 tor tor de.. hahas.. was wondering where he press e button de.. den he gave me clue n i gt it.. hahas.. den i nt angry wit him anymore le.. cos i noe he actually zhong shi this occasion de, nt lyk wad i think "he don care at all".. hahas.. sry baobei.. i misunderstood u le.. eh im nt tan mu xu rong oh.. u noe e reason le ma?? still at there laugh laugh at me..

this is e cute tor tor lor.. suppose to take one each de.. bt he sae donwan separate them so we shall each take care of them for a month =D

after tt went to tampines.. "pei" him eat lunch at KFC n cos he trick me ma, so i aso trick him by telling him tt i forget to bring another present for him.. hahas.. n he actually believed.. wahahaha!!!! den after tt went to his house lor.. hahas.. to giv him his present.. our exchange gift time.. lol..

SECOND SURPRISE:
after arriving at his place.. he ask me to come over to his room so i went over lor.. den e door was closed de.. n he asked me to close my eyes.. i knew it muz b e ring liao.. hahas.. juz tt donno y he wan me to close my eyes.. hahas.. did wad he told me n went in to his room.. when i open my eyes tt time i saw 2 bear bear wit a heart shape box (below), there sitting on his bed.. hahas.. i was really very gan dong.. no one hav done all this thing for me eh.. it was lyk a series of sweet, beautiful n romantic surprises lor.. hahas.. i really tot tt e tor tor was a replacement for nt having a box for e rings eh.. cos u told me tor tor is to replace it de ma.. hahas.. den i really took it for real.. hahas.. once again, baobei... thanks alot for putting in so much time n effort to plan all this surprises despite having to work till so late e previous night.. i didn expect e ring to b put in a small box n there's still gt bear bear wit it lor.. when i saw it i was really very happy lor.. cos i really didn expect it.. plus its e first time i ever received something lyk tt..

cute bear bear oh!!!! inbetween e two bear bear was our ring!!! =D

after tt he took out e ring n he put it on for me.. n i put it on for him too.. =)

eh u funny eh.. tell me e ring so exp sure will hav a box come along de.. still sae i blur blur go believe u.. i how would noe oh.. this is e first time i gt a couple ring ma.. im nt experienced.. nt lyk u.. gt experience once before.. opps.. hahas..

this is how e pair of ring looks lyk in e box..

after we help each other wore e ring den he went out to get smth.. hahas.. donno wad he wan to do in e first place.. den he went in wit a red box den ask me guess.. wit one touch can tell is chocolate le.. hahas.. cos its from fridge n its cold.. so shld b chocolate le.. hahas.. its my fav de dark chocolate lor.. very nice eh.. heehee.. wonder where u buy de lor.. so exp somemore.. haix!!! hahas.. ur sister aso sae its nice eh.. heehee..

THIRD SURPRISE:

finally its my turn!!!! after all e surprises he gav me.. its my turn to giv him his present le.. hahas.. went out to get his present n my d.i.y valentine card.. hahas.. this one no photos.. cos i nv shoot any.. he aso nv shoot so i hav none to show.. hahas.. actually e present part of it he aso noe le lor..

cos we're a weird couple, went out tgt to e previous day to get our present for each other.. i more weird ba actually.. cos he is went to ps to collect e ring den i is need buy box n another present for him.. e other present is idea from him de lor.. cos i actually is wan buy bear bear de.. den shop a few shop aso cant find any nice de.. den almost giv up lor.. cant alone go shop aso.. cos i hav no HANDPHONE!!! I SCARE I'LL GO MIA.. so had to stay wit him.. gt one point in time i is alone shop lor.. den gt bit no an quan gan.. cos he went to collect e ring den i cant follow.. bt of cos gt a meeting place lor.. bluemax.. bt he shock me by suddenly appear behind me when i was going down e escalator.. he'd been following me lor.. bt i didn noe.. im so stupid.. hahas.. bt lucky gt him den i feel more safe.. hahas.. anyway after tt.. we went pass a shop den saw e "yao yao".. heehee.. den he did tt cute action again.. n it gives me an idea wad to buy liao.. hahas.. actually wan ask him chose de.. bt he ask me to chose cos all he find it cute.. so in e end i chose a few den let him chose which he lyk most.. hahas..

back to 14 feb.. den i told him to talk "yao2" out den smth drop out.. hahas.. its e poker deck lor.. hahas.. donno he lyk it anot eh.. cos he did nt really take a close look at it aso.. lolx.. den he wan read e card i did nt let him c cos donwan let him noe wad i write when im ard.. hahas.. paisei ma.. hahas.. fins exchanging of present..

den he went to play his game while i slack ard, play com, chat wit his sis, play wit hamster, back to him.. etc.. too long to sae..

nice right??? heehee.. very cute hor... cos too long liao need photo to let it look nt so wordy.. hahas..

FOURTH SURPRISE:

finally he can tell i bit sianx liao.. cos i att him.. hahas.. den he stop playing his game n spend time wit me.. we set off to marina at ard 4 plus ba.. reach there near 5 i guess, cant remb le.. hahas.. den at shopping mall, somemore valentine day sure gt many couple de ma.. hahas.. den he ask me wan to buy flower anot.. hahas.. xiao dao when he ask me lor.. heehee.. thou i wan it.. bt i noe it muz b very exp de.. somemore he'd spent so much le.. so donwan him to waste money.. bt den he sae so many ppl holding to flower lei.. so he insisted going to buy one for me.. hahas.. bt den i chose bear bear de.. cos its nicer den flower.. hahas.. he aso agreed wit me.. flower lyk common lyk tt.. heehee.. n he chose e blue bouquet (below) for me.. hahas..

nice right??? hahas.. first time i ever receive a bouquet wor.. heehee..

heehee.. den after tt we started searching for e restuarant we used to ate at, for our first mth ani.. hahas.. at tt time, there is alrdy very pack liao le.. den we start discussing whether shld we eat now or later.. looking at e timing we in e end chose to eat first, in case later it'll b very pack wit ppl den we would hav to waste time queuing up le.. hahas.. we ate couple set meal oh.. hahas.. den gt one person pass us a rose.. heh.. we were chatting abt our past, frens etc... anything aso can talk.. LOL.. den saw a car "accident".. it became one of our topic as well.. lolx.. anyway.. after our dinner it was alrdy 7plus i guess.. den there r a long queue outside.. lucky we ate early lor.. if nt we would hav to wait as well le.. hahas.. after dinner we went shopping.. there gt lots of memories for us lor.. gt good n bad.. for tt day.. all e bad memories there would hav been replaced n erased off... hahas.. shop till ard 8plus.. we left.. n set off marina barrage.. this place i nv went before de.. there is really very nice lor.. hahas.. bt at tt moment i don really enjoyed at there cos too many ppl liao.. so crowded sia.. i don quite lyk.. hahas.. (bt after i went there e 2nd time on e 16, wit his family, there seems to b nt many ppl, n its really quite enjoyable, making me fall for tt place liao).. bt of cos bridge is still a place where i love most.. cos there gt lots of memories.. hahas.. stayed at there till ard 9plus den we left.. went to his house n he gt changed etc... play wit hamster, chit-chat etc... den we left to ehub at ard 10plus.. hahas.. den tot of watching underworld de.. bt den in e end change to watch e hitler show.. haha.. cos e underworld is almost full n don really wan to sit in e front row ma.. hahas... so watch e other show at 12am.. ended at 2am.. den after tt left le... den went back home........... bath etc.. heh.. =)

tt day was an enjoyable day.. do u feel tt way too??? hahs.. hope u did oh... hahas.. thanks for giving me such a memorable valentine day!!!! its e first n best i ever had!!! thanks baobei.. =)

SOOOOO TIREDDDDDD

2009-02-05T16:25:00.002+08:00

I'MMMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOOO TIREDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

but are quite happy tt all e projects are completed liao le.. hahas.. so are all e presentation.. hahas.. bt den still gt one!!!! its CMSK!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sianx lor tt one.. 3 mins yet hold such a high percentage sia... haix!!!! now at sch lor.. nth much to do.. hahas.. alone doing "revision".... waiting for reply aso.. bt still no reply at all... so nvm lor... i juz do my things.. hahas.. after fins my rubbish stuff guess i might take consider taking a nap in library first den after tt do my presentation for my cmsk ba.. hahas.. its mon i hav to present sia.. INDIVIDUAL de somemore lei!!!!!! can die ah!!!!!!! tml n sat night might hav prog on lor.. so might nt hav time to rest or do other stuff.. hahas.. so today muz start liao lor.. heehee..

alright.. shall nt sae much.. going to download my notes n den after tt take a nap liao.. seriously feeling very tired.... recently really too many things for me to worry liao le.. really both physically n mentally very tired le lor.. donno i can hang on for how much longer sia.. next exam is coming up le.. hahas.. so wad if tired, always hav to go on.. life's still carry on.. can onli try my very best to move on lor.. hahas.. nobody is there to help me anyway.. hahas.. everyone lives their own life..!!!!!!!!! alright i going to rest le.. hahas..

proj, frens..

2009-01-30T23:11:00.003+08:00

so long no blog liao le... new year pass liao le... hahas.. so busy busy busy.. projects going to due soon... hahas.. tt person aso gt so many proj to do, den aso gt work ah, brothers ah, junior ah, frens ah... hahas.. mainly muz b kena KILLED by me n his proj work ba.. lolx.. guess i really muz learn to control sia.. cant keep meeting him liao.. everyday meet him whenever he gt free time, cos he's really too busy so really feel lyk grabbing every single bit of chance tt i had n can find, to meet him whenever he can, really feel lyk meeting everyday.. bt den all these r juz habits, if long time no meet sure can will donwan meet le ba.. den he will hav more free time, more happy liao le lor.. hahas.. guess i shall let myself do my own proj, keep myself busy ba.. wit all my proj n frens.. hahas.. today brought e present liao.. hahas.. tml going to make payment for another present aso.. wah!!! broke liao le lor.. spend nearly 100 bucks for all these sia.. hahas.. bt den nvm lar.. nt everytime.. probably this is e last time ba.. hahas.. i aso donno wad to do or buy liao.. hahas.. today went out for movie aso.. heehee.. so happy!!! i finally gt to watch "The Wedding Game" liao.. i wanted to watch tt show very much lor.. finally gt ppl jio me go watch sia!!!! FEELS SO GREAT!!! feel lyk i've went back to my secondary sch days.. OH YA!!!! happy for jian long n boon kwang lor.. they gt into poly eh!!! hahas.. CONGRATS EH JIAN LONG, FOR GETTING INTO RP, AS FOR BOON KWANG, FOR GETTING INTO NYP!!! heehee.. u 2 muz study hard ah.. as for HY, don worry lar.. sure ok de.. wait for e results ba.. heehee.. alright gtg le.. hahas.. going to rest.. tml still need go pl's hse bai nian.. hahas.. might bring work go do aso lor.. hahas.. jiayou!!! b more independent don keep trouble ppl ba.. everyone need free time de lor.. learn to look at things on the bright side.. everytime c e same thing n do e same thing sure sianx de.. hahas..

yuan yuan man man & xiao fa xiao cai

2009-01-24T19:41:00.004+08:00

yeah!!!! we gt 4 hamster wor.. hahas.. bt they all living tgt wit baobei.. hahas..

e first hamster we've gt is yuan yuan.. she's really very ke lian.. was injured yet she was being left wit a group of small mouse lor.. wanna let her die in there sia.. if we didnt went into tt pet shop, we would not have seen yuan yuan.. wonder wad will happen to her.. bt glad tt baobei saw her.. n we're able to buy her.. hahs.. don wanna talk abt those bad n sad thing.. juz remb e good things will do.. her bday is 22/01/09.. its baobei's chinese bday wor.. hahas.. we gonna treat her lyk our child lyk tt.. giv her lots of care n concern n love.. hahas.. her yi zhi really is very de jian qiang de.. muz sae she's really very strong.. bu kui shi wo men de yuan yuan.. hahas.. she's so cute n guai.. so gentle.. hahas..

