MAYB SHOULD REST EARLY, RECENTLY DON HAV ENERGY LYK TT..
going to b sick soon.. this few days throat don feel okay, keep cough n feels dry, seems to b catching a flu aso.. should drink more water ba.. stomach aso don feel quite ok.. donno wad happen to my body recently, lyk so weak!! hope i'll b fine when im in hainan lor.. there de condition i aso donno is how.. somemore nt familiar wit tt place.. anyway hope i'll b strong n don fall sick ba.. =)
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
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hiak!!! its so active..
10:42 PM
wahaha!!! these few days my blog is so active.. i've neglected my blog for quite some time man.. den gt ppl keep complaining to me saying y i nv come blog.. so i hav to b more active lor.. so tt no ppl will sae me liao.. wahahaha!!! hmmm.. actually is suddenly feel lyk blogging again nia.. hahas..
hmm.. today was quite happy de.. cos long time no c baobei liao le.. he had been working since 26march till today.. onli today manage to get to c him lor.. was really VERY VERY happy.. bt however when i look at him, i feel lyk its been very long nv meet lor.. gt bit mo sheng.. nt e way we treat each other, nt how i feel towards him, bt his looks to me.. i aso donno y.. juz feel tt way.. heh.. baobei look very happy aso wor.. after we meet, he drove me n we went to watsons to buy his contact lense solution, complete, same as mine de eh!! hahas!! den after tt knowing tt man man is pregnant, n might giv birth soon, so we went to buy another new cage lor.. if nt yuan yuan jiu no house to stay liao le lo.. bt den was quite happy de.. cos man man going to giv birth le den they both going to b parents liao.. juz wish tt she can giv birth smoothly lor.. anyway after buying we help them bath, change cage n feed them lor.. hahas.. finally can take a break le.. chatted wit him, help him massage etc.. den watch some tv wit his family n drink bubble tea.. LOL.. hahas.. thou meet bt didn had much time tgt de.. soon he hav to go for work le, bt sianx ah.. cos going to rain liao, so he use his father's car n drive me, of cos tgt wit uncle as well.. cos baobei forgot to bring his locker key den hav to rush back home again den i ownself go up lor.. hahs.. wanted to take a nap de, bt den cant sleep.. wake up at 7plus den eat dinner etc..
hmm.. really hope tt i can meet him very very early tml lor.. bt den donno he gt e energy anot.. asked him le bt den no reply lei.. mayb he donwan? or he didn take note of my qs? zhou yi bu shuan yi bu ba.. tml still need go back sch sia.. 3pm!!! wtf!!!! keep taking up my hols man!!!! F*** lor.. tue need go sch, wed need, thurs aso need!!!!!! no diff from normal sch days lar!!!!! cant even enjoy!!!!!! keep meeting for wad sia.. waste of time!!!!! sianx ah.. had i noe early don take this OCP or rather CDS ah.. stupid lar.. alrdy need go off liao, don even giv us some days to b wit our family.... left me onli fri!!!!!! better don take up my fri ah!!!! ASSHOLE!!!!!!
was reading his blog again today.. bt i didn read abt his past wit other ppl.. bt our past.. hahas.. notice tt he aso did e same things.. hahas.. so quite ok lo.. bt den hor.. was wondering y, after tgt le he seems to don blog le.. nt talking abt anymore...... nt as ----- anymore..
anyway.. alright gtg le!!! wahaha!!! shall blog again.. soon im going overseas liao le eh.. mayb won hav time to blog liao... wait till im back ba... hahas.. bt back le still need busy wit this proj lei..
hmmm.. wondering wads tt gift ??? when can i c it ??? very surprising ??? heehee.. today juz saw e packing wor !!! THANKS ALOT BEI..
all i wanted is to b able to spend more time wit u while we still can.. cos i noe in e future, we won b able to meet as freely n often as now.. e chances r slimmer.. lesser as time goes.. did u notice?? guess u didn ba.. whenever i tell u abt it, u sae "don worry, still can meet de", bt i noe e ans is NO, we won hav things going our way de, things won b so simple, won b lyk wad u're thinking de.. im worried actually.. seriously worried.. im afraid we would b affected.. u may nt notice it now, bt u might, soon... i don wish for this, bt it might happen if we don take note of it.. do u still remb e promise we made? i hope tt could happen.. =)
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
Friday, March 27, 2009 ;
the power of picasa & picnik!!!!
