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Sunday, November 30, 2008 ;

Hold the hand of the person who loves you‏

11:06 AM

This message is short but carries a lot of Feelings.

Hold the hand of the person who loves you‏

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,
'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.'
The little girl said, 'No, Dad. You hold my hand.'
'What's the difference?' Asked the puzzled father.
'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl.

'If I hold your hand and something happens to me,
chances are that I may let your hand go.
But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens,
you will never let my hand go.'

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...

this mail was left unread for 1 month & 20 days.. a nice date!!! can go calculate e date n find out if u're really interested... juz now as i was clearing my unread mail i happen to read it.. e above is e mail which i find it very meaningful & tot of posting it up.. hahas.. it teaches me an important lesson.. if u loves tt person, u should b e one holding his or her hand instead of waiting for him or her to hold urs.. onli e one who's holding on won let go no matter wad happens.. as for those who r waiting r sure to let go.. n its juz a matter of time.. probably i was thinking too much.. bt i guess this mail was really giving me a hint.. a big or small hint?? lolx.. guess its teaching me e right attitude?? hahas.. probably.. anyway i really learned from it.. somemore its on such a nice date.. when i saw tt date i was bit shock.. cos...........its tt kind of date.. hahas..

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的

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e past few days +++ today !!!!

12:15 AM

231108: dinner at his house..
so long ago liao.. hahas.. nt gonna sae much abt wad happen.. juz upload some pics to remind myself of wad happen on tt day.. really enjoyed myself, first time went out wit his parents go giant to buy ingredient for cooking.. hahas.. n he cook a meal for all of us to eat.. hahas.. muz b gt his mum's help de lor.. hahas.. below is his & my dinner.. fish ball noodles..

this is wad i ate.. fish ball noodles!!!

this is dinner for us!!! still gt my fav "an chun dan" in e soup.. XD

251108: me on his bike.. at sk

during his break time, went to meet him.. den after tt went off to his house for lunch.. after tt actually suppose to go back home, he go back sch for lesson.. bt den he skip.. heh.. naughty.. den after tt send me home, i go get my lappy den head back to his house.. hahas.. before leaving sk, he gt an idea n ask me to feel how is it lyk to sit on e rider seats, n took a pic for me.. hahas..

this is e effect.. can see clearly??? hahs..

lolx.. this is e original one.. hiak hiak hiak!!! e feel sitting on e rider seats is very diff..

261108: during classes
this is e effect pic.. lolx.. during e webcam.. he took photos of me!!! hahas.. muz b at home feeling too bored, tts y ah... hahas.. bt den its kinda nice.. hiak hiak!!! i quite lyk it!!! all very candid shots..

they r all me!!!

281108: cycling wit his frens, from tampines to esplanade!!!

lolx.. its really very tiring sia.. first time i cycle for such a long time, such a long dist.. seriously i did enjoyed alot!!! it was fun!!! bt den if its nt tt "uncomfortable" den im sure i can enjoy more.. bt den really did enjoy alot.. when on e way there.. bt den on our way back, cos its getting more serious, den cause our journey back very bad.. really sry abt it.. i really don wan to show u face de.. bt den i cant hide it from u anymore, tt's y i showed it.. nt wanting to blame u de.. so hope u won blame urself alright??? didn mean to ignore ur frens when they bid goodbye de.. cos i really no more energy n mood to sae goodbye to them liao.. plus aso e time quite late le.. den my dajie keep complaining abt me which makes me feel more irritated.. very sorry tt i vent it out on u.. SORRY!!! anyway seriously i enjoyed alot!!! thou nt throughout, bt mainly i enjoyed!!! =D

we really cycle there... this is e evidence showing we really did!!!

this is another piece of evidence as well.. nt everyone is in there.. hahas..

this is summer & me!!!

e previous one we gt a wrong direction.. this is e right one XD

funny faces!!!