actually wanna wait till yuan yuan recover de.. bt den hor.. when we 2nd day went to e pet shop, thinking of buyin some things for her de.. den in e end.. i feel lyk buying one companion for her immediately.. n wit baobei's support n agreeing to buy, i saw a hamster very cute, thinking of puting it wit yuan yuan de.. too happy till actually forgot to check its gender before deciding.. thanks to baobei reminded me taking it to check its gender.. bt sad its a male.. bt he's really very cute.. haix.. actually is need to put back de.. bt i really se bu de n hor he aso donwan go back lor.. guess baobei can tell ba.. cos he ask me don put it back first.. i can hold on to it longer first n asked me to chose another one.. so i chose one lying inside e bathing sand there de.. had a hard time making it come out lor.. hahas.. bt sad... he's a male aso.. bt i really had a hard time chosing sia.. bt baobei bring it go check n found out it is a male again.. i was really feeling very sad at tt moment.. bt when baobei ask me to hold on to it first, don need put it back, i was really feeling very happy!!! hahas.. cos they r really very cute.. hahs.. den i chose another one again.. den baobei seems lyk gt sae if this 3rd one is female den we buy n put e others back.. lolx.. when take it go check its really a girl.. den i tot we really need put it back.. sad le lor.. bt den was very shock tt baobei told me lets buy all.. i was really very shock.. bt i was thinking can we buy so many, will his mum scold.. so baobei called his mum to get her permission.. hahas.. good news is tt we actually can buy it.. his mum sae if we can handle den we can buy lor.. cos we hav to take care of them outselves.. heh.. i don mind de.. baobei aso don mind, so we brought them.. we brought a new cage aso.. hahas.. a new bedding for yuan yuan n a new external house.. juz nice fit e new cage..

initially we intend to separate yuan yuan n man man first de.. bt den in e end brought home tt time we decided to put new bedding into e new cage so we transfer yuan yuan in there followed by man man.. qi ji they nv fight.. so can live tgt le.. yeah!! was so happy.. next is put xiao fa n xiao cai in to e 2nd new cage.. hahas.. where yuanyuan initially lived.. hahas.. they 2 aso very good to each other lo.. happy ending sia.. hahas.. gonna talk more abt their stories in e future.. hahas..

here are photos of our cute little yuan yuan:

yuanyuan is shy!!!

yuanyuan competing wit xiao ham (he's at other cage)

yuanyuan found out tt xiao ham don wan compete wit her le..

she's eating happily

such a beautiful girl she is

she's hidding in here for almost one whole night without leaving

希望能让自己.....喜歡自己.....跟著因緣走

2009-01-22T10:43:00.002+08:00

小時候，
你曾經對別的小孩炫耀：
看！我有你沒有。

你有的可能是一只風車、
一個洋娃娃或一支彩色筆。

長大後，
你卻開始羨慕你的朋友：
唉！他有我沒有。

別人有的可能是一分理想的工作、
一樁受寵的感情或一種優渥的生活。

孩子氣的炫耀是天真，
成人式的羨慕卻不免幼稚了。

親愛的，其實你也有很多寶貴的東西是別人沒有的呀！

例如說，

你可能有堅固的牙齒，
當別人只能吃西瓜時，
你卻能啃甘蔗；

你可能有修長的手指，
當別人只能吹口琴時，
你卻能彈鋼琴。

也許當你羨慕著別人時，
別人也在羨慕著你呢。

每個人都是這世界上獨一無二的存在，

沒有誰比誰更幸運，
也沒有誰比誰更尊貴。

人生在世，
不過是跟著因緣走，
而因緣向來是生滅無常的。

所以，
擁有無須歡喜，

因為擁有就代表了有失去的可能；
沒有也不必難過，
因為沒有才有機會去獲得。

在得失之間，
無所謂好與壞。

一切不過是跟著因緣走。

保持一顆心的自由自在，
輕輕鬆鬆跟著因緣走吧。

當你能夠把世事無常看透，也就是你真正長大的時候。

busy busy busy

2009-01-17T10:12:00.002+08:00

seems lyk i've gt quite some days nv blog le eh.. lolx.. been busy recently.. actually now aso very busy wit my cmsk proj de.. bt tot of taking a break.. bt no matter wad, hope n muz complete it by today!!! latest tml night ba.. hahas.. had a bad dream last night.. make me feel very piss off towards someone.. hahs.. cant really remb wads e dream abt.. it juz don make me feel good.. bt now guess ok le ba.. hahas.. ytd went to far east to shop, den after tt went to bugis to shop.. lolx.. shop whole day n chatted whole day.. don feel tired at all sia.. at least i finally brought something.. last few days went out bt didn really gt anything tt caught my eyes.. partly due to nt feeling well ba.. hahas.. heng ytd feel alright n can chat wit my fren alot of stuff.. hahas.. im really chatty sia.. she said.. lolx.. sae go out wit me can don need to listen to music.. wah sad.. eh at least cos of me u gt ppl to entertained eh.. somemore e topic we're chatting on is nt boring wad.. concern ourselves eh.. if e other person were to b wit us jiu hao.. at least tt person can learn something from us as well.. hahas.. bt den guess its hard to sae out to tt person ba.. hahas.. wah.. heard from qing, alvin gav sand a mug wit their photos n hav e sentence "happy two month anniversary" wor.. hahas.. wanna c how it looks lyk sia.. muz b very nice de.. if nt tt girl aso won tell me he very good.. hahas.. nt bad nt bad.. he really learnt n changes alot after our "teaching" to him during chalet.. he now treat her is totally (can i sae tt? guess almost ba) changes till very good n romantic wor.. hahas.. lu zi ke jiao ye.. hahas.. funny sia.. we two taught him so many things, den we two at there complain we very jealous.. hahas.. stupid lor.. hahas..
alright guess i need to go back work liao.. if boring den i come blog again.. hahas..

HEY: eh don keep complaining me sae i very chatty oh.. hahas.. i cos wan entertain u n very long nv chat wit u tt's y i talk so long de ok.. hahas.. eh eh.. next time go shopping tgt aso eh.. hahas.. gonna influence u more into buying clothes.. hahas.. who ask u sae i very good at influencing u buy those clothes.. make u c those clothes n try liao feel very nice ah!!! hahas.. bt den this is good eh cos at least shows tt i gt taste.. both learning from each other.. good wad.. hahas..

爱我的资格 - S.H.E

2009-01-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

Ba shou fang le
Wo ye xu hui bi jiao kuai le
Wo ye xu hui huan ge qing ren
Wo ye xu bu hui zai cheng
Zhen de gou leNeng bu neng rang yu bie zai xia le
Neng bu neng rang xin bie zai teng le
Neng bu neng bu yao kai deng
Wo men de ai gen zhe ni xie de ju ben
Chu xian le yue lai yue duo de jiao se
Wo shi ni shen me renRu guo bu shi qing ren
Shi bu shi bu yao zai lang fei wo deRen shen
Ni bi wo geng qing chu
Ni dui wo duo hao
Duo wen rou
Duo ren zhen
Bu gou cheng ai wo de zi ge
Chu fei ni zhi kan zhe
Wo xiang zheWo zhi you wo
Ai ben lai jiu gai du yi wu er
Wei ni shang xinDuo yi dian
Shao yi dian
Liu xia de yan lei dou yi yang bu zhi de
Shi jie shang na me duo ren
Zhi you woYi ge ren
Neng zheng jiu zi ji de kuai le
Bu yao zai wei ni ku le

today was a very special day!! i really love today!! hahas.. cos of someone special in my heart celebrating a special occassion wit me despite being very busy n tired.. i aso receive a special card from my baobei!!! thanks.. XD
gonna try my best to make everything get well.. hope u'll giv me e support i needed!! hahas.. gonna try my very best to trust u once again!! bt really hope tt u'll nt disappoint me.. im really afraid it'll "fall" again, bt i chose to lgav u my trust again.. no matter wad, juz tell me e truth, i'll try my very best to understand, juz hope tt there will b no more lies or untold truth.. i hav faith in u.. cos to me, u're very special n hold a impt place, so i'll chose to giv wadeva i can to u.. thou hope tt u'll b e same as well, bt den i'll nt force.. hahas.. juz onli hope tt we can really get well tgt.. this year is gonna b a tough one.. might hav lots of obstacles.. u might nt believe bt it does worries me.. alright, today is a special n great day!!! LOTS OF LOVES for e special one!!!

MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE!!!!!

2009-01-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

I WANNA CATCH SOME MOVIE!!! HAHAS.. seems lyk there's quite a few nice movie is coming out.. hahas.. actually i aimed a few movies.. hahas..

1st: Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea
2nd: Bedtime Stories
3rd: The Duchess (onli in GV)
4th: UNDERWORLD: RISE OF THE LYCANS
5th: ong bak 2

hiak hiak!!!! its really alot eh!!! lolx.. juz aiming nia.. doesnt mean muz really go watch de lar!!! hahas.. cos its impossible to find so many ppl willing to go watch lor.. hahas.. bt really very nice n cute sia.. for some movie.. hahas.. e first 2.. wahahaha!!!! den e rest is more on e violent side liao.. hahas.. as for the duchess i aso nt very sure wad is it abt.. bt den after watching e trailer, it looks lyk quite nice.. lyk very olden days kind of movie.. quite interest me de.. hahas.. bt den don think many ppl will lyk it!!! haix!!! nvm lar.. i aso donno gt time to watch anot.. juz hope tt i can get to watch e first n fourth choice ba... probably e third as well.. cos it looks quite nice de eh!!! alright.. going back to my work liao.. SLACKING TIME IS UP MAN!!! GET BACK TO WORK!!!! XD

should i ???

2009-01-03T20:10:00.005+08:00

lolx.. i feel lyk dying back this colour eh.. bt den hor.. cos it is bleach de.. den im afraid tt it will damage my hair.. my hair condition alrdy nt very good liao eh.. haix!!! bt den if nv dye hor, my hair colour now is nt nice cos black hair is out liao.. den e colour is nt nice!!! haix!!! i tot of going to salon to do de.. cos i saw pl's hair colour do till very nice eh.. somemore its cheap!!! plus treatment thou is additional de bt in total it cost ard $150 nia.. OMG its nice eh.. i wanna go there more.. bt den nobody wanna go aso eh.. plus i donno is at where.. sad ah!!!! i aso wanna hav rebonding!!!! bt den of cos i noe its impossible to do two tgt.. sure is going to damage hair de lor.. hahas.. sianx ah!!! initially wan go for rebonding de den smth cope up den i cant do.. den now wanna go highlight n dye hair bt nobody can go wit me!!! my main purpose is for new year de ma... haix!!! bt den cant succeed!!! i wanna hav a change >.<

wooh~~~~

2009-01-03T18:45:00.002+08:00

its e 3rd day of new year... hahas.. hope its nt too late to sae HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!! hope im gonna love u!!!! bring me luck!!! lolx.. guess im crazy.. yeah indeed guess im going crazy!!!! hahas.. these few days seems lyk having lots of things to do sia.. donno whether isit a fact or nt.. is i really gonna b tt busy or m i juz faking it out to make myself look lyk so??? hahas.. anyway.. hopefully i can really find things which can interest me n keep me busy n entertained ba.. hahas.. im able to do it.. hahas.. hav faith in ownself ba.. there's no point in bothering over............... ya i juz feel tt i always gt e timing wrong sia.. i shld hav been lyk tt earlier yet now den im onli doing all those stuff now, when nobody is there to really appreciate.. hahas.. anyway!!!! wooh~~~ guess its still good to make changes now den nv ba.. juz hope tt it will help!!! wah!!!!! he's really very busy sia.. hahas.. no time to even reply me.. waited for nearly 3 hours for juz one reply.. hahas.. he's juz too busy working liao.. wad to do.. hahas.. there's nth i can help so can onli juz wish tt he's doing fine.. thou worried abt him, wondering wads he's doing, can he cope, is he doing well, is everything fine??? bt don think he'll b able to feel or noe how n wad im feeling ba.. hahas.. bt nvm.. if he's great den think i shld b happy liao.. don b such a bother as to wan to keep on msg him in ensuring tt he's alright ba.. if i do this guess i might turn out to b a hindrance to him ba.. alright shall nt make u feel this way!!!! won msg u anymore.. hahas.. take care ya!!!!
OMG!!! wad type of new year clothing shall i buy???? i haven buy anything yet!!! hahas.. there's so much things for me to do... wah!!! heehee.. hmmm.. still gt.. eh.. let me think.. oh ya!!! movie!!! hahas.. there's a lot of movie i wanna watch eh.. hahas.. bt den cant find anyone to watch wit me sia.. sob!!! hahas.. bt guess i hav to get e title of e movie first den ask ard ba.. hope someone kind is willing to watch wit me!!! hahas.. XD

a new year is coming..

