still learning
8:03 PM
im actually feeling very bored now.. n aso i feel very odd..
actually now im at his house.. supposely he shld b here wit me..
bt den cos he's selling off his bike, so he had to go fetch e buyer to view his bike..
of cos i don really mind it.. he can go out de.. juz tt i dono y.. i'd this weird feeling of feeling odd..
y do i say im still learning??
e reason being is probably im learning to let go ba..
always meeting him till this extent tt im more lyk part of his family members..
there are actually good n bad..
good is im juz lyk part of his family n his family treat me as one..
bad is because im too much lyk part of his family, therefore now he started to nt really care abt me.. or rather to e extent tt he's treating me juz now a normal person..
probably to e extend of neglecting, neglecting one of e family member ba..
i really need more care from him..
sometimes, i wish tt he's next to me when i needed him e most..
however things juz don turn out tt way..
its nt he's nt wit me when i needed him..
bt is when i serious needed him, he won b here..
probably reason is because e times i needed him are too huge le ba..
thou i'd been spending or rather we'd been spending too much time tgt, too much to e extend tt probably this causes him nt to really spend time wit me..
sometimes even if he's by my side, i cant really feel tt his heart is wit me..
haix.. if i were to tell him, he would definitely say tt im thinking or asking too much liao.. anyway, this isn't something really big deal to e extend tt i shld tell him ba.. if were to tell him, troubles definitely would appear..
i only can try to pull myself away from him ba.. probably only lyk tt i won become dependent on him.. i aso don lyk myself being lyk tt..
i don wish to become someone who keep complaining..
off to work liao..
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reason ???
6:40 PM
i think its time for me to change my blog link liao.. hmmm.. reason being is because.. i think there's a need to change.. to avoid some unwanted readers or wad.. aso because I FEEL LYK CHANGING!!! hahas.. nth more or less i guess!!!! juz hav this urge to change.. LOLX
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WADEVA!!!
6:03 PM
wad stupid CMSK presentation slides.. i seriously dono how to do e commercial viability wad.. ask u onli keep saying i alrdy tell u so many times liao wad.. keep don understand..
k lar.. ya lar ya lar.. u very clever lar k.. i stupid lor.. still sae u very busy wit this very busy wit tt.. still dare sae u don even hav time to go for toilet.. wad i can tell is u're not busy at all!!!!!!
DONWAN HELP JUZ SAY SO LAR, FAKE SO MANY THINGS FOR WAD.. AT MOST DON ASK FOR UR HELP ANYMORE LAR.. U THINK U WAD.. W/O U OR UR HELP I'LL DIE AH??? FORGET IT LAR.. IM NOT GOING TO RELY ON U SINCE U DON EVEN ALLOW..
GO AHEAD N BUSY WIT UR SHOW LAR!!! WATCH SO MANY TIMES STILL KEEP WATCHING.. DON WAN HELP JUZ SAE SO LAR.. GIV SO MANY EXCUSES FOR WAD???
I NOE ITS NOT UR RESPONSIBILITY TO HELP!!!!!!!! BUT JUZ SAE STRAIGHT LAR.. WAD STUPID EXCUSES R U GIVIN ME ?????
FORGET IT!!!!! I WON NEED UR HELP!!!!!!
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Sunday, July 12, 2009 ;
The BRAVE HAMSTER >>> YUAN YUAN
12:44 PM
ytd was a really big day for us.. our poor yuan yuan had a big lump under his throat.. tt was wad we tot of.. bt e fact wasn't this.. it was a very big lump.. it stretch all e way underneath his mouth to his body.. it lasted for abt a week.. it started from juz a small one, and it grew bigger.. it was so serious tt it really affects his ability to eat.. bt still he was very strong.. he still tries his best to eat.. i fed him wit some cucumber.. at least this was his favourite food.. n he ate alot.. hahas..
ytd we tried calling many vet clinic to look for ways to cure him.. finally one of e clinic which bei called sae tt we can bring him down for consultation.. n it was juz at tampines.. hahas.. we went there for registration at 7.15 den waited till ard 8 den manage to consult e "doctor".. on our way there, yuanyuan appear as if he was very strong, seems lyk he trying to tell us nt to worry abt him n he don hav e need c "doctor".. he was really very understanding.. despite feeling so uncomfortable, yet he still wanna cheer us up, still care abt how we feel.. anyway.. e cutest part is when we abt to reach, dono wad he was thinking, he kept his head hidding inside his food container.. donwan to let other ppl c his face..
during the consultation, when e doctor bring him out, tt was e first time we really get to clearly c his lump.. it was bigger den we expect or think it is.. n he really seems to b in much pain.. cos when he was taken out, he did squek a little.. when e doctor touches his lumps and his body he squek alot.. bt was very soft.. guess he was trying to bear e pain ba.. after consultation, e doctor analyst tt probably its was juz pus inside him.. so he gave him an injection, anti-biotic.. we can tell tt he was actaully in great pain cos when he was having e injection, he bite on e ear cotton bud stick which is used to hold his head.. after tt e doctor gave us a packet (4 injections), some cotton bud wit alcohol and aso a container wit powered food.. tt food was supposely to feed him so tt if he had problems eating normal solid food, we can feed tt to him..
after tt home sweet home..!!!! =)
NOTE: yuanyuan u're so brave.. u're nt afraid of injection at all!!!!!!!! we'll always love u!!!! u'll always live in our heart!!!! muacks!!! take care of man man eh.. =)
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Friday, July 10, 2009 ;
the 9th month!!!
3:57 PM
HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANIVERSARY!!!!!!!!
time flies eh.. so fast its our 9th month liao.. though for this month we did not celebrate..
bt its okay.. cos he was busy wit his MP liao.. so muz b more understanding..
somemore we aso shld nt every month celebrate de.. hahs..
bt despite him being so busy, im really very glad tt he actually still remb..
its alrdy more den enough le ba..
hmmm.. going to start doing on my apel liao.. dateline is coming up soon.. hahas..
so i shall end here.. going to start looking for idea n start playing wit my game or wad le..... hahas..
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Thursday, July 9, 2009 ;
Wasnt a good one..
12:12 AM
it had been quite a long time since i last blogged.. can shows tt its a good sign n it could be a bad sign too... coming to blog is cos i wan to remind myself.. n reflect ba..
u finally said wad u had been wanting to say..
i knew it.. saying wad "u're e onli one i don mind fetching or wad.."
guess u're alrdy sick n tired of it.. u can say u don mean it or don really mind, jus onli sometimes.. bt i feel tt since u actually say it, tt means u alrdy cant take it..
since this is how u feel, i shall nt force u to send me.. its juz lyk forcing someone who doesn love or like me anymore to continue give me care..
its way too much for u isn it??
don worry i noe wad to do..
from tt time i walk out of ur car n u don even bother to giv chase n don even bother to reply my msg.. i alrdy knew there's nth more shld carry on between us..
thanks for all e trouble.. n thx for calling me..
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