11:42 PM
heh... im currently trying out e editing of photos n adding effect using picasa's function n den picnik's function.. wonder if i'd b able to create a nice one??
actually currently chan U is showing horror movie.. im quite scared de.. so was finding things to distract myself.. hahas.. here it goes:
these are taken during e CNY:
this is taken during 22 march:
will edit again
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
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initially was... soon im nt.....
4:26 PM
was affected by e post juz now.. sometimes i juz wondered how true is these sentence..
他对我很好，也许甚至比以前对她们好，我知道。。。但是我看到以前他在他的blog 一直提起她，让我好羡慕，好希望他也能如此的对我。。。但是他真的很忙，没时间，必须花时间做工，没做工就花时间陪我，偶尔若有时间当然他也希望能 spend time surf website or play games tt he wanted，花时间 blog abt us guess is quite waste time 的吧 cos 我们常常一起出去，也没什么特别的，没什么值得写的，但是在一些特别的日子（lyk special occasion）或比较特别的事情你能写下来记念好吗？
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
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blame or worries ??
2:19 AM
can anyone tell me wads blaming n wads worries??? i simply cant differentiate.. a person can sae tt im nt blaming u.. im worrying abt u.. bt e tone is blaming.. another person can b using a tone which sounds lyk blaming bt in fact is worrying abt u..
for eg. where hav u gone ?! do u noe its very dangerous for nt telling anyone ur whereabout??? u really lyk making everyone worrying abt u ???
so is this blaming or worrying??? i've no idea at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
Thursday, March 26, 2009 ;
9 more days left....
10:47 PM
ARRRHHHHH!!!!!
its such a long n boring day today... baobei is going to work for a continuous 4 days.. LOL.. probably means i won b able to meet him for these few days.. nvm ba.. guess i juz use these few days to pack my stuff for overseas ba.. prepare my stuff aso lor.. sianx ah.. bit no mood lei.. going to b out there for 7 days.. wonder if i'd b missed by anyone.. haix!! wonder when im nt ard, do i make a difference to anyone?? hope there is ba.. haix!! after tt still gt proj n presentation need to do lor.. sianx sia.. haix!! no choice since i made this choice of going.. juz hav to take it ba..
suddenly no mood sia.. thou i keep telling myself all is e past liao don take it to heart, n thou i did tell him "i noe its e past liao, i won think abt it, im fine, im alright, don worry im nt thinking too much", bt den still im sry i still will think, i aso donwan to let my mood get affected by it (bt i cant).. bt no worries, im nt going to show it to u.. cos i donwan to worry or irritate u over this kind of matter anymore.. this feeling will goes off soon.. after i wake up everything will b fine.. putting myself in ur shoes, i now noe tt u knowing how i'd feel after knowing, guess tt's y u always don lyk me reading n asking abt ur past ba..
really eh.. e more i read, e more i feel tt he treats them very good lor.. haix!! in a few of his post he keep mentioning tt he MUZ pass his bike for her sake.. SO UR REASON FOR WANTING TO GET A BIKE LICENSE IS FOR HER?? U IS DOING FOR HER SAKE?? E FIRST ONE U WAN PILLION IS HER HUH.. PROMISED HER LIAO Y DIDN CARRIED IT OUT?? y had tt bet wit me, when u'd promised to let her b ur first pillion or mayb tt's ur own promise to urself, letting her b ur first pillion?? tt word 'muz' tgt wit tt sentence, when ever i read it i had some weird weird de feeling inside my heart, lyk will shrink lyk tt.. donno how sae lar.. haix! thou mayb he really change after he met me, bt before tt all e way when he was learning bike, e main reason is for her, he wans to ride her n wans to spend lots of time wit her, tt's e reason y he DIE DIE MUZ PASS his bike.. guess if she were to noe abt this, she surely would b touched n b wit him de ba, n there's no room for me at all.. no chance at all ba.. donno if he did think of passing his car license for me? guess nt ba, he juz wan to pass for e sake of passing.. or probably abit for my sake? its really a fortune of nt knowing.. bt since i alrdy noe le, guess there's no way of nt knowing.. most of his past blog post is abt her.. "waiting for her this n tt, waiting for her to online, wonder wad she's doing".. dou bu jian de he think of me tt often, nt even before when he was wooing me.. haix! dou guo qu le, man yuan ye mei yong ah.. after we're tgt, for few mths there's no, nt even one post is post for my sake.. sianx ah.. all i could sae is nvm, he's busy ma, cant blame, shld nt complain.. bt pls, juz let me vent it out here alright? anyway NO ONE is going to read it.. he won noe either.. as long as i don sae it out.. nt infront of him.. he don even giv it a damn abt reading my blog anyway.. haha!!! after so long, no tags had been replied.. juz let it b ba.. haix!!