2008-12-31T11:20:00.002+08:00

a new year is coming.. today im going to countdown for e year 2009!!! yeah!!! finally its here.. i hope everything in e upcoming year is going to b great!!!

I WISH~~~~~~ year 2009

-all e bad things would go away COS i wanna welcome e GOOD year!!!!
-forget abt all e unhappiness
-start 2009 a fresh year wit a good start n welcoming continous happy event
-all of my loved ones would b healthy, no more ppl going in to hospital n all e bad luck can leave

FAMILY~~~~~
-stay healthy
-happiness stays
-no conflict
-can hav no worries

HIM~~~~~
-may all ur wishes comes true!!!
-may good luck follow u..
-worries leave u..
-take good care of urself..
-remb to take a rest
-a new year is here, believe tt things would get better
-hav more faith in urself ^^

FRIENDS~~~~
-all e best..
-stay cheerful
-stay in contact
-meet more often
-good luck in everything
for those who in r/s, may ur r/s stays sweet all e way~~~ (having good long-term r/s ^^)
MYSELF~~~~~
-may all my wishes comes true!!!
-don think too much..
-no more worries
-studies can b good
-able to b wit my loved ones
-change myself
-knowing tt things will change n won b same forever bt i juz hope tt things would b better than before XD
-hoping tt every new year i can celebrate wit e same person n hoping every occassion i can celebrate wit e person i love.. heehee..

5N sentosa trip on 26-12-08

2008-12-28T15:58:00.005+08:00

JL is eating

juz a casual shot before setting off

waiting to go home

YH, WL, BK, Shaun

e tall guys!!!

all e guys.. JL n YH mia

LOL

all not ready

this is call no-skill

gt skill liao

bit far huh...

this is better.. XD

5N CHALET 22-12-2008

2008-12-28T14:44:00.007+08:00

christmas gift exchange

here r they!!!

they're e chef???

ZY is here...

love u girls!!!

can tell they're carrying me???

play dead sticking to e wall

LX sae gt some quite cool de effect lei.. hahas..

LX and me

STOP!!!! WHAT R U DOING??? =x

i look so stupid

fins exchanging our present!!!

chatting wit derrick!!!

taking wit him!!!! wads e reason???

TP OH training

2008-12-27T17:57:00.002+08:00

today went out early for e training lor.. hahas.. stupid lar.. hai wo reach so early.. so late den start.. sad ah!!! hahas.. lucky i didn rush lor.. if nt i sure burst de!!! XD reach there den chatted wit them after tt go check out our group number.. OMG we're all separated!!! lucky i still gt ppl whom i noe de in there.. hahas.. linxin is wit me!! hahas.. e morning all e way is listen listen all this.. after tt is e ice breaking liao.. 2 groups form one team.. hahas.. played lots of fun n stupid game lor.. still gt one very irritating lor.. need hold hand wit those ppl sia.. somemore need alt. gender.. LOL.. den after tt still need crawl underneath e ppl's without letting go of e ppl's hand.. wth!! den e front ppl lyk siao de.. suddenly move on so fast sia.. lyk wad lyk tt.. lucky let go hand no punishment ah if nt sure cham!! hahas.. bt den today gt kena punishment lor.. cos i cant remb tt guy's name.. saded!!! bt i remb e rest de name lor.. his name too unique liao lar.. hard to pronounce n remb sia.. den need go to other group de centre of their circle n dance chicky dance lor.. so sia suay!!! hahas.. anyway.. e blow wind blow, si shua shua n learning cheer is interesting.. had lots of fun!!! still gt create cheer.. den our cheer still gt dance de sia.. damn funny lor.. is alex initiate de.. den teach us.. is e very famous de.. guess wad.. is TAI KE WU.. hahas!! actually tt one i aso noe how dance de.. juz i donwan sae nia.. =X bt den after went back feel bored liao.. so left early.. anyway i gt other stuff need do aso lor.. hahas.. sianx ah!!! I WANNA GO OUT EH!!! IM FEELING BORED!!!! XD
forget it.. forget wad i said!!!!

wad a nice bus driver u're!!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY!!!

2008-12-27T17:44:00.005+08:00

starting my morning wit very bad mood.. first time.. its so bad, tears juz keep on wanting and there it goes down.. anyway.. somehow something seems to b helping me to pull back my mood.. its e bus driver of SBS bus 27.. i was feeling very down today.. bt boarding tt bus, there's this someone greeting u morning, wit a big smile on his face was really very comforting for ppl.. when ppl is alighting, he thank e ppl n wish them hav a nice day.. he's really very sweet!!! its my first time met wit such a nice bus driver who would repeatedly greet every single one who board n alight.. hahas..

REALLY THANKS ALOT!!! U'RE A VERY NICE GUY!!! WISH U HAV A NICE DAY TOO!!! IM SURE U'LL GET COMPLIMENTED BY OTHERS AS WELL!!! U'RE REALLY SWEET.. HOPE U COULD CONTINUE BEING LYK THIS.. ^^

说你爱我

2008-12-27T17:33:00.001+08:00

The rain brings back memories
I quietly lean against you
Looking at your sweetness
Trapping myself in your love
That unavoidable wound
Keeps hurting
That uncurable sweetness
Causes me to become decadent
Saying I love you becomes a moment
Why not let go
Let love shatter into a mess of red on the ground
No need to accompany me to the end
I cannot carry your promises

2008 christmas

2008-12-25T23:12:00.003+08:00

had been working for this 2 weeks of holidays lor.. hahas.. so tired!!! bt den heng ah.. i 25th no work lor.. went out wit him after my work.. went to ehub to watch movie.. before tt went home to bath n change.. hahas.. had movie marathon lor.. hahas.. first we watch 12.10 twilight after tt watch 2.10 ip man.. hahas.. was really very chiong lor.. i actually wanted to watch e credits of twilight de.. bt den no choice, straight after e show end i hav to move on to another theater for another movie.. hahas.. thanks guys n girls for those christmas wishing.. thanks for remb-ing to msg me.. hahas.. bt den smth make me jealous i guess, which makes me keep on wanting to msg non-stop.. hahas.. sry ah.. i jealous easily, bt den i'll try nt lyk tt anymore.. fins watching movie, 4plus i guess.. since we had nowhere to go plus my family is asleep liao, so head to his house.. reach there its alrdy ard near 5am.. hahas.. chatted etc, thanks for consoling n ensuring me regarding e matter tt i was jealous on.. was really very tired.. fell asleep n awake on n off.. hahas.. didn really had a good sleep.. was having dry cough aso.. damn irriating lar.. hopeless.. guess i hav to drink more water or wad le.. these few days feel so uncomfortable sia.. hahas.. wake up at 11 plus.. den after tt chatted wit weiling n looking at xiao ham.. hahas.. till ard 1plus.. den went in to wake tt person up.. hahas.. knowing u're very tired, bt den sry ah.. no choice.. i too bored liao le.. sry ah!!! actually wanted to wake u at 1130 de, as wad u told me to, bt den i did nt eh.. drag till 1 plus, really feeling too bored liao le.. hahas.. blah blah blah~~ too much stuff..
MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT FROM HIM!!!

one family!!! bt e top most is nt mine!! heh

they're my new family member!!!

this is mama tortoise.. hahas..

this is e baby tortoise.. heehee..

i really love it!!! thanks alot!!! hahas.. they're all so cute.. gonna take it to bed for sure.. they sure r going to accompany me de lor.. hahas..

we went to eat at simei for lunch today!!! hahas.. nice eh.. 2nd time went there.. after tt nt really wan to sae liao.. was really bad day!! its e first time u're using such a fierce att towards me..

anyway hope we ended well today!!! hope u lyk e present i gav u.. hahas.. thou u sae u lyk it, bt den donno u really love it or r u juz donwan me to feel upset den console me de.. hahas.. enjoy ur day wit ur frens n bro ba.. thanks alot!!!

its our girls night!!!

2008-12-16T13:58:00.009+08:00

its a tiring day sia.. hahs.. first time we as a group went out tgt in e night n ton eh.. hahas.. other den chalet.. this is my first time staying out till next day den go home lor.. guess they're aso e first time.. except hy ba.. she always anyhow run de.. opps.. hahas.. at k-box was kind of fun.. very interesting n enjoying.. was missing tt someone.. donno y keep thinking abt him.. when he's alrdy sound asleep liao lor.. hahs.. find myself bit.. nvm.. i should hav enjoyed myself all e way wad.. anyway after we left k-box, we were all lyk half-dead.. hahas.. bt nt all e way lar.. onloi some moment nia.. guess next time mayb should ask those guys to join us along.. cos they all joker de lor.. sure will make e atmosphere lively.. den alll won b lyk feeling so sleepy liao.. bt still, we gt play play take photos etc.. to entertain n keep e atmosphere lively.. onli qing n me act as if we're e "main char" cos we aso them to take photo for us.. turn out they lyk e backstage ppl den we're e "stars".. den when we talk abt tt mac uncle, actually wan take photo wit him, bt den heard sand sae robert... den qing n me is lyk wad?? mac uncle call robert ah.. hahas.. den found out tt they are talking abt e xiao niang re tt bad guy... hahas.. after tt we talk abt lots of stuff.. gt license stuff aso.. hahas.. still gt one topic we aso is e first time talking abt it.. hahas.. all started cos of qing ask sand abt some stuff cos sand was saying smth abt her mum.. den lead to yl asking hy den after tt ask me den after tt ask qing den we all started talking abt it.. den e topic started!! all i can sae is wooohooh.. we've grown up!! we're actually talking abt "mature" stuff.. bt anyway there's no ppl.. even if gt they aso donno us so don need to care whether they heard us or nt!! XD we wait n wait n wait for e mrt to open.. den donno wad time we saw tt group of guys went in, so we tot tt e mrt is open.. so we faster went in den find out tt its nt open yet.. omg!! we are kena cheated!! den we sit at e stairs there.. hahas.. slack.. finally e screen shows train to punggol is arriving in 29 mins time.. lolx.. when we saw tt, its lyk ard 5.40am.. first time we experienced, watching e train station starting up.. hahas.. lyk mountain tortoise sia.. so e first train to punggol at dhoby ghaut is 6.10am... 10 mins before e train arrive, we finally manage to get in.. so of cos we is chiong in de lar.. hahs.. thinking tt we're e onli few, bt we're wrong.. there's alrdy quite a number of ppl is taking e first train aso wor.. hahas.. we took some photos there as well.. finally e train is here, we faster went in n get a nice seat.. each occupy a corner seat, so as for us to use is as something for us to lean against it sleeping.. hahas.. all of us jjuz close eyes n can doze off straight.. hahas.. didn hav more energy to shoot photos anymore.. hahas.. i aso can rarely open my eyes.. was really sound asleep liao.. hahas.. aso donno is who told us eh reach liao le.. its was onli tt time i wake up n knew we finally reach!!!! if nobody wakes me guess i still sleeping.. hahas.. bid goodbye to yl first, den after tt sand lx n hy take e first floor, while pl qing n me take e second floor.. hahas.. we're walking at quite a fast speed heading back home sia.. wit high heels wor.. as compared to evening time, we were walking more slower.. hahas..guess e tiredness is stronger ba.. hahas.. finally reach home at ard 640 lyk tt.. bit sad is tt when i knock on e door no one open up for me.. sad!!! den i faster giv my sis 2 calls onli den she open up for me.. hahas.. really cant make it.. faster take out my contact, wash face, den change n went to bed.. thou he did nt ask me to msg him when i reach home, bt lolx.. donno y i still wan msg tt someone a morning msg.. he doesnt really seems to care.. hahas.. bt den nvm lar.. its normal thing.. wake up at ard aso dono wad time.. guess its 1 le ba.. went online after lunch.. hahas.. upload photos, den msn chat wit cindy qing yl lor.. now lx liao.. she finally wakes up!! i was waiting for her sia.. heehee.. gonna upload photos bt den dono upload wad eh.. too many liao..