today!!!!: went to cinelesiure to watch quarantine

feeling very tired n bit of muscles ache, wake up at near 12pm.. msg him.. he was still sleeping.. lolx.. lazy pig.. bt cant blame.. he muz b feeling more tired den me.. haix!!!! after tt meet him at ard 3pm, den went to watch movie at cine, saw samantha.. hahas.. wad a small world.. hahas.. den after tt went to shop at taka, den saw a working fren.. hahas.. she still working in e same company sia.. hahas.. sia lar.. e movie really very scary sia.. really very real n make me feel lyk escaping from e movie theatre.. hahas.. bt e ending very lousy lor.. aso cant blame lar.. cos e "main" character died.. nobody is going to flim it anymore.. hahas.. after e movie went to eat dinner.. nice recommendation!!! hahas.. after tt we head to e bikers wad de.. i cant remb e name.. bt is a place for all e motor bikers.. there gt lots of nice bike sia.. really da kai yan jie.. hahas.. now quite interested in all these stuff le.. so quite lyk to c de.. hahs.. den there aso many chio bu working there lor.. best for SOMEONE to see.. SOMEONE!!! tts ur favourite le hor??? in front of me somemore lei.. praise other ppl.. n KEEP looking at them lor.. noe their figure good lar.. lyk tt de lor.. bt i muz admit tt some of their figures are really very good.. its no wonder tt guys cant take their eyes off them.. wahahaha!!! if im a guy i would aso do e same ba.. i guess.. hahas.. bt of cos nt in front of............. praise or see lar.. ahahs.. muz zi dong wad.. sad de lei.. hahas.. jkjk.. after tt went to expo to shop shop.. wah.. lots of ppl there sia.. aso gt lots of motorbikes there.. lucky still gt place to park.. hahas.. after tt went to his house to rest, after tt he send me back home n went to get his gloves at e biker place.. hahas.. bt didn manage to get it.. cos he sae there close liao when he reached.. guess he hav to go back there tml ba.. hahas.. alright below are some pics i taken on e way to expo i guess, at orchard marina there..

first time taking.. nice??

too blur right??? bt den nice eh!!!

taken when we're exactly below it.. hahas.. or plus a little bit behind..

hao fan mang de lu oh!!! nice lightings???

i lyk e wavy feel..

its a very memorable place up there.. which i'll nv forget.. n nt gonna forget =)

i nearly miss it.. lucky caught it in one shot!!! phew....

looks lyk shooting star!!!

this is how it looks lyk.. i guess..

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的

Saturday, November 22, 2008 ;

wad happen???

9:44 AM

lately lyk don hav appetite sia... donno y.. feel hungry wanna eat den when really eat, cant fins it.. sure gt leftover de.. isit really cos pass few days i've been eating too much??? donno lei.. haix!!! really sorry lei.. always cant fins den need u to help me fins it.. bt den if u really very full don hav to help me eat de.. serious.. donwan later u force urself n over eat..
been busy wit my work.. so much work need to do.. thou busy bt den still will b thinking of someone sia... hope tt person did bt den guess tt person too busy to hav time to think of me ba.. hahas.. bt den nvm.. i should understand n noe tt i cant expect others to do e same thing, think and feel e same way as me ba.. as long as there's no problem coming up n things r still e same i should alrdy feel glad!!! anyway as long as im happy wit wad i've decided can liao.. wan think of wad den think of wad lor.. hahas.. y bother so much?? simple life isnt it better??? hahas.. lately temper aso lyk nt good sia.. guess mood swing ba.. really SORRY, i didn really mean to flare up n being nt understanding towards u de.. SORRY SORRY!!! isit cos im stress up?? cos e talk abt stress management tt time did mention abt weird diet, frequent mood swing hav gt to do wit stress??? if this is so den i really need to relax myself le.. gonna find ways to enjoy!!! hahas...
really gt to take good care of myself sia.. muz learn to control my irritating temper!!! cant always lyk tt.. im feeling bad...
guess i should learn to b more independent.. y m i so lack of independence lately?? i should b independent, lyk i used to b.. i should nt take things for granted... things won always b there for me. Instead i should b e one making things happen for myself n make it to b better. Should find back e past "boonpeng" or "emily"?? both r e same i guess. juz b independence n tt's right!!! BT i noe there's SOMEONE who's gonna let me rely on.. regardless of anything!! of cos i'll rely on this person.. n im happy to b able to rely on him.. bt den everyone will feel tired n hav their own problems, trouble n business need to take care of.. so i should try to rely lesser, so as nt to b a burden.. thou he may nt find it so, or for now, bt i scare tt in e future he'll.. so y let this kind of thing happen?? its good for myself as well as for others. still i lyk n do will rely on him.. no matter wad im still a girl who need cares n rely on their someone, bt still i found out tt rely is alright bt nt rely till becoming a burden to others, especially someone u care n love.. =D gonna chiong hard for my work.. cant take my own sweet time.. take this as a challenge for me!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的