bt at least whenever we meet he is concern abt me lo.. think i shld b happy enough le.. afterall, all those is e past le.. wan compare is can lar.. bt den don let him noe lor.. don look unhappy or wad infront of him ba.. hope i really can do it.. there's no point arguing wit him over these past.. nt worth it.. juz keep it to myself ba.. saying it out won help at all..
how i wish he could actually did something juz specially for me.. i really hope tt there's AT LEAST a thing i can noe tt he's doing for my sake or juz for me or can let me feel tt im actually very impt to him in his heart.. bt guess im asking too much ba.. i really hate to complain tt he did nt bother to at least spend some time to at least blog smth short abt me.. mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. at here sae sae jiu hao.. last time i shall sae it.. "y? last time u can kp thinking abt her.. blog abt her.. wit me, u busy i understand, bt e reason u tell me is..... there's nth for u to blog.. wit me really nth to blog?? u feel tt blogging abt me, will let others noe, nt good isit?? i do love u, thou i noe u did, bt i can feel tt its nt strong.."
there's one thing u said is for my sake n im e onli one who had taste ur cooking skills before... i would nv forget.. =)
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
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BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7:45 PM
IM BACK!!!!
LOL.. its been a long time since i last blog le ba.. hahas.. had been quite busy de.. now can consider free ba.. cos at home ma.. den can go blog abit..
hmmm.. let this first post b a warm up ba.. bt it might b a rather boring post oh.. hahas.. im now reading someone's blog.. hahas.. sianx.. reading abt e past makes me feel bit jealous de.. n cant help bt keep making comparison sia.. i noe tt for this kind of stuff i cant make comparison de.. cos will only cause "troubles".. somemore all those is e past liao le.. wad happen had happen, i shld nt think abt it or wad de.. shall nt let it affect e present.. haix.. bt den hor i somehow juz feel uneasy.. first i saw e glass bowl lor.. i remb tt person told n showed me before.. this glass bowl is his precious, n tt he loved it alot n he's nt going to let anyone used it, nt even me.. bt den after i read those post, i den find out, tt bowl was he n tt gal buy de.. he had one n she had one.. thou its nt a couple design, bt den it can b considered as couple bowl ba.. cos they agreed to buy tgt.. sweet isnt it.. actually i was quite envious de.. they actually do had lots of sweet memories tgt.. bt guess he forgot abt it le ba.. or mayb he doesnt wan me to think abt it too much tt's y he didnt tell me.. although were minor little things, bt den mayb its these small things which makes me envious even more ba.. hahs.. how i wish tt we could actually hav something tt can let us remb or symbolise "us" being tgt de.. juz lyk wad u had wit her.. a bowl tt no other ppl can use except u, n as for her she aso had a identical one which onli she can use.. its rather unique in ur own way.. i really hope to hav one, something lyk tt as well.. bt den im nt going to request for it ba.. who m i to keep requesting.. trying to replace their memories?? nahs.. im nt going to do it.. let him b e one to initiate it ba.. if he really wans n tot of getting one for me.. hahas.. i alrdy did request to hav my own personal cup, a same cup as him, to b used at his house le ah.. i shall nt ask for more.. as one muz nt b so greedy, one should noe ur own limits.. hahas.. actually this is nt e first thing i found out.. there were a pencil case n a small black handphone pouch they both brought tgt.. quite sweet de ba.. hahas.. how i wish i aso were able to experience this wit my love.. bt how can i keep on requesting n demanding?? this suppose to b 双方面的，单方面是不行的!!! aiya.. xian mu jiu hao le.. don dwell on it too much.. hahas.. another sweetest things is tt in e past, when he doesnt really hav a transport, i mean personal transport.. he still make effort to go fetch her, from her house to his house or go out, n after tt bring her home as well, without fail.. thou he saes tt sometimes his dad gt fetch her back home aso.. bt still most of e time is he bring her home de ba.. hen hao ba?? thou when he told me this, all i did is complaining, making fun of him, bt den i actually was very envious of her.. cos bringing her back n come from her place to another is very tiring as he had no direct bus n had to wait very long.. one muz hav loved tt person alot or had lots of patience for tt person, only