OUR NIGHT IN K-BOX (K9)

don think wrongly.. its coke sprite and tibits nia..

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kena drug???

wads this scene???

happy sia.. its a baby girl!!!

same same!!! so call sand sand!!!

kena caught illegal gathering!!

so obessed wit jolin

yl is so ke lian

we love to pose!!!!

loves!!!!

outside.. nowhere to go!!!

guess from our backview!!! :

moving on to another place for advertisment!!!

this pic looks lyk we're really illegal gathering.. tt's e feel i wanted sia..

having girls fight!!!

sorting things out!!!

yeah!!! going back home liao le.. finally gt train!!!

we all look tired...

happy sia!!!

i seriously love this reflection

interesting email i received

2008-12-14T21:06:00.006+08:00

i found this on an email n find it really funny.. thought of posting it here:

chit chatting..

2008-12-14T18:23:00.002+08:00

went for breakfast today!!! wit my qing n my xiao sa.. hahas.. they, especially ah sa, keep complaining tt i nv spend time wit them lor.. hahas.. sorry ah!!! hahas.. i promise u all i'll meet wit u all more often n go out wit u de.. hahas.. provided u all ask me ah.. ask i sure go de.. hahas.. its been a long time since we 3 last meet go out in e morning n hav breakfast n hav our chatting sia.. hahas.. always onli u 2 go eat nia... hahas.. nv ask me along still dare sae i always very busy, nv go eat or go out wit u all lor.. so bad.. make me feel so guilty sia.. hahas.. jkjk de.. hahas.. while eating, we chatted alot sia.. talk abt friendship probs, r/s probs, studies probs etc.. hahas.. of cos nt all abt probs.. if were so we would hav become problematic ppl liao.. we aso gt talk abt other stuff such as fashion n character thingy.. n change of style or wad de.. hahas.. too much liao.. juz can sae we're having girls talk e whole day.. hahas.. after eating we went shop shop awhile.. was thinking of idea of wad to wear etc... was actually thinking of going back to my home liao le.. bt den due to e rain, we were stuck there.. hahas.. so we sat down n concentrate on our chat.. hahas.. till donno wad time, cos too long liao, so we decided to take bus home, since e rain juz won stop.. hahas.. reach my house, get newspaper for ah sa, den me n qing went online to read ppl's blog, den chatted, den watch some wrestling show.. bt was kind of bored, den we switch to watch e movie twilight.. e edward is so cool sia... all of us find him so handsome.. hahas.. e bella so weird lor.. she juz won smile lyk tt.. hahas.. gonna watch it in e movie theater for sure de lor.. cos it'll b nicer there.. e effect will b nicer.. hahas.. n n n im going to read its story book.. cos ah sa sae its nicer.. some story is nt shown there, so book is better.. hahas.. after we fins watching e movie, chatted awhile... den send qing n ah sa off.. hahas.. didn had lunch today sia.. hungry wor... ahahs..

knowing tt u 2 won b able to get to read this, bt still i wanna blog it here.. in case in any point in time u 2 were to pass-by n read it.. this is wad i really wan to tell u 2, knowing my character guess u all noe tt i would find it kind of weird to sae it out face to face to u 2 ba.. hahas..
hey girls thanks alot.. i really enjoyed today!!! though its juz a small n normal outing which we usually does it in e past, n is a common thing, bt donno y, it gave me a feeling tt im really very fortunate to get to noe n hav u 2 by my side all e time n sometimes at e right point in time when i needed company n encouragement to go on.. hahas.. thou i do nt really hav much troubles n worries now, bt donno y.. going out n chatting wit u all today gives me an unexplainable comfortable feeling.. nt exactly comfortable or wad, is lyk somehow i can feel tt im really alive.. i juz donno how to spell it out.. hahas.. i donno y.. all i can sae is i felt warm inside my heart thou e weather today is cold.. hahas.. thanks.. all i can sae is im fortunate to hav u 2 by my side since sec sch days..

111208

2008-12-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

今天我做了一件不该做的事。。。
就是我竟然侵犯了他的隐私。。。
我偷看了他的电脑里的东西
原本我是不想说的，但是还是被发现了
虽然起初他并没有表现什么不高兴的样子，对于这个事情我们还有说有笑的，但是后来并不是如此了
事后也许我有表现得有些许的不高兴，他也因此向我道歉了，我要求他删除掉那些文件，
他也答应了，但我看得出他很不高兴，也有些不愿意，但仍然答应了我的要求，
谢谢你
答应了你不提起了，所以我也不想再提起了。。。
我昨天回到家里又为此事反省了，
那就是，是我的错，第一，我不该侵犯你的隐私，
第二，我不该要求你删除掉那些文件的。。。
明明知道你并不喜欢我管着你，但我还是管着你，不让你做这个那个的。。。
还有，我太自私了，自知道顾虑到自己的感受没想到你的想法
好吧，我知道你并不想删除，我也没有必要去查看你究竟有没有遵守你的诺言，
这样下去你会很累，处处替防我，因此造成反效果的
而且我也累了，说真的，我不知道我最近为什么常常会想知道你所有的事情，调查你。。。
我也不想这样子，我也讨厌我自己这个样子啊。。。
你放心吧，从今以后，我会试着给你自由，不去干涉你的事情。。。
但希望你能给我一些时间改变，也许我还是会调查你，干涉你，但希望你能原谅我，别跟我计较，我会改的。。。
我将会把这一类事发生的可能性减到最低。。。
还有我之前对于给予你的诺言没有常遵守，令你生气，对不起
知道你不喜欢我说“对不起”，只要看实际行动，我会表现给你看的
这些话就是我想告诉你的。。。

其实我也感觉得出你对我现在的待遇与以前相比，有些许的差别了，
虽然我不喜欢你现在有时对我的待遇，但我不会投诉了，知道你不喜欢。。。
而且我也没有资格，因为这一切是我自己造成的吧，对你无理取闹了那么久。。。
真的很抱歉！！！

the past few events

2008-12-08T18:27:00.001+08:00

CELEBRATION FOR LIXIAN BDAY!!!!
e bday girl is sitting in e front row.. centre!!!

onli lack of zy.. if nt all e clownhot is here.. hahas..

lx wit her uncut bday cake...

yoohoo... she's cutting her cake now!!!

is her cap nice???

he's making his first bike model!!!!

snapping at his back

directly behind him

wad face is tt?

having trouble???

getting serious

halfway there

almost done...

engine n wheel completed

stress!!!

2008-12-08T18:23:00.004+08:00

very stress over my upcoming term test... hahas.. omg!!! if this continue guess im going to have white hair coming out.. cant cant.. lolx... gonna study hard liao.. heehee.. gonna vent my stress n everything out..

wooh~~~~

nothing much

2008-12-02T17:36:00.003+08:00

e past might nt hold bad event
e future might nt gav u great event
bt holding on to e past is sure going to b e worse thing ever..
cos this means that u won b able to find happiness

if u wanna live in e past, might as well don make any movement, b ALONE
if this is ur choice, so b it..
e world is revolving, always..
nobody would stay for e sake of others..
count on only urself.. b strong n b brave
there's nothing cant b done..

i love raining days when im in a shelter..
it seems lyk danger is on its way yet im could feel e security
i don mind going thru hardships
bt juz hope tt there's appreciation..
i don hav good temper..
bt onli hope tt there's time for me to change..
daring me bring u nowhere..
i hate to b challenged
u can challenge me all u wan..
it won affect me at any point in time
if u wan me to do things nicely don ever challenge me..
i don take tt..
talk sense to me definitely works
pushing me to a corner would onli make things worse..
b true to me n i'll b true to u
b bad to me n i'll giv u hell..

sorry

2008-12-02T13:07:00.002+08:00

serious wad hav i done???? okay it was my fault for nt picking up ur calls.. bt did i did it on purpose??? DID I??? do i noe tt u're rushing for ur time??? from 1127am i knew something bad is going to happen.. i msg u, u didn reply.. i noe u muz b busy.. i didn sae anything.. bt somehow i can sense tt smth is going to happen... n indeed... it happen.. when i took out my phone i saw 6 MISS CALL plus one msg "im in a rush can u pls hurry up? pick up the phone..", IT WAS ONLY DEN I SAW UR CALLS N MESSEGES ALRIGHT??? ITS NT TT I DO NOT WAN TO PICK UP UR PHONE!!! there u call linxin to pass e phone to me.. from ur attitude n voice i can tell u're angry.. EH I DIDN GO OUT TO PLAY OR WAD LEI.. I WAS HAVING MY LECTURE.. it ends at 1pm de lei.. bt yet it was onli early dismiss.. so onli after i release i den can go meet u isnt it??? WHY R U SO ANGRY WIT ME??? i did not want to get angry wit u.. neither do i in e first place... nt when i first meet u.. i keep quiet is cos i knew u're rushing now, nt kidding or wad, so obviously i should b serious wit u isnt it??? is tt consider as angry? if it is den its too bad liao lor.. u cant b asking me to hav a stupid smile n still wanting to crack jokes wit u ba? when u start ur bike, before i was even stable or should i sae i juz get up ur bike, still balancing up, n u juz lyk tt start ur bike, NOT SLOWLY EH.. IS VERY FAST OR RATHER I SAE VERY VIOLENTLY ALRIGHT..
did u realise smth??? u're getting more n more impatient wit me.. u're showing ur temper more n more to me.. okay, all my fault for been showing u attitude.. u can hate me all u wanted.. actually guess u didn feel anything ba.. ur attitude did changes as well.. u're nt e same as before.. i can tell.. i did try to become better towards u.. bt u seems to b e drifting away from me.. muz b all cos of me ba.. for now i really do not noe wad i can do le.. it's really hard for me to change totally!! sorry for everything! i noe u don wan n will nt accept my apologies bt i still wan to sae tt to u.. really very sorry for being such a lousy person towards u.. u're very good le.. =)

Hold the hand of the person who loves you‏

2008-11-30T11:06:00.002+08:00

This message is short but carries a lot of Feelings.

Hold the hand of the person who loves you‏

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,
'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.'
The little girl said, 'No, Dad. You hold my hand.'
'What's the difference?' Asked the puzzled father.
'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl.

'If I hold your hand and something happens to me,
chances are that I may let your hand go.
But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens,
you will never let my hand go.'

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...

this mail was left unread for 1 month & 20 days.. a nice date!!! can go calculate e date n find out if u're really interested... juz now as i was clearing my unread mail i happen to read it.. e above is e mail which i find it very meaningful & tot of posting it up.. hahas.. it teaches me an important lesson.. if u loves tt person, u should b e one holding his or her hand instead of waiting for him or her to hold urs.. onli e one who's holding on won let go no matter wad happens.. as for those who r waiting r sure to let go.. n its juz a matter of time.. probably i was thinking too much.. bt i guess this mail was really giving me a hint.. a big or small hint?? lolx.. guess its teaching me e right attitude?? hahas.. probably.. anyway i really learned from it.. somemore its on such a nice date.. when i saw tt date i was bit shock.. cos...........its tt kind of date.. hahas..

e past few days +++ today !!!!