Sunday, November 16, 2008 ;

is it fated???

10:08 AM

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wake up early in e morning do my cmsk reseach portfolio lor.. sianx.. hav been working on this for few days liao.. guess i really muz do wad ww sae.. muz speed up on my working speed.. wit this speed of studying, im going to die.. haix.. here are some pictures for u to guess wad is it.. hahas.. its an art piece.. lolx..

done by me.. hahas.. see something special??? there's a heart shape in e centre

by my 2nd sister.. hahas.. XD

by me... after a started eating, from e way i put e sauce, my dajie sae wad u doing? den i sae art piece, den erjie sae go take photo of it lar.. tt's y i took these photos.. hahas.. bit ugly, bt nvm hahas..

by dajie.. she aso join in e fun.. hahas.. her's special still gt e chilli sauce at e side.. hahas..

after fins my lunch, meet him den went to eat wit him at cp, den found out something bit embrassing de, nt gonna sae it here its a secret, hiak hiak!! den after tt we head back to his house to do my work.. before tt met a stupid person.. lolx.. reach his house bt den did nt start work so fast.. was chatting wit his mother den noe smth very funny.. abt e 4D thingy.. hahas.. oh ya.. thanks for going to buy e durian muchi for us to try eh.. hahas.. cute sia u... go buy den donwan let me noe still sae go take things from ur fren.. hahas.. thanks ^^ after tt i abt to start work, bt after tt, i suddenly remember smth tt i wan to introduced him, which is e hotel game.. we played quite long.. he nt scare at all lor.. hahas.. bt playing this game today i was nt really scare liao.. thou at first scare bt den c few more times i nt scare liao.. hahas.. mayb cos is in e afternoon time ba.. hahas.. after we completed, i asked his sister to join in as well.. of cos e player is nt us.. is him.. hahas.. we juz at there c nia.. finally he completed.. after tt he sae wan introduce some scary game bt in e end nt lor.. hahas.. his sister did try play aso.. we play for quite some times den i went to do my other stuff.. hahas.. den soon his sister aso went out donno do wad liao.. hahas..
at e night time.. i den suggested wanted to go bridge.. thou didn sae out, bt he guess it straight.. he sae he tot of going there as well.. so we had our dinner at 830 den 9pm set off.. bt den on our way there gt someone followed us, den smth happen end up we didn get to go there.. haix.. its e "same" kind of ppl again.. bt e status diff.. lolx.. den we end up didn go bridge cos don wan met tt person (again we failed to go there).. so we went to vivo instead.. hahas.. actually went there aso nt bad.. at least we found smth nice, interesting?? and romantic.. this is wad i think ah.. hahas.. im gonna show those pic here.. its nice.. hahas..

taken by me.. gt e idea from him.. hahas..

the entrance to e beautiful & romantic christmas decoration!!!

taken wit e auto-focus mode.. white white colour..

this is e original feel & colour if u were there to c... hahas..

full-view of e carriage.. hahas.. sad tt we cant enter.. if can i sure wanna sit inside n take it.. hahas..

closer view of it.. nicer???

this is e close-up view of how e carriage looks lyk.. hahas..

learn from him... cos i saw him taking it from this direction so i aso take from this direction

ww sae lyk tt take nicer wor.. so this is taken by him.. hahas.. quite nice de.. hahas.. beautiful XD

this way of taking i aso copy ww de.. hahas.. he lyk tt take den i aso.. hiak hiak hiak!!!

