IM BACK!!!!
LOL.. its been a long time since i last blog le ba.. hahas.. had been quite busy de.. now can consider free ba.. cos at home ma.. den can go blog abit..
hmmm.. let this first post b a warm up ba.. bt it might b a rather boring post oh.. hahas.. im now reading someone's blog.. hahas.. sianx.. reading abt e past makes me feel bit jealous de.. n cant help bt keep making comparison sia.. i noe tt for this kind of stuff i cant make comparison de.. cos will only cause "troubles".. somemore all those is e past liao le.. wad happen had happen, i shld nt think abt it or wad de.. shall nt let it affect e present.. haix.. bt den hor i somehow juz feel uneasy.. first i saw e glass bowl lor.. i remb tt person told n showed me before.. this glass bowl is his precious, n tt he loved it alot n he's nt going to let anyone used it, nt even me.. bt den after i read those post, i den find out, tt bowl was he n tt gal buy de.. he had one n she had one.. thou its nt a couple design, bt den it can b considered as couple bowl ba.. cos they agreed to buy tgt.. sweet isnt it.. actually i was quite envious de.. they actually do had lots of sweet memories tgt.. bt guess he forgot abt it le ba.. or mayb he doesnt wan me to think abt it too much tt's y he didnt tell me.. although were minor little things, bt den mayb its these small things which makes me envious even more ba.. hahs.. how i wish tt we could actually hav something tt can let us remb or symbolise "us" being tgt de.. juz lyk wad u had wit her.. a bowl tt no other ppl can use except u, n as for her she aso had a identical one which onli she can use.. its rather unique in ur own way.. i really hope to hav one, something lyk tt as well.. bt den im nt going to request for it ba.. who m i to keep requesting.. trying to replace their memories?? nahs.. im nt going to do it.. let him b e one to initiate it ba.. if he really wans n tot of getting one for me.. hahas.. i alrdy did request to hav my own personal cup, a same cup as him, to b used at his house le ah.. i shall nt ask for more.. as one muz nt b so greedy, one should noe ur own limits.. hahas.. actually this is nt e first thing i found out.. there were a pencil case n a small black handphone pouch they both brought tgt.. quite sweet de ba.. hahas.. how i wish i aso were able to experience this wit my love.. bt how can i keep on requesting n demanding?? this suppose to b 双方面的，单方面是不行的!!! aiya.. xian mu jiu hao le.. don dwell on it too much.. hahas.. another sweetest things is tt in e past, when he doesnt really hav a transport, i mean personal transport.. he still make effort to go fetch her, from her house to his house or go out, n after tt bring her home as well, without fail.. thou he saes tt sometimes his dad gt fetch her back home aso.. bt still most of e time is he bring her home de ba.. hen hao ba?? thou when he told me this, all i did is complaining, making fun of him, bt den i actually was very envious of her.. cos bringing her back n come from her place to another is very tiring as he had no direct bus n had to wait very long.. one muz hav loved tt person alot or had lots of patience for tt person, only wit tt, one could den bear wit all these tough n tiring thing.. i aso come across wit one of e blog post, stating tt after e tiring night cycling wit his frens, he even make an effort for nt resting, bt went home take juz a short break n den rush off to her house juz to fetch her to work.. thou he onli describe abit of e process, bt i can feel tt he's really enjoying e time n process he spent wit her.. they rarely get to met ba, of cos all e more he would miss n loved her.. hahs.. actually he's treating me very good aso ah.. always send me back home n fetch me from my house to another destination.. recently even if i were to go out till very late, no matter wad time he would even make effort to come n fetch me home.. most importantly, he made me his first pillion n first passenger oh.. hahas.. thou im nt e first person he tot of wanting to pillion de.. bt den nvm lar.. when he's near to getting a bike license, after his previous gf, he is fancy another girl first ma, so sure will tot of wanting to pillion her de ma.. so no need to think abt it or take it to heart ba.. as long as he did wad he promised me de thing jiu hao le.. bt i really still envious his previous gf is tt despite having to go thru n spend so much time juz to send n fetch her, he still do it.. thou he aso did e same thing for me, bt den it still cant b compared wit e past, as now he had bike n can drive, it's more convenient, probably tt's y he does nt really mind so much ba.. hahas.. jkjk
i muz really sae tt im very fortunate to hav him as my bf.. he's really someone who'd really giv everything to someone he likes.. he really did alot for me, spend time wit me, he's always there wit me whenever i needed him.. he aso tolerate me for my temper n alot of other stuff.. hahs.. bt den gt one thing is tt he lied to me before for his ex n some other stuff.. hahas.. bt den we did talk abt it before n knew e reasons.. n aso had made promised tt this would nt happen again, so i shall believe n trust him.. heehee.. really pardon me for all those stuff i did eh.. hahs..
wah.. such a long post alrdy eh.. hahs..
its time to sign off le eh..
~ holiday
~ new clothes (its always not enough, thou i've been always buying)
~ make a ideal permanent hair curl hair (don really like my current curls)
~ buy new wallet
~ get a bike license
~ buy a IDEAL BB CREAM
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