2008-11-30T00:15:00.008+08:00

231108: dinner at his house..
so long ago liao.. hahas.. nt gonna sae much abt wad happen.. juz upload some pics to remind myself of wad happen on tt day.. really enjoyed myself, first time went out wit his parents go giant to buy ingredient for cooking.. hahas.. n he cook a meal for all of us to eat.. hahas.. muz b gt his mum's help de lor.. hahas.. below is his & my dinner.. fish ball noodles..

this is wad i ate.. fish ball noodles!!!

this is dinner for us!!! still gt my fav "an chun dan" in e soup.. XD

251108: me on his bike.. at sk

during his break time, went to meet him.. den after tt went off to his house for lunch.. after tt actually suppose to go back home, he go back sch for lesson.. bt den he skip.. heh.. naughty.. den after tt send me home, i go get my lappy den head back to his house.. hahas.. before leaving sk, he gt an idea n ask me to feel how is it lyk to sit on e rider seats, n took a pic for me.. hahas..

this is e effect.. can see clearly??? hahs..

lolx.. this is e original one.. hiak hiak hiak!!! e feel sitting on e rider seats is very diff..

261108: during classes
this is e effect pic.. lolx.. during e webcam.. he took photos of me!!! hahas.. muz b at home feeling too bored, tts y ah... hahas.. bt den its kinda nice.. hiak hiak!!! i quite lyk it!!! all very candid shots..

they r all me!!!

281108: cycling wit his frens, from tampines to esplanade!!!

lolx.. its really very tiring sia.. first time i cycle for such a long time, such a long dist.. seriously i did enjoyed alot!!! it was fun!!! bt den if its nt tt "uncomfortable" den im sure i can enjoy more.. bt den really did enjoy alot.. when on e way there.. bt den on our way back, cos its getting more serious, den cause our journey back very bad.. really sry abt it.. i really don wan to show u face de.. bt den i cant hide it from u anymore, tt's y i showed it.. nt wanting to blame u de.. so hope u won blame urself alright??? didn mean to ignore ur frens when they bid goodbye de.. cos i really no more energy n mood to sae goodbye to them liao.. plus aso e time quite late le.. den my dajie keep complaining abt me which makes me feel more irritated.. very sorry tt i vent it out on u.. SORRY!!! anyway seriously i enjoyed alot!!! thou nt throughout, bt mainly i enjoyed!!! =D

we really cycle there... this is e evidence showing we really did!!!

this is another piece of evidence as well.. nt everyone is in there.. hahas..

this is summer & me!!!

e previous one we gt a wrong direction.. this is e right one XD

funny faces!!!

today!!!!: went to cinelesiure to watch quarantine

feeling very tired n bit of muscles ache, wake up at near 12pm.. msg him.. he was still sleeping.. lolx.. lazy pig.. bt cant blame.. he muz b feeling more tired den me.. haix!!!! after tt meet him at ard 3pm, den went to watch movie at cine, saw samantha.. hahas.. wad a small world.. hahas.. den after tt went to shop at taka, den saw a working fren.. hahas.. she still working in e same company sia.. hahas.. sia lar.. e movie really very scary sia.. really very real n make me feel lyk escaping from e movie theatre.. hahas.. bt e ending very lousy lor.. aso cant blame lar.. cos e "main" character died.. nobody is going to flim it anymore.. hahas.. after e movie went to eat dinner.. nice recommendation!!! hahas.. after tt we head to e bikers wad de.. i cant remb e name.. bt is a place for all e motor bikers.. there gt lots of nice bike sia.. really da kai yan jie.. hahas.. now quite interested in all these stuff le.. so quite lyk to c de.. hahs.. den there aso many chio bu working there lor.. best for SOMEONE to see.. SOMEONE!!! tts ur favourite le hor??? in front of me somemore lei.. praise other ppl.. n KEEP looking at them lor.. noe their figure good lar.. lyk tt de lor.. bt i muz admit tt some of their figures are really very good.. its no wonder tt guys cant take their eyes off them.. wahahaha!!! if im a guy i would aso do e same ba.. i guess.. hahas.. bt of cos nt in front of............. praise or see lar.. ahahs.. muz zi dong wad.. sad de lei.. hahas.. jkjk.. after tt went to expo to shop shop.. wah.. lots of ppl there sia.. aso gt lots of motorbikes there.. lucky still gt place to park.. hahas.. after tt went to his house to rest, after tt he send me back home n went to get his gloves at e biker place.. hahas.. bt didn manage to get it.. cos he sae there close liao when he reached.. guess he hav to go back there tml ba.. hahas.. alright below are some pics i taken on e way to expo i guess, at orchard marina there..

first time taking.. nice??

too blur right??? bt den nice eh!!!

taken when we're exactly below it.. hahas.. or plus a little bit behind..

hao fan mang de lu oh!!! nice lightings???

i lyk e wavy feel..

its a very memorable place up there.. which i'll nv forget.. n nt gonna forget =)

i nearly miss it.. lucky caught it in one shot!!! phew....

looks lyk shooting star!!!

this is how it looks lyk.. i guess..

wad happen???

2008-11-22T09:44:00.007+08:00

lately lyk don hav appetite sia... donno y.. feel hungry wanna eat den when really eat, cant fins it.. sure gt leftover de.. isit really cos pass few days i've been eating too much??? donno lei.. haix!!! really sorry lei.. always cant fins den need u to help me fins it.. bt den if u really very full don hav to help me eat de.. serious.. donwan later u force urself n over eat..
been busy wit my work.. so much work need to do.. thou busy bt den still will b thinking of someone sia... hope tt person did bt den guess tt person too busy to hav time to think of me ba.. hahas.. bt den nvm.. i should understand n noe tt i cant expect others to do e same thing, think and feel e same way as me ba.. as long as there's no problem coming up n things r still e same i should alrdy feel glad!!! anyway as long as im happy wit wad i've decided can liao.. wan think of wad den think of wad lor.. hahas.. y bother so much?? simple life isnt it better??? hahas.. lately temper aso lyk nt good sia.. guess mood swing ba.. really SORRY, i didn really mean to flare up n being nt understanding towards u de.. SORRY SORRY!!! isit cos im stress up?? cos e talk abt stress management tt time did mention abt weird diet, frequent mood swing hav gt to do wit stress??? if this is so den i really need to relax myself le.. gonna find ways to enjoy!!! hahas...
really gt to take good care of myself sia.. muz learn to control my irritating temper!!! cant always lyk tt.. im feeling bad...
guess i should learn to b more independent.. y m i so lack of independence lately?? i should b independent, lyk i used to b.. i should nt take things for granted... things won always b there for me. Instead i should b e one making things happen for myself n make it to b better. Should find back e past "boonpeng" or "emily"?? both r e same i guess. juz b independence n tt's right!!! BT i noe there's SOMEONE who's gonna let me rely on.. regardless of anything!! of cos i'll rely on this person.. n im happy to b able to rely on him.. bt den everyone will feel tired n hav their own problems, trouble n business need to take care of.. so i should try to rely lesser, so as nt to b a burden.. thou he may nt find it so, or for now, bt i scare tt in e future he'll.. so y let this kind of thing happen?? its good for myself as well as for others. still i lyk n do will rely on him.. no matter wad im still a girl who need cares n rely on their someone, bt still i found out tt rely is alright bt nt rely till becoming a burden to others, especially someone u care n love.. =D gonna chiong hard for my work.. cant take my own sweet time.. take this as a challenge for me!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!

is it fated???

2008-11-16T10:08:00.007+08:00

151108
wake up early in e morning do my cmsk reseach portfolio lor.. sianx.. hav been working on this for few days liao.. guess i really muz do wad ww sae.. muz speed up on my working speed.. wit this speed of studying, im going to die.. haix.. here are some pictures for u to guess wad is it.. hahas.. its an art piece.. lolx..

done by me.. hahas.. see something special??? there's a heart shape in e centre

by my 2nd sister.. hahas.. XD

by me... after a started eating, from e way i put e sauce, my dajie sae wad u doing? den i sae art piece, den erjie sae go take photo of it lar.. tt's y i took these photos.. hahas.. bit ugly, bt nvm hahas..

by dajie.. she aso join in e fun.. hahas.. her's special still gt e chilli sauce at e side.. hahas..

after fins my lunch, meet him den went to eat wit him at cp, den found out something bit embrassing de, nt gonna sae it here its a secret, hiak hiak!! den after tt we head back to his house to do my work.. before tt met a stupid person.. lolx.. reach his house bt den did nt start work so fast.. was chatting wit his mother den noe smth very funny.. abt e 4D thingy.. hahas.. oh ya.. thanks for going to buy e durian muchi for us to try eh.. hahas.. cute sia u... go buy den donwan let me noe still sae go take things from ur fren.. hahas.. thanks ^^ after tt i abt to start work, bt after tt, i suddenly remember smth tt i wan to introduced him, which is e hotel game.. we played quite long.. he nt scare at all lor.. hahas.. bt playing this game today i was nt really scare liao.. thou at first scare bt den c few more times i nt scare liao.. hahas.. mayb cos is in e afternoon time ba.. hahas.. after we completed, i asked his sister to join in as well.. of cos e player is nt us.. is him.. hahas.. we juz at there c nia.. finally he completed.. after tt he sae wan introduce some scary game bt in e end nt lor.. hahas.. his sister did try play aso.. we play for quite some times den i went to do my other stuff.. hahas.. den soon his sister aso went out donno do wad liao.. hahas..
at e night time.. i den suggested wanted to go bridge.. thou didn sae out, bt he guess it straight.. he sae he tot of going there as well.. so we had our dinner at 830 den 9pm set off.. bt den on our way there gt someone followed us, den smth happen end up we didn get to go there.. haix.. its e "same" kind of ppl again.. bt e status diff.. lolx.. den we end up didn go bridge cos don wan met tt person (again we failed to go there).. so we went to vivo instead.. hahas.. actually went there aso nt bad.. at least we found smth nice, interesting?? and romantic.. this is wad i think ah.. hahas.. im gonna show those pic here.. its nice.. hahas..

taken by me.. gt e idea from him.. hahas..

the entrance to e beautiful & romantic christmas decoration!!!

taken wit e auto-focus mode.. white white colour..

this is e original feel & colour if u were there to c... hahas..

full-view of e carriage.. hahas.. sad tt we cant enter.. if can i sure wanna sit inside n take it.. hahas..

closer view of it.. nicer???

this is e close-up view of how e carriage looks lyk.. hahas..

learn from him... cos i saw him taking it from this direction so i aso take from this direction

ww sae lyk tt take nicer wor.. so this is taken by him.. hahas.. quite nice de.. hahas.. beautiful XD

this way of taking i aso copy ww de.. hahas.. he lyk tt take den i aso.. hiak hiak hiak!!!

this i nv learn from him liao.. hahas.. is from our own feel.. XD

notice by me.. taken by him.. nice hor??? is rainbow colour..