this i nv learn from him liao.. hahas.. is from our own feel.. XD

notice by me.. taken by him.. nice hor??? is rainbow colour..

this is my way of taking e "rainbow"

after taking all these photos, we decided to sit down n rest.. finally found some place to sit.. den we sit down n chit chat.. noe more abt him liao.. hahs.. left tt place at 1045 den he send me home, after tt he head back to his house den after tt go out wit his frens lo.. hahas.. went out till very late sia.. 6am den reach home lor.. haix!!!! really no discipline sia.. bt gt enjoy jiu hao lor.. juz tt i find it lyk bad for health.. anyway.. hope today gonna b a great day for me.. gonna chiong for my cmsk liao.. gonna fins soon.. later need to do my core proj aso.. gonna due as well.. aso study for my tml's oopg lab test.. hope i can pass well.. ^^

forgot to sae smth, juz found out today.. hahas.. congrats kit teng.. u're gonna get MARRIED!!!! hahas.. gonna attend ur wedding for sure!!! ^^

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的

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zijiang's "last" outing wit us having his current hair, steamboat @ YH house

9:03 AM

141108
today after sch, went to his house continue to do my cmsk work.. hahas.. after tt cos he had to send me off as i'm going for my sec sch gathering steamboat, while he hav to go for an job interview at 6.45pm so we set off at ard 5plus i guess.. hahas.. eh u still haven tell me wads tt job thingy abt eh.. still sae wan tell me bt den nvm sae.. haix.. after we reach, he had to head towards eunos?? hahas.. den after i went up n met wit lx, pl, yl, sand, yh and jianlong, think gt alvin aso??? don remb seeing him there early lolx.. soon after qing reach, we started on our STEAMBOAT hahas.. soon after we start, hy reached.. den joined in.. nt long after she reach, there're a few ppl coming in as well.. another of our JIE MEI BANG (created by pl when there's a part she sae "jie mei men wo men zhou") member join in to steamboat wit us.. hahas.. e first table to start steamboat is always us.. e girls.. hahas.. den after tt will b following by e guys.. hahas.. had lots of fun there.. after our steamboat, due to some thing happen where we needed a room, bt cos there's still one grp of guys haven eat yet, so was occupying e room, therefore we could nt enter, so i waited and keep persuading them to come out eat.. finally when they came out i faster rush in.. heh.. partly is cos they need to ask smth n aso cos i wan use e com to play a game introduced by sand.. e hotel626, a scary game indeed.. bt after few tries, it does nt seems as scary.. bt if were to play in e night time, it sure going to b scary.. hahs.. now its our girls world.. hahas.. cos we whole grp were wearing e same shirt so of cos we muz take a big grp photos tgt.. den went out to take wit those guys.. bt den they keep taking their own sweet time den pl sae tt sentence, i mentioned earlier.. hahas.. den we went in.. after tt shaun offer to take for us.. BT he TRICK us.. those guys out there aso pose.. so when he sae "one two three", den he turn n snap a shot for them instead.. den he sae okok again again, this time is for real.. bt den this time round he sae "one two three", he close our doors.. hahas.. den we lock e door lor.. hahas.. bt den after tt he did help us take a shot.. hahas.. below is the photo he took for us (all our jie mei bang member lolx) :

they r jamie, qing, yl, lx, sand, me, peiling & huiyu

after tt, we continue watch tv or wad.. chit chat.. soon we left yh house.. before leaving, of cos we muz take photos wit e main lead.. which is zijiang, to keep in "memories" how his current hair looks lyk.. many guys took wit him, so some of us join in as well n took a shot wit him.. below is e photo we took wit him..

actually this is a 2nd shot.. cos e first one wl sae i look lyk ghost, too small liao when next to him.. hahas.. e only guys is e main lead!!!

on e way back, as lx was feeling very tired alrdy so she walk kinda fast, pl n me was catching up wit her.. hahas.. of cos we did manage to keep up wit her speed.. we gt train before de.. hahas.. while walking back, pl n me was chatting abt smth den after tt donno y we started singing those high sch musical songs tgt.. probably as a entertainment for ourselves ba.. hahas.. bidded goodbye to e rest, xian, pl, jianlong n me walk e same track back.. bt bid goodbye to xian first, den long, den pl, lastly is myself walk home.. hahas.. after tt called him.. had a great day man!!

