actually i was thinking of editing e previous post de.. bt i think i shall leave it as it is.. this afternoon we finally had everything thrash it out.. he mentioned alot of stuff he is unhappy wit me, n i aso did e same thing.. 虽然我们现在和好了， 可我有此想法：如果我们再次争吵，我们会在和好吗？ 答案也许不会容易解决了吧。。。 因为也许大家都已厌倦了彼此的一些作风。。。 我真的很讨厌他吵架时大声的吼，尤其是在街上。。。 这件事情我老早就告诉过他了，虽他曾经答应过我他不会的，可为什么现在常常会如此呢？ 我今天就应为他这些行为令我感到非常的讨厌，因此不停的改变行走方向，就好像在火上加油似的，因此令他留我一人在外而他则回家去。。。 我在附近兜了一会儿，便接到了他的电话，他依然没改变。。。 争吵了过后结果虽是和好了，但我不知道我们是真的好了还是选择认为我们和好了？ 既然他要我坦白，我希望选择坦白是正确的选择。。。
nowadays, i seems to b e onli one who is caring, thinking for another person? actually i guess this hav been going on for quite some time le ba.. i shld hav realize it long ago tt everything is diff now... in a bad way.. or rather i shld sae i've alrdy found out abt it long ago, bt juz onli ytd, i was finally convinced n noe tt i muz admit this fact tt exist long ago..
now i really muz admit that things does change, nothing remains the same..
i've a qs: would anyone forget smth (it could be anything, e.g. a date, msg, replying msg etc.) that gt to do wit someone tt is impt to u?
lets take replyin msg as e e.g.from my point of view, mayb yes i'll sometimes forget.. bt tt happens onli when im really busy n nt able to reply.. bt even when i forget, i would find it weird tt how come someone who will reply my msg fast, didn reply me after such a long period of time, n of cos i'll den check my phone.. so, is it possible to forget??
actually wad i wanted to sae is someone told me tt he forget to reply my msg.. bt i onli took 5 mins to reply u eh.. how could u possibily forget to reply ?? somemore u said tt u had fins work le.. juz take it tt u really forget.. den y do u after work ends, at 2am u didn check whether had i reply u or find our y i didn reply u?? guess u didn do tt for sure.. i aso was wondering, i msg u at 2.17am, 2.25am u could actually reply me, n tell me tt u're on exp way riding bike.. i can seriously sae tt u're lying to me.. on exp way n u can actually reply me?? 2.32am u called me telling me u reach home le, after unpacking u'd call me back.. bt u didn.. waited till 3.05am.. i called u n u sae u were abt to call me, was saving number down.. it was den i think i noe e reason y u actually claim u forget to reply me ba.. all e while at e time waiting for work to end n go home, u muz getting to know other ppl number down ba.. n mayb bcos of someone whom u're interested to noe in is ard so u donwan to reply me so tt u won get interrupted ba.. probably tt's e reason y tt makes u forget to reply me..
anyway.. im going to clarify all these doubts.. if wad i think is true, i don think i would allow myself to b such a big fool..
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ;
im in e "wrong"
7:35 PM
there he is happily buying his pair of slippers alrdy.. joking wit me tt he nt going to buy, after tt show me tt he had brought it..
what is e promise of buying it tgt? who had e idea of buying it tgt..
in e end it turn out to b tt i was e one wanting to argue, being unreasonable..
i wanna sae " hey hello.. i've been following u all way to go look for slippers, tt means tt i've no wish to buy it ? agreeing to buy tgt in e end u ownself buy is aso my fault? cos u claimed tt donno whether i wan buy anot, n aso cos tt pair of slippers is exp tt mean i won buy.. ITS ALL UR OWN THINKING.. WHEN DID I SAE I DONWAN BUY.. EVEN IF TT'S E CASE, COULD U JUZ TELL ME EARLIER??? STILL HAVE E CHEEK TO ASK ME WAD AM I ANGRY ABT.. N ANGRY WIT ME.."
ALRIGHT ITS ALL MY FAULT FOR WANTING N GIVING E IDEA OF BUYING SLIPPERS TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!
SRY FOR MAKING U THINK TT I DONWAN TO BUY TT SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!
SORRY FOR LETTING U FEEL I ANGRY FOR NO REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS ALL MY FAULT ALRIGHT???!!!!!!!!!
HERE IS THE APOLOGIES: SORRY
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
Thursday, May 7, 2009 ;
long time no BLOG
3:10 PM
seems lyk i long time no blog liao.. LOL.. been quite busy.. busy wit facebook e restaurant city lor.. searching, waiting n collecting of phone lor..
FINALLY!!!! i changed PHONE!!! yeah.. so happy de lar.. my phone sot n i've been waiting to sign for a new phone for lyk abt 3 or 4 mth.. or less den tt.. cant remb liao.. bt anyway juz so happy tt i've gt my SAMSUNG M8800 PIXON !!! its still quite ok, nt too bad lor..
still other den tt, still busy wit proj lor.. talking abt proj, i think i muz go start on it liao.. hahas.. mayb blog other time when im really free le ba.. hahas.. btw, went into facebook to help someone play game, den saw another person.. finally i gt to c tt person's face.. now i finally noe how tt person looks lyk.. LOL.. comparing her image tt aso appears in my mind, she look very average eh.. n bit fat de eh.. doesnt seems lyk i last year first saw de.. last time lyk quite skinny n pretty de eh.. or last year i saw e wrong person ??? anyway.. if e pic is nt wrong, she looks really quite F-- de.. wonder in wad way is she attractive to....?? don understand.. bt anyway.. tt's none of my business.. donno y i care so much.. hahaha
~ holiday
~ new clothes (its always not enough, thou i've been always buying)
~ make a ideal permanent hair curl hair (don really like my current curls)
~ buy new wallet
~ get a bike license
~ buy a IDEAL BB CREAM
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