this is my way of taking e "rainbow"

after taking all these photos, we decided to sit down n rest.. finally found some place to sit.. den we sit down n chit chat.. noe more abt him liao.. hahs.. left tt place at 1045 den he send me home, after tt he head back to his house den after tt go out wit his frens lo.. hahas.. went out till very late sia.. 6am den reach home lor.. haix!!!! really no discipline sia.. bt gt enjoy jiu hao lor.. juz tt i find it lyk bad for health.. anyway.. hope today gonna b a great day for me.. gonna chiong for my cmsk liao.. gonna fins soon.. later need to do my core proj aso.. gonna due as well.. aso study for my tml's oopg lab test.. hope i can pass well.. ^^

forgot to sae smth, juz found out today.. hahas.. congrats kit teng.. u're gonna get MARRIED!!!! hahas.. gonna attend ur wedding for sure!!! ^^

zijiang's "last" outing wit us having his current hair, steamboat @ YH house

2008-11-16T09:03:00.005+08:00

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today after sch, went to his house continue to do my cmsk work.. hahas.. after tt cos he had to send me off as i'm going for my sec sch gathering steamboat, while he hav to go for an job interview at 6.45pm so we set off at ard 5plus i guess.. hahas.. eh u still haven tell me wads tt job thingy abt eh.. still sae wan tell me bt den nvm sae.. haix.. after we reach, he had to head towards eunos?? hahas.. den after i went up n met wit lx, pl, yl, sand, yh and jianlong, think gt alvin aso??? don remb seeing him there early lolx.. soon after qing reach, we started on our STEAMBOAT hahas.. soon after we start, hy reached.. den joined in.. nt long after she reach, there're a few ppl coming in as well.. another of our JIE MEI BANG (created by pl when there's a part she sae "jie mei men wo men zhou") member join in to steamboat wit us.. hahas.. e first table to start steamboat is always us.. e girls.. hahas.. den after tt will b following by e guys.. hahas.. had lots of fun there.. after our steamboat, due to some thing happen where we needed a room, bt cos there's still one grp of guys haven eat yet, so was occupying e room, therefore we could nt enter, so i waited and keep persuading them to come out eat.. finally when they came out i faster rush in.. heh.. partly is cos they need to ask smth n aso cos i wan use e com to play a game introduced by sand.. e hotel626, a scary game indeed.. bt after few tries, it does nt seems as scary.. bt if were to play in e night time, it sure going to b scary.. hahs.. now its our girls world.. hahas.. cos we whole grp were wearing e same shirt so of cos we muz take a big grp photos tgt.. den went out to take wit those guys.. bt den they keep taking their own sweet time den pl sae tt sentence, i mentioned earlier.. hahas.. den we went in.. after tt shaun offer to take for us.. BT he TRICK us.. those guys out there aso pose.. so when he sae "one two three", den he turn n snap a shot for them instead.. den he sae okok again again, this time is for real.. bt den this time round he sae "one two three", he close our doors.. hahas.. den we lock e door lor.. hahas.. bt den after tt he did help us take a shot.. hahas.. below is the photo he took for us (all our jie mei bang member lolx) :

they r jamie, qing, yl, lx, sand, me, peiling & huiyu

after tt, we continue watch tv or wad.. chit chat.. soon we left yh house.. before leaving, of cos we muz take photos wit e main lead.. which is zijiang, to keep in "memories" how his current hair looks lyk.. many guys took wit him, so some of us join in as well n took a shot wit him.. below is e photo we took wit him..

actually this is a 2nd shot.. cos e first one wl sae i look lyk ghost, too small liao when next to him.. hahas.. e only guys is e main lead!!!

on e way back, as lx was feeling very tired alrdy so she walk kinda fast, pl n me was catching up wit her.. hahas.. of cos we did manage to keep up wit her speed.. we gt train before de.. hahas.. while walking back, pl n me was chatting abt smth den after tt donno y we started singing those high sch musical songs tgt.. probably as a entertainment for ourselves ba.. hahas.. bidded goodbye to e rest, xian, pl, jianlong n me walk e same track back.. bt bid goodbye to xian first, den long, den pl, lastly is myself walk home.. hahas.. after tt called him.. had a great day man!!

made my day!!!

2008-11-11T18:42:00.003+08:00

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photos of precious memories!!!! lolx.. ^^ thanks for all e stuff u've given me!!! im loving it!!! hopefully u do feel this way as well.. XD of cos gonna take good care of it as well.. no worries.. hahas.. had a special day sia.. something happen!!! spoil my perfect plan for surprising someone.. haix!!! feel so angry!!! jkjk.. juz tt bit disappointed nia.. cos i on my way up there was still thinking wad i wanna do so as to make it more sweet.. den suddenly.. errhemzzz.. wanna hav something memorable, in a very sweet way.. bt den thou still memorable, bt... hahas.. nvm, most importantly i enjoyed!!! do someone feels e same??? hahas... indeed was a very SPECIAL DAY which i would not forgot for my entire life!!! a very special n diff experience i had.. diff from e past few.. hopefully this shows me tt its e right choice n its unique where nt everyone could hav it..
tt sudden break most probably nt anyone can try ba??? hahas.. so it could stay in my mind wit a deep impression!!! probably tt's e main idea tt's y this thing happen???

this is gonna b e PRECIOUS watch!!! im LOVING it!!! worry tt i won b able to take good care of it..

juz born yesterday!!!! its still inside

hahas.. nice??? its my favourite colour!!!!

see... tt's my name in it!!!

here's a silver flower card to me!!!

today is SATURDAY

2008-11-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

lolx.. wake up at ard 7plus i guess or 8 plus??? cant really remb.. hahas.. den found out tt it was raining.. my favourite weather if i was at home.. especially if it was in early in e morning or late in e midnight.. heh.. thou i don hav e feeling of slacking in my bed, bt den since it was still quite early, a nice weekend, plus no activities is on, so might as well continue my beauty sleep.. XD wake up at ard 11plus??? guess so ba.. cant really remb.. today memory seems quite bad.. -.- had been doing my cmsk draft work e whole day.. watching tv, blogging, msn chat, friendster etc in e mean time as well... hiak hiak hiak!!! cant possibly ask me to do work whole day without any distraction wad.. hahas.. anyway.. wit my help of my sister, hopefully can fins my draft work by monday.. hahas.. had been watching tv in e night time, nt doing any more work i guess.. tml den do e rest of my work ba.. hahas..
juz finish my supper wor.. hahs.. long time no eat supper liao lor.. cos firstly scare tt i'll grow fat!!!! e other reason is tt nobody went out to buy ah.. hahas.. thou today didnt go out, bt i don seems to feel bored wor.. hahas.. cos mayb had been feeling very busy e whole day ba, tt's y don feel "empty" cos i gt many stuff to do!!!! heehee..
im gonna change my HP soon!!! gonna do lots of research on tt phone SGH-F480.. this is my hope!!! i wish to change!!! hopefully e remarks for this phone is good... im aiming it.. hopefully can get it.. my current phone, its going to die on me soon.. bt my contract seems to b my stepping stone.. tying me up!!! aiya~~~~~~

new updates!!! cool effect!!!

2008-11-01T16:03:00.003+08:00

he started drawing my face first.. XD

orange is in the car skin.. heh..

Pinky is in e car skin... wooh~~~

who are these ppl???

e other pic of mine at other place.. XD

hmmm... guess i've nth to blog abt.. so decided to update my blog with these pictures... hahas.. its nice isn't it??? heehee.. im loving it!!!.. hahs..
gonna be busy wit my work n stuff.. so don think will be able to blog so often.. unless there's smth worth to be blog n kept in my memories.. heehee.. will try to blog more.. XD try to!!!

sick sick sick.... busy busy busy....

2008-10-26T10:59:00.002+08:00

haix.. been sick for abt a week plus liao.. seems lyk recovering liao.. at least gt my normal voice back.. hahas.. leaving e "sexy" voice back.. hahas.. now still having slight cough nia..

sch start liao.. donno is it good or bad lor.. haix!! good is tt still students of cos need gt schooling.. bad is tt loads of work is coming..
OMG!!!!! i donno wad to do for my cmsk sia.. wad report writing.. wad draft??? i donno wad to do for it sia.. anyone can help??? sianx.. mayb still gt other subject need to do aso.. those tut or lab exercises.. sianx..
still gt e CDS-cross disciplinary subject need to do lor.. i don hav e book!!! BASIC FINACIAL ACCOUNT!!!! how am i suppose to do those tut qs which requires this textbook.. if were to buy a new book, which cost $23.20, juz for a sem.. it doesnt seems to worth it lor.. onli a waste of money nia.. wanna get a 2nd hand book, which might b cheaper, bt den don hav e lobang lei.. sch start n im busy n headache wit all these problems.. wanna enjoy more bt den seems lyk don really hav e time to do so.. arrggsss... guess i hav no choice bt to go start checking on other sub first den back to CMSK ba.. if continue struggling wit this, im nt gonna hav time for other stuff liao.. sad!!!!!!

steamboat on 071008

2008-10-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! we're TRAP!!!

one of our presents gt from thailand!!!

shaun posing wit e 2 mickey keychain

e wording on e shirt has a special effect...

this is e way they distribute e present out.. hahas..

happy siol!!!!

wad thing sia???? hahas..

smelly???

happy bday to Yeeling n Yuheng.... XD

this is us!!!! forever friends!!! muacks

saturday =)

2008-10-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

donno y feel so tired lor.. lazy to wake up.. guess slept bit too late last night?? 12 plus nia lor.. anyway, wake up at ard 1030, get prepared to go to hougang mall wit dajie, as promised.. reach there at ard nearly 12pm, went to eat at han's.. after tt went shop shop.. she brought a new korean drama named "1% 的可能性".. a nice show, recommended by me after reading it's story... hiak hiak hiak!!!! finally go buy fruits, after tt went back home.. rested, ate lunch liao, den after tt accompanied erjie go CP to check out monthly disposable contact lense lor.. went to quite a few shops, all e prices r e same lor.. $38/per box.. hahas.. brought her contacts at capitol optical after tt we went to check out for new mobile phone.. before heading to m1, brought some contact lense solution.. nearly forgot to buy lor.. lolx.. after some time of waiting at m1 shop, she finally brought her new mobile.. thanks to my recommendation, she finally had a change.. instead of wanting to buy nokia phone, which she always use, 没有新鲜感, this time round she change to use sony ericsson.. hiak hiak hiak!!!! she say muz follow e 年轻人, which is ME!!!! nt fins yet.. instead of a one piece phone, its a slide phone now tt she's using.. hahas.. next time i aso wan use slide phone.. nv try before lei.. hahas.. after tt, HOME SWEET HOME!!!!! at home went into e room n watch e new VCD wit dajie.. after tt dinner, den went to living room watch chan 8, den receive a call from SOMEONE.. den heard a very ATTITUDE de voice coming out from there.. after tt den found out this SOMEONE make use of me!!!!! SAD AH!!!! hahas.. JK de.. in case tt someone really think i mean it de.. hahas.. i understand lar.. n NV BLAME YOU... so don think i take it to heart, alright??? hahs.. alright, its time to take a shower liao.. its late le..

E OUTING BEFORE SCH START!!!

2008-10-08T23:31:00.003+08:00

today was e gathering for movie before sch reopen!!! lolx.. hahas.. its been a few weeks before i met them for an outing lor.. hahas.. was busy working 2 whole weeks.. no time meet them.. sry.. met them at 2plus, headed to cineleisure to watch movie.. some watch connected (4 ppl, suppose to b 6 de), some watch HOUSE BUNNY (9 ppl), there was another group watching big stan (3 ppl), guess i spell correctly.. hahas.. e movie we watch was 5.10, 5.10 n 5.25.. hahs.. saw staphni there after i brought my movie tickets.. had a small chat wit her before bidding goodbye.. hahas.. after tt went to Long John Silver to eat.. after tt shop shop awhile before going in for e movie.. guess we're e first group to fins our movie ba.. we left cineleisure first, den when outside, saw kelvin.. lolx.. wad a coincident sia.. hahas.. meet hy n her bf at heeren (donno how spell lolx) after tt follow by e "connected"group.. hahas.. after everyone meet, we went for dinner.. den something happen, its was one of e stall 3rd year aniversary, so those first 40 customers within e 20mins, can enjoy half price on e fried prawn noodles.. happen tt lx n jamie r e 1st & 2nd customer.. den pl n yl complain on it.. me n sand had fun listening to them there shootin each other lor.. heng we nt involve.. lolx.. its nth anyway.. after dinner, actually i wanted go back home le.. cos "the academy" is last episode on tt day de.. bt sad ah!!! actually can de lor.. bt donno is whose idea we had to walk from orchard to clarke quay!!!! bt anyway, since long time no go out, so i don c y i should put tv before them!!!! hahas.. so i tag along.. hahas.. when at dhoby ghaut, gt some 大人物came out wor.. den e traffic n human traffic had to stop so as for e road to get cleared for them lor.. hahas.. its lyk quite a few things happen den let us these "山龟大开眼界" sia.. hahas.. these r e photos we took at clarke quay:

nice right??? rainbow colour sia..

this is a bigger view of the scene.. nicer i guess

this would b nicer if e colour remains as rainbow colour.. but still its nice XD

these guys started posing when saw me taking e pevious photos.. hahas.. i still scare my hp's camera flash is nt strong enough sia.. heng everything juz nice.. they juz nice fit into e screen n can c them clearly lor.. phew!!!

this is our group photos.. taken wit e help of a passer-by.. hahas.. funny lor.. local ppl acting lyk we're foreigner or tourist lyk tt.. hahas..

juz another -.- day

2008-10-07T10:14:00.002+08:00

today seems lyk a -.- day.. seems lyk cant find someone to talk to, to help clear lei.. had a few stupid dreams.. 简直像是在伤口上撒盐 den was lyk half awake seeing some things which is nt e case.. bt there's something same as wad i saw in e half awake mode.. qing msg me asking me abt some stuff, which i was nt clear abt as well.. sorry cant b of help to u.. anyway, today might b juz a -.- day ba.. hopefully everything will turn out to b e other way round, thou its seems hard, bt hope steamboat do help..

hmm.. where, how, where & when to start??? will things get worse or get better??? "good or bad, hard to sae", quote from a mail, useful & in fact true phrase

WORDS OF WISDOM !!!!!