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ;

made my day!!!

6:42 PM

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photos of precious memories!!!! lolx.. ^^ thanks for all e stuff u've given me!!! im loving it!!! hopefully u do feel this way as well.. XD of cos gonna take good care of it as well.. no worries.. hahas.. had a special day sia.. something happen!!! spoil my perfect plan for surprising someone.. haix!!! feel so angry!!! jkjk.. juz tt bit disappointed nia.. cos i on my way up there was still thinking wad i wanna do so as to make it more sweet.. den suddenly.. errhemzzz.. wanna hav something memorable, in a very sweet way.. bt den thou still memorable, bt... hahas.. nvm, most importantly i enjoyed!!! do someone feels e same??? hahas... indeed was a very SPECIAL DAY which i would not forgot for my entire life!!! a very special n diff experience i had.. diff from e past few.. hopefully this shows me tt its e right choice n its unique where nt everyone could hav it..
tt sudden break most probably nt anyone can try ba??? hahas.. so it could stay in my mind wit a deep impression!!! probably tt's e main idea tt's y this thing happen???

this is gonna b e PRECIOUS watch!!! im LOVING it!!! worry tt i won b able to take good care of it..

juz born yesterday!!!! its still inside

hahas.. nice??? its my favourite colour!!!!

see... tt's my name in it!!!

here's a silver flower card to me!!!

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的

Saturday, November 1, 2008 ;

today is SATURDAY

11:21 PM

lolx.. wake up at ard 7plus i guess or 8 plus??? cant really remb.. hahas.. den found out tt it was raining.. my favourite weather if i was at home.. especially if it was in early in e morning or late in e midnight.. heh.. thou i don hav e feeling of slacking in my bed, bt den since it was still quite early, a nice weekend, plus no activities is on, so might as well continue my beauty sleep.. XD wake up at ard 11plus??? guess so ba.. cant really remb.. today memory seems quite bad.. -.- had been doing my cmsk draft work e whole day.. watching tv, blogging, msn chat, friendster etc in e mean time as well... hiak hiak hiak!!! cant possibly ask me to do work whole day without any distraction wad.. hahas.. anyway.. wit my help of my sister, hopefully can fins my draft work by monday.. hahas.. had been watching tv in e night time, nt doing any more work i guess.. tml den do e rest of my work ba.. hahas..
juz finish my supper wor.. hahs.. long time no eat supper liao lor.. cos firstly scare tt i'll grow fat!!!! e other reason is tt nobody went out to buy ah.. hahas.. thou today didnt go out, bt i don seems to feel bored wor.. hahas.. cos mayb had been feeling very busy e whole day ba, tt's y don feel "empty" cos i gt many stuff to do!!!! heehee..
im gonna change my HP soon!!! gonna do lots of research on tt phone SGH-F480.. this is my hope!!! i wish to change!!! hopefully e remarks for this phone is good... im aiming it.. hopefully can get it.. my current phone, its going to die on me soon.. bt my contract seems to b my stepping stone.. tying me up!!! aiya~~~~~~

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的

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new updates!!! cool effect!!!

4:03 PM

he started drawing my face first.. XD

orange is in the car skin.. heh..

Pinky is in e car skin... wooh~~~

who are these ppl???

e other pic of mine at other place.. XD

hmmm... guess i've nth to blog abt.. so decided to update my blog with these pictures... hahas.. its nice isn't it??? heehee.. im loving it!!!.. hahs..
gonna be busy wit my work n stuff.. so don think will be able to blog so often.. unless there's smth worth to be blog n kept in my memories.. heehee.. will try to blog more.. XD try to!!!

朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的