wit tt, one could den bear wit all these tough n tiring thing.. i aso come across wit one of e blog post, stating tt after e tiring night cycling wit his frens, he even make an effort for nt resting, bt went home take juz a short break n den rush off to her house juz to fetch her to work.. thou he onli describe abit of e process, bt i can feel tt he's really enjoying e time n process he spent wit her.. they rarely get to met ba, of cos all e more he would miss n loved her.. hahs.. actually he's treating me very good aso ah.. always send me back home n fetch me from my house to another destination.. recently even if i were to go out till very late, no matter wad time he would even make effort to come n fetch me home.. most importantly, he made me his first pillion n first passenger oh.. hahas.. thou im nt e first person he tot of wanting to pillion de.. bt den nvm lar.. when he's near to getting a bike license, after his previous gf, he is fancy another girl first ma, so sure will tot of wanting to pillion her de ma.. so no need to think abt it or take it to heart ba.. as long as he did wad he promised me de thing jiu hao le.. bt i really still envious his previous gf is tt despite having to go thru n spend so much time juz to send n fetch her, he still do it.. thou he aso did e same thing for me, bt den it still cant b compared wit e past, as now he had bike n can drive, it's more convenient, probably tt's y he does nt really mind so much ba.. hahas.. jkjk
i muz really sae tt im very fortunate to hav him as my bf.. he's really someone who'd really giv everything to someone he likes.. he really did alot for me, spend time wit me, he's always there wit me whenever i needed him.. he aso tolerate me for my temper n alot of other stuff.. hahs.. bt den gt one thing is tt he lied to me before for his ex n some other stuff.. hahas.. bt den we did talk abt it before n knew e reasons.. n aso had made promised tt this would nt happen again, so i shall believe n trust him.. heehee.. really pardon me for all those stuff i did eh.. hahs..
wah.. such a long post alrdy eh.. hahs..
its time to sign off le eh..
朋友之间的关心是带着笑容的，情人之间的关心是皱着眉头的
Monday, March 2, 2009 ;
when nth better to do = time to learn new stuff!!!!
7:38 PM
was feeling very boring today... bt thank goodness went out in e morning wit a fren... hahas.. accompany my fren go do some stuff, den we go bugis eat long john den after tt went to shop bugis.. brought a shorts.. hahas.. after tt my fren need to go sentosa liao, so bid goodbye.. hahas.. thanks for borrowing me ur mp3 player eh.. it helps me kill boredom when im on my way back home.. hahas.. it was ard 3plus when i reach sk, since i hav lots of time available, so i went to buy my monthly contact lense.. after tt went back home.. omg it is so sunny lor.. bt lucky its nt raining.. cos one of my fren who is staying at sk in e msg told me tt sk was raining earlier, bt think had stopped.. hahas.. "my weather forecast sia..." hahas.. hmmm.. anyway after tt went back home lor... hahas.. online all e way... hahs.. bit no life sia.. bt nvm lar.. is lyk tt de ma.. when having too much time at home den after tt suddenly tot abt venessa hudgens... cos i had a notepad listing down all e songs tt i wan download, tts y make me wan put her song in my blog.. hahas.. since i don hav her songs in my com, so i might as well put it in my blog.. hahs.. at least can listen n c.. hahas.. PLUS PLUS PLUS... e song in my blog alrdy gt some problem liao.. so tt mean its telling me to change it.. so im juz helping it to fulfill its wish nia.. heeeheee.. bt anyway.. thanks to tt, i learnt how to change songs n upload songs to my blog... aso upload video eh.. hahs.. happy sia!!!! today did nt waste my day off.. at least i learn some stuff.. now my blog looks bit "cool"... cos it's ME N MYSELF who's UPDATING my blog, using MY OWN SKILLS.. wahahaha!!!!!!!!
oh ya... n nt forgetting tt i've been accompanied by my online buddy, my blueyy..... hahaha!!!!!! im working damn hard to giv it good life de lor.. now looks quite good liao.. going to earn more... muz really thanks u all who help me filled up my day today!!! cos today wasnt really a good n happy day for me!!! bt im alright now!!!
~ holiday
~ new clothes (its always not enough, thou i've been always buying)
~ make a ideal permanent hair curl hair (don really like my current curls)
~ buy new wallet
~ get a bike license
~ buy a IDEAL BB CREAM
YwAd U cAn.. ;
~ TaG my blog ☺
~ LiNk my blog ☺
~ ReAd my post ☺
~ AdD Me on friendster or facebook =D ☺
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