2008-10-06T17:39:00.002+08:00

1st :
Don let someone become a priority in ur life, when u're juz an option in their life..
Relationships work best when they are balanced...

2nd:
Nv explain urself to any one.
Because e person who likes u doesn't need it, n e person who dislikes u won't believe it.

3rd:
When i keep saying u are busy, den u are nv free.
When u keep saying u hav no time, den u'll nv hav time.
When u keep saying tt u will do it tml, den ur tml will nv come...

4th:
We make them, who care for us, cry.
We cry for those who nv care for us.
And we care for those who will nv cry for us.

This is e truth of life, its strange but true.
Once u realise this, its nv too late to change...

5th:
Don make promise when u're in joy.
Don reply when u're sad.
Don take decision when u're angry.

Think twice...., Act Wise...

6th:
Time is like a river...
U cant touch e same water twice, because e flow has passed will nv pass again..

Enjoy every moment of life...

JOBLESS!!!!

2008-10-06T17:26:00.002+08:00

finally fins my 2 weeks job assignment at expo!!!! yeah!!! finally get to rest liao... today wake up early in e morning to go pack up lor.. hahas.. tiring sia.. after packing up went to eat subway wit e working click >> weiwen, victor, edwin, shali, cheryl, xueying, xinying n kaizhong.. lack of zhongming n alvin lor.. cos this two guy nv come for e pack up... hahas.. after eating firstly is shali, cheryl n kaizhong leave first, den after tt followed by xueying n xinying.. left ww, vic, edwin n me.. four ppl nia.. den we continue sit there crap.. hahas.. looks lyk going to rain soon so after finish our food we left.. vic n edwin take train go orchard scotts for e packing up there, while ww send me home before going for e pack up lor.. hahs.. reach home liao went online, bathing, surf web etc.. now come to blog... lolx.. at night lazy to go out meet my frens for dinner lei.. sry peeps.. feeling too tired le.. tml steamboat chat ba.. hahas.. tt's all for now!!!!

during e 2 weeks working at expo, noe a few good frens sia.. they are VICTOR & ZHONG MING!!!!! NICE frens sia.. gonna miss them lots wor... hahas..

celebration

2008-09-24T22:57:00.003+08:00

met ww in e morning to go buy black polo tee.. heehee.. for job purposes.. went to century square to eat breakfast first, after tt we went to buy my polo tee.. hahas.. den go wit ww to buy his black shoes... hahas.. went back to his house to put my clothes, his shoes, rest etc.. hahs.. after tt we went to vivo to meet his fren, jerome, e bday boy!!! hahas.. HAPPPY BIRTHDAY!!! bt den before tt, we went to buy bread eat.. hahs.. after tt met jerome n summer n one more of his fren.. den while waited for another 2 of his girl frens to come.. so went new urban males to shop for present for e bday boy.. a surprise gift for him, yet is wit him, asking him to choose.. hahas.. funny sia... after tt when to sentosa.. they all play.. while i at e shore do my own stuff.. thanks ah ww for entertaining me throughout, den didn get chance to play wit ur frens more, really sorry abt it.. cos of me den u cant enjoy ur time wit ur frens.. really sorry abt it.. den they bath.. i go buy thing for my own entertainment.. den meet ww n his guy frens n waited for e girls to bath out.. went back to vivo den go down to katong to eat... had dinner wit summer n cassandra.. e rest go eat laksa... after tt they come join in after they finish.. hahas.. had a great time in this later part.. hahas.. thanks to jerome's riddle.. after tt ww sent me home, den he went back to sent cassandra home... me went online to chat n do stuff.. hahs..

out of e box..

thanks for today huiyu... heehee.. thanks for ur time too.. hahas..

tiring day!!

2008-09-23T23:19:00.002+08:00

donno y, early in e morning ard 7 plus to 8 i started turning n tossing on my bed, juz couldn't really get back to sleep.. lolx.. so decided nt to waste time, so pull myself out of bed once e clock hit 9am.. msg ww ard 9plus, to c if he was awake, cos we're suppose to meet n go for e setup at expo... lolx.. as expected he still sleeping.. so went online.. hahas.. after tt received e msg he sent me e day before.. gt a shocked man!!! it was 4plus in e morning lor.. was bit angry cos firstly is cos he say will go out awhile only, bt den end up, wasn lyk wad he had said.. secondly is cos today we need to go for e setup, den surely will b very tiring de, so hope tt he will hav a good night rest before start work.. lolx.. bt anyway nvm liao, its all past le.. wad happen had happen, there's nth i could do.. hahas.. n tts y no point angry over it le.. hahas..
back to today.. actually i was suppose to meet jo to accompany her to meet her fren for his bday de.. bt in e end actually tot tt i could meet her after my setup thingy, bt den in e end turn out tt i end at 7pm.. lolx.. jo very sorry tt i had no choice bt ps u today.. thanks for being so understanding as well.. today aso actually wanted to meet my clownhot girls de.. tot tt i could make it after accompany jo n after my work de.. bt cos of this setup thing, i could nt make it... SAD & ANGRY AH !!!!! bt thanks girls.. for u all de understanding.. really my true frens n sisters.. hahas..
at e expo there do e setup, do had fun as well ah.. lolx.. noe quite a few ppl.. bt sad case all e ppl i knew of at there de, i was not able to b near to them.. i was put to another part, e other end of mens wear.. SAD AH!!!!....
anyway.. after work, was feeling so hungry, so went off wit ww to go hav our dinner lor.. funny lor ww, keep asking me wanna go meet my frens anot.. i noe e timing cant make it de lor, tts y i donwanna meet them le.. hahas.. had a nice dinner, den went shop shop for black polo tee n his black shoes etc... brought a box of contact lense.. ww actually wanted buy aso de.. bt den cos of e box thing, so postpone.. hahas.. had a papaya drink, where we both don really lyk, yet tot e other party lyk den brought.. hahas.. funny sia.. miscommunication lor.. hahas.. den before leaving, he brought a cup of ice lemon tea (taste better in fact).. hahas.. n chatted n went off after tt.. hahas..

for ur info, since u juz now ask me, thou i did ans, bt would lyk to tell u again..
yes, girls juz simply don really lyk guys gt goatee/moustache/beard de.. hahas.. cos most of them juz don lyk.. hahas.. they lyk guys to look clean, in tt way they find tt those w/o those looks clean n smart..

测试你是否是个卑鄙无耻下流的人

2008-09-23T10:24:00.002+08:00

你喜欢：

1）欺骗人？
a）是 b）不是

2）利用别人给你的同情心？
a）是 b）不是

3）利用别人对你的好？
a）是 b）不是

4）在别人背后搞小动作？
a）是 b）不是

5）捏造谎言？
a）是 b）不是

6）当两头蛇，甚至三或四或更多？
a）是 b）不是

7）不断的对别人耍心机？
a）是 b）不是

8）做表面功夫？
a）是 b）不是

9）夺人所爱？
a）是 b）不是

10）编造一些从未发生过的事情，说到似乎真有其事？
a）是 b）不是

11）害人？
a）是 b）不是

12）看见别人痛苦而感到高兴？
a）是 b）不是

13）把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上？
a）是 b）不是

14）扮可怜？
a）是 b）不是

15）暗中搞小动作？
a）是 b）不是

16）见不得别人比自己好，所以从中搞破坏？
a）是 b）不是

17）说三道四？
a）是 b）不是

18）从未真正把任何人当朋友？
a）是 b）不是

19）从未真正相信任何人？
a）是 b）不是

若以上的答案全或多数是 a ，那么，

恭喜你！你真是个名副其实的。。。卑鄙无耻下流的小人！！！

crazy shopping @ chinatown!!!

2008-09-20T18:03:00.004+08:00

10plus msg ww morning msg.. scare he still sleeping.. cos tt guy keep complaining very tired, tt's y scare he'll overslept.. hahas..
anyway, i was aso feeling very lazy to get out from my bed.. feel lyk continuing sleeping sia.. bt no choice.. i had to go out to get myself a pair of black flat sole shoe for my work..
finish washing up, shower etc, den drink a cup of green bean soup as breakfast, den get ready to go out liao lor.. waited for my dajie to get ready den we set off..
on our way to cp, we chatted, den i talk abt e henderson waves, ask her go there, den she said her fren, bee eng, aso mentioned this place to her before, saying tt she wanna bring her there c c aso.. hahs.. den i describe to her how there look lyk etc etc..
reach chinatown liao den we go to the hawker centre to eat our lunch.. had nasi lemak, den satay, ji chiong fan & a glass of sugar cane drink.. after tt we went for our shop shop.. first i gt myself a black n white colour shirt for 15 bucks.. wanna get a purple colour de bt den e person sae tts nt purple, is dark blue.. bt den no matter how i c, its diff from dark blue colour which im holding to.. bt den nvm, i get e black n white de lor.. next i brought another "dress", from korean de, at 28 bucks..
its time to stop shopping for clothes liao.. should go back n get myself a pair of shoes liao.. finally gt my motive cleared.. den my dajie aso brought a pair of white colour slippers at e same shop.. den we go to bossini, n she gt herself a purple colour t-shirt..
after all this shopping, we went to the shop "ocean" to get our daily necessities, shampoo etc.. den i brought a hair strengthing cream/gel, donno wads tt.. lolx.. n aso brought a waterproof liquid eyeliner.. hahas..
lox.. in total, i spent $86.80 in a day!!!! pok liao lar.. gonna save up liao lor.. hahas.. cant anyhow buy things liao le.. hahas.. still gt many things need to buy lei.. bt nvm.. still gt time.. hahas.. can slowly save.. hahas..

badminton day

2008-09-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

tiring day sia.. wake up quite late, went online chit-chat.. den found something, find it so scarily.. lolx.. gt a shock infact.. hahas.. after tt went to prepare to go out lor..
went to meet lx at 1.30pm, bt den was late for 5mins sia.. lx psps... =P
den we walk to e sengkang sports hall to meet yl.. wah lew e weather was very hot sia.. juz walking nia can feel tt our body lyk burning sia.. keep perspiring lor.. reach there le, cos we don hav shuttle cock so cant play.. need to wait for laoda to come..
finally more ppl arrive.. we all started playing our badminton match.. hahas.. had lots of fun man!!! really enjoyed alot sia.. hahas..
today is e day i finally felt tt i'd exercise alot wor.. hahas..
played for abt 2 n 1/2 hours wor.. after tt, ard 4.40pm lyk tt we girls went for shower, while e guys continue playing..
after our shower, waited for e guys to fins their shower, den we left.. i guess except me n qing, e rest of e peeps went for their dinner, at 'kou fu' i guess.. hahas..
went home, went online chit-chat again, talk on phone, after tt eat dinner, watch tv, went online, blog.. lolx..

phrase

2008-09-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

人必须学会成长，
这是每个人会需要经历的。。。

在你成长的过程中，
总会遇到一些挫折与阻碍。。。

所以，
必须用尽你所有的办法，
去寻找出属于适合你自己的方法，
适着去克服这一些问题，
战胜自己的心魔。。。

惟有这样你才能真正学会成长。。。

战胜自己是成长的起点，
惟有克服自己的心魔，
才会得到最终的胜利。。。

所有的一切才能将由你控制。。。

footsteps...

2008-09-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

i create my own pathway
im nt going to follow anyone neither be lyk someone else..
im who i am..
nt gonna b lyk others
gonna creating my own route..
living as n for MYSELF
nt living under & being treated lyk anyone else shadow!!!
gonna break free n away if tt were to happen...

this is my rule, follow e path i've chosen for myself... there shld b no regrets allow ^^

LOL

2008-09-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

恶魔 shoo shoo shoo........
get out of my way !!!!!!

mid-autumn festival celebration

2008-09-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

130908, our outing!!!!
today was e day before mid-autumn festival... lolx..
met my beloved sec sch frens for mid-autumn festival "countdown".. hahas.. so first went to meet lx n qing at 7.25pm den walk to rivervale plaza to meet laoda, yl, win2 & yy n go buy some tibits n drinks.. no alcoholic drinks this time oh.. hahas.. after tt we headed to pl house n "camp".. waited for everyone to arrive, called pizza, waited for its arrival, lastly we get to go to our di pan, e carpark to start our celebration.. play e lantern n murderer... hahas.. nt gonna say much.. let e photos do e talking.. hahas..

haiyo shake shake.. im nt ready yet den u 2 move liao.. sianx..

wah wah wah.. fake playing candles de lar.. hahas..

nice shot eh bk.. hahas.. posing!!

lolx.. its me posing sia.. lolx.. gt a background lantern as effect

it me n yl wor.. my lantern lyk bigger size sia.. hahas..

win2, yy n shaun..

cool effect hor.. hahas..

tt's mine!!!!!

wads e main focus sia??

nice candle arrangement sia..

its e heart shape made by qing n me!!! we're creative de lor, nobody, other den us did tt on tt day..

our heart shape candle burn finish liao.. left e centre de.. oh tts qing's hand

caught pl n jl playing poker.. lolx.. hahas..

sand is taken unknowingly.. nice shot huh..

playing candle sia.. wah alvin pose sia.. shi shang zui qiang de nan ren!! LOL

after chalet...

2008-09-13T12:30:00.002+08:00

120908, chalet ended
nth much to talk abt de.. hahas.. juz tt chalet ended, everyone was tired n went home to rest..
meet ww in e afternoon to go his house watch show.. cos later in e night we need go back sch, as promised ti sherry, we will attend to c e CO performance.. hahs.. after tt we left, n headed to e henderson bridge.. hahas.. won feel bored going there sia.. a place wit nice view n fresh airs.. good for clearing minds.. hahas..
rushing for time now... so ya.. cut everything short.. since its aso quite short de.. hahas..

surprises + chalet!!!!!!!!

2008-09-13T12:08:00.003+08:00

110908-120908 (sec 5n chalet)
actually nth much to talk abt for this..
lolx.. nt really nth to talk.. its juz tt its too long for me to write out everything on wad happen in chalet.. hahas..
out of e chalet box, before chalet, meet ww on tt 110908.. surprise tt he wanted to meet me on tt day.. thou nt first time meeting, bt den juz donno y i actually feel quite weird abt meeting tt day (nt e negative kind of weird, don get e wrong idea ah, boy).. in short, juz surprise tt cos tt day ww had programs on, so do i, e timing is quite squeeze de.. anyway juz tt we met at my block.. he said wanted to show me how my helmet looks lyk.. hahas.. this is e first surprise.. next, nt surprise.. is his clothes.. he said it was e day before he went out wit his frens buy de.. wanted show me cos tt shirt looks lyk qing de.. hahas.. indeed look quite lyk hers sia.. XD
2nd surprises is his bike.. he asked me to walk one round.. (made me walk a big circle lor, actually can saw it very fast le de).. hahas.. is e green tortoise at e front.. hahas.. 3rd surprises is after i sat down, its e black tortoise came out.. hahas.. chosen a place for it n pasted it on e helmet.. thinking everything he wanted to show me ended, we headed to tm, so as to test how e 'new look' of e helmet feels lyk.. hahas.. reach tm le den we went shop shop.. here comes e 4th surprises.. hahas.. he donno when take out e emily handphone name thing put at my ear there, make noises to disturb me.. after tt finally pass it to me.. hahas.. those r all e surprises he planned earlier ba, i guess.. den shop a while before sitting down, i brought egg tarts eat, while he went to watsons n came back wit sandwich.. after slacking awhile, we left.. reach cp when wanted meet my frens, i take my handphone tt time, saw my bag inside gt a ointment which is meant for mosquitoes bite de.. hahas.. this is e 5th surprises today.. guess this is last min pop out de ba.. hahas.. after tt i went to meet me frens, while he left to meet his frens for some gathering..
at night.. wooh.. someone in e middle of e night borrow me a psp to entertain me sia.. hahas.. owe u a big THANK YOU!!!!

out wit sec sch frens

2008-09-13T11:31:00.002+08:00

100908, wit my sec sch darlings..
went online to chit-chat, after tt receive news tt results was out from jielin n weiwen.. OMG!!! make me so worried.. many ppl receive their results liao lor.. cos all those receive r those who gt register for e sms service for exam results de.. den i didn ma.. so wasnt able to noe my grades.. sianx.. went online wanted to check, bt den e results was nt updated yet.. actually wanted go lc house earlier to c baby de.. bt den due to this result thing, i wasnt able to get to c baby.. so sad!! after tt went to meet pl, lx n yl at e 7-11 under lx's block.. when i saw yl, e first thing said to her was "RESULTS R OUT LIAO".. den she was lyk "REALLY???" den told her onli those subscribe for sms de receive.. den she sae she nv, bt in fact she did, juz tt she didnt check on her phone.. hahas.. funny sia when she receive her results, cos she dare nt look at it.. when she noe she passed everything, she was lyk "YES YES YES!!! I PASSED!!! NO SUB-PAPER LEI!!! YES!!" funny lor.. bt den i was aso lyk tt if i were her.. after tt we went to e sports complex to play bad.. im e onli one first time go there sia.. cos i missed out 2 times of e badminton there.. lolx.. we were e first to reach n thus played first lor.. after tt sand reach le, n we told her tt results were out, den she so worried tt she had no mood to play lor.. cos she haven receive her results.. after she receive she still look bit sad cos she find tt nt very good as compared wit her frens.. bt den i find it very good liao lor.. anyway.. after bad.. we stayed at there see a few girls training.. donno is gymnastic or wad sia.. very nice.. bt den they r having warming up nia.. after our bathing we waited for e guys to pack.. den lx, yl, pl n me went to buy ice-cream.. hahas.. finally we left n headed back to cp.. den e rest had their dinner at cp while qing n me headed back home.. cos e bag too heavy liao, i lazy to bring to buy chalet stuff later on.. after dinner, went to cp meet them.. n head back to pl blk n headed to buangkok fairprice/ntuc to buy stuff for chalet... had lots of fun sia.. our guys frens is lyk 'uncle' wor... hahas.. very cute, joker sia.. when they were at e cashier paying, sand, qing n me when to there de pasamalam (i guess) to look at clothes.. n we had an eye on a shirt, n we 3 brought it together.. it was a 'baby milo' t-shirt.. sand brought dark purple, qing brought grey, while me brought hot pink colour de.. hahas.. lastly we headed back pl's house to put e stuff, while some of us stayed at e playground there wait for them.. when they come down i borrowed bk phone to send songs.. cool sia his phone.. bt den bit hard to control.. lastly we headed to e night market n walk walk.. finish walking liao den we headed back home.. as promised/said, i reached home exactly 10pm... hahas..

taking a break for movie!!

2008-09-13T11:30:00.001+08:00

090908 (someone said b4 tt it's a nice date if 08 is ending wit 09 instead)
today is 1 day before we noe our exam results, in fact it was suppose to b 2 days.. bt den e result came out by sms n online on e 10th sept.. nt gonna continue tt here.. XD
suppose to meet ww today for movie.. met ww n headed to ehub (decided by him ^^) to watch e show "MURDER OF THE INUGAMI CLAN" (decided by me ^^).. bt den when we reach there, there's no sign of this movie on show.. guess tt movie had been there for a long time n removed ba.. bit sad de.. at ehub saw a TP FBI year one course mate.. lolx.. anyway, after tt we decided to watch "Bangkok dangerous" (recommended by ww).. since he said tt this show nt bad, so i agreed lor.. hahas.. this movie was quite nice de.. bt den don really lyk it.. cos bit blur to me.. bt was nice as there's lots of action.. bt den gt bit disgusting parts.. eg. someone's hand kena cut off n bleed profusely.. lolx.. after e movie, since ehub was quite boring, we headed to far east plaza to shop.. hahas.. juz before i wanted to enter a shop, ww asked me if tt person was my fren.. lolx.. it was SANDY TOH.. hahas.. didnt notice her sia.. she told me she had been there posing n asked her poly frens don blocked her so tt i will notice her.. hahas.. funny sia.. we talked for quite some times.. (sorry ah ww cause to u need wait for we girls to finish 'chit-chat').. went off to shop shop, after tt went to ljs to eat.. decided to go other place.. 2 place to chose.. either east coast or henderson bridge.. actually wanted go bridge de.. bt we played a game 'guess one or two', and so we gt east coast.. bit sad, bt den nvm, i aso quite lyk there de.. hahas.. bt on e way there, guess heaven is helping me.. e ERP to henderson bridge de was off, while to east coast de was on, when ww told me tt, of cos i would said go to e bridge.. first is cos ERP is off there, second is cos tt was e place i wanted to go ma.. hahas.. this was e last place we visited for e day.. hahas.. at there chit-chat, look at e sky (no stars only gt moon).. hahas.. chatted alot abt life.. it was bit late liao, so ww sent me back home..

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MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT ~~

My 2 years 1 month anniversary!!!

今天逛街的战利品！！！

Bubble Hair Colour

A cute little poster!!!

WANTED!!!!!

MY PROUD PHOTO EDITS!!!! with e new software =D

COMEX 2010!!!!

My first post after he "left" me!!!

ADD AND ADD AND ADD!!!!!!

ATTENTION !!!!!!

23Dec2009 the christmas gift from bei!!

20Dec2009 celebrating dad's bday!!!

new photos!!!

all u remb is ur enjoyment!!!

I really hope......

still learning

reason ???

WADEVA!!!

The BRAVE HAMSTER >>> YUAN YUAN

the 9th month!!!

Wasnt a good one..

Surprise

Last 2nd day of term break

Nice nice effect photos..

What do i wan???

BACK !!!!!!! shopping relaxing day!!!!

understand

onli now den i start to realize?

im in e "wrong"

long time no BLOG

histories

3 mins left!!!!

hiak!!! its so active..

the power of picasa & picnik!!!!

initially was... soon im nt.....

blame or worries ??

9 more days left....

BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when nth better to do = time to learn new stuff!!!!

exam exam exam

THE BIGGEST SURPRISE!!!!! A big day for him!!!

our valentine day!!

SOOOOO TIREDDDDDD

proj, frens..

yuan yuan man man & xiao fa xiao cai

希望能让自己.....喜歡自己.....跟著因緣走

busy busy busy

爱我的资格 - S.H.E

MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE!!!!!

should i ???

wooh~~~~

a new year is coming..

5N sentosa trip on 26-12-08

5N CHALET 22-12-2008

TP OH training

wad a nice bus driver u're!!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY!!!

说你爱我

2008 christmas

its our girls night!!!

interesting email i received

chit chatting..

111208

the past few events

stress!!!

nothing much

sorry

Hold the hand of the person who loves you‏

e past few days +++ today !!!!

wad happen???

is it fated???

zijiang's "last" outing wit us having his current hair, steamboat @ YH house

made my day!!!

today is SATURDAY

new updates!!! cool effect!!!

sick sick sick.... busy busy busy....

steamboat on 071008

saturday =)

E OUTING BEFORE SCH